Random Rants

Time flies..

2011-04-18T19:34:00.003+08:00

Wow, I really becamse one of those ppl that gave up on blogs, I mean look at my last post it's been like nearly 6 months whoo... Seeing seniors doing clinical years and stuff, and rewatching grey's and stuff, I can't freaking wait for clinical years to start! And can't wait for M2 also! Bored with studying all this neuro stuff already.. Not that I've mastered it yet or anything but I dunno... And crap.. I realised boy trouble is kinda screwed up. I thought I would have learnt from my mistakes back in JC and fall for the kind of ppl that obviously nth will happen. I dunnooo I'm soo screwed. And now I can't stop thinking about you. And it's affecting my studies and everything else. To think I stopped seeing piggy because of you, when we hardly talk much. Like less than 100 words? Zzz I'm such a loser sighs... And flashback to april fool's 3 years ago? I still remember confessing to the person I like and how everything went so screwed up. To think I nearly made the same mistake again 3 years later, or rather just 2 weeks back. I'm so glad I didn't do it. But the point was to get it over with so that I can move on with my life? Sigh... You make me high but then you also crush me at times... JC was a brief 2 years in our life, heck, who cares what I did, who I went out with? After that everyone part ways. Now there are only a few people back in JC that I actively talk to, and you should know who u are =) But now, it's different. Classmates for 5 years, colleagues for life? Umm.. You. I can't wait to get over you. Of course, if something happens then I guess I'll be really happy =) But no matter, I have to do something soon I guess.. But the consequences.. I have no idea what would happen... Maybe it's better to get over you quietly... Over the 3 month holiday, probably won't see you much anyway. Yes, that's it. I'll get over you quietly. Sigh... Still I like you =) Oh well, such is life... More-than-depressed-ever-in-my-life G

Boy Trouble...

2010-10-31T00:38:00.002+08:00

I thought I had grown out of petty crushes and flings in JC but lol I guess after mugging like mad for the past 12 weeks, my hormones are now surfacing lol... Considering it's been ages since I've done anything much now is the time to start again yea!!

Fresh Start New Uni Blog Starts Here!!!

2010-10-23T00:46:00.003+08:00

All right!! I was looking through my old posts and I realised I was feeling abit depressed about uni? Haha, this post shall be the first official post to start my uni career then!!

It might be rather late, already into the 11th (OMG so fast) of school haha...

Right now what's on my mind is...

- Acing CAs!!

Yea I know, this is so JC/sec sch behaviour, where getting top or top few is easy.. Oh well, if it dosen't work out then maybe next semester or next year I'll start channeling my energy to other stuff heh..

Maintain a postive attitude!! Be happy and stay strong!!

XOXO =)

Dying blog... Lonely...

2010-09-18T01:51:00.002+08:00

This blog is officially dying... It shall officially be my memories of like sec 3/4?? to my army days...

Uni is rather different. Sure, ppl are nice and stuff but I can't really find my own set of close friends or rather what ppl call a clique. I know cliques are so gossip girl and sec sch but sometimes it's good to just say whatever you want to just a few ppl u know u'll trust and just blab everything and everything that u wanna say and u'll just feel so good after that... It's definitely hard to find ppl liddat here in medicine... 5 yrs in sch, 5 yrs at work... 10 yrs at least seeing the same ppl and u can't really take chances...

In sec sch/ JC no one cares who's bitching about who or who likes who or whatever, everyone knows and like who cares... We'll all go uni after that... But medicine will be different, rite? Sigh... I really really hope I didn't make the wrong decision to do medicine rather than go US... Can't turn back, 1 month out of 10 years served, that's like 1% roughly? Good luck to me =)

Change

2010-07-21T02:01:00.002+08:00

Change! That's what I would like to do from uni onwards... My life is sooo boring and complicated and ugh... I need change... So glad I got into uni cuz NS really drains my life... Really excited for school to start and start mugging things that I like and there's just sooo much ahead of me.. Sigh... I think this blog is gonna die soon cuz I tend not to blog as much now... Oh well, let this blog be an archive of my memories then... Archive of bitchiness =)

Complicated Much.

2010-06-12T12:03:00.003+08:00

Haiz, been months since I last updated my blog... Soooo much has changed in my life... It's been really really complicated these past few months and I've been going out lesser with my frens. I just feel different.

Anyway, looking forward to the next chapter in life, the next 5 years will be fun I hope, studying what I really am fascinated by. Hmm. Feel very aimless in life, like just floating around, just going to work everyday to finish it and not have like a big picture. I guess in JC u can look forward to A levels, now sort of looking forward to Uni, but something's just not the same...

TYKDCW have been a thing of the past, silly JC crushes and eye candies... Enough of that nonsence already, non productive ECs have been such a waste of my time in JC. I can sense that I'm not that slut anymore, perhaps also due to the lack of EC standard ppl. Oh well whatever =)

A Level Results!!

2010-03-05T22:16:00.002+08:00

Ok, I guess being in army made me indifferent & numb to A level results... Like I didn't feel scared or what until like today morning maybe... I guess that's y I'm not applying to any scholarships this year...

Ok, anyway I did beyond my expectations so yes I'm really really happy! For me mugging began in J1 day 1 haha... Looking back I guess I'm really a mugger oh wellz... But I go out also lor haiz haha =)

All the days spent mugging GP, especially tuition, were all worth it I guess... So happy for GP, mugging those essays/content, even buying GP notes online haiz... So desperate to do well in GP, all worked well in the end...

H3, even though 80% of ppl taking the exams were RJ/HC and bell curve was dam dam bad thanks to these ppl, still did well in the end.

Sigh... But now everything in VJ is officially over, will really miss the class, band, and like random ppl here and there... It will never be the same 2009 batch again, never will there be the whole batch again, the VJ experience that I experienced...

Really happy and excited!!

And it's so typical Suni la, never return library books so now she has to pay a fine before taking A level results... ZZZ

XOXO
Garrett =)
( And when's my gossip girl starting!!!)

Music!

2010-02-24T21:08:00.002+08:00

Alright, obviosuly being soo free, I tried to put music in my blog. Yea! I hope it dosen't make it slower or anything, not that many ppl read my blog anyway...

"To Suni:
Omg anyway Suni, tell me more about what's happening!! Haha never hear from you so long already. Omg la, are u coming back for As or something??? Anyway I have a new favourite song haha, quite obvious what it is...

XOXO
Garrett!! "

Ok, so anyway, the song is sooooooo like emo/hot/rock which is like my favourite kind of music when I'm emo... I'm not really emo right now, but more of like a search/contemplating about how to lead my life. Oh wells...

XOXO!!

Stephen Hampton

2010-02-23T00:49:00.003+08:00

Ok, so like I watched this new show called Paris Hilton's My New BFF, and like OMG there's this guy called Stephen Hampton and like he's the only guy contestant in season 2 and he won!! I'm like sooo happy they're like so cute together esp Stephen!! Like omg!!

And he's got a great personality too! And OMG he's soo funny like on the show, he was like " I skipped PE 43 times a semester because it messes up my hair and I won't think I'm cute anymore..." How cute is that!?!? ZOMG Cuteness! =)

Ok, so I started giving tuition and stuff and it's sth new I hope that I can learn new stuff from this yeah... Plan a lot of stuff to do, posting out in 4 days!! A level results out in 1 week and 4 days!! Can't wait!!!

XOXO

Garrett!!

POC!!

2010-02-19T14:10:00.002+08:00

Ok, so haven't been blogging for like 4eva becuz of like OMG ns... But oh well, POC le!! meaning no more BMT, graduate already woots!! Hopefully I don't ever have to set foot into tekong again...

Posting result would be out next friday at 10am...
1st choice - SAF Band
2nd choice - 8-5 clerk
3rd choice - any 8-5 job

Shiok, can't wait to start learning driving, japanese, physics, guitar maybe and then start earning $$$ giving tuition... Hope can get at least 2 more students then can earn 1k/month le heh heh... Better still 8-5 can get even more students...

Sigh, I learnt so much from BMT, like really a lot, sth that I can't learn being in a sheltered environment like VJ. Sadly, the harsh reality in the outside world is as such, not everyone has the same moral values are you, the same principles, the same beliefs, it's hard to accept such people and I guess this is something I have to continue to work on, which is to accept people who are um, different from who I am, or rather people who are different from my usual group of friends. It is an insight though into the workings of society and the real outside world, hopefully which I would continue to be sheltered from for the next few years in Uni until I become more mature...

Oh well, anyway, I started watching a new drama, glee! It's not that bad, but it's not that good either, Daniel intro to me de... But it beats sitting around with nothing to do becuz my Gossip Girl is like OMG not coming back till march? Like zz... And apparently Desperate Housewives started 1 month ago already so I just watched 4 episodes at once that day...

Chinese New Year was not that good money wise, I guess people were affected by the economic recession unlike us students... But it was fun going back to Malaysia, a lot of cuties at church haha, I should have "peaced" with them damit... Oh wells yay cuteness!! I miss cute ppl... In the army for 7 weeks with people who swear and curse in every sentence, bullying and like oh gross I don't want to say anymore, ungentlemanly behaviour is soooo like not my thing... I wonder how the lefternet cernel guy would react if a parent asked during the Q&A this question... " What's the SAF take on vulgarities because I know for a fact that all commanders and even some officers use it. Let me quote you a song my son learnt. On the first day of book out my girlfriend gave to me, CENSORED CENSORED CENSORED" Haha classic.... But seriously, vulgarities is like ok, but like when officers use it it's kinda weird becuz they're adults and a representation of the army, so yea... I was quite shocked at first when regulars use like vulgarities, not just like as a passing comment, but use it to scold ppl and use it just so blatantly... Perhaps this would make a good newspaper article, it definitely would arouse a lot of comments...

Bad things aside, I am very grateful for going throguh BMT cuz learning the gun/grenade stuff is so fun, and like so many things I never do before like sleeping outside, not bathing for 3 days, blablabla... And like encountering people of differet social stratas, what an experience. Now I'll just go slack for 1-2 days and then go out yay!!!

XOXO
Private Garrett!!!

Like OMG

2010-01-15T22:41:00.002+08:00

Like seriously, OMG? 2 months have passed!!! Looking at my blog, the last post was b4 A levels!!!

So A levels was generally fine... GP can swing either way, I'm hoping for A of course, die die die die must at least B... math, chem, bio, nothing much to say, but econs was fucked up haha... Still i wanna A!! H3 was fucked la, but again i didn't really study much for it, so i still hope i get distinction, or at the very least merit.

Now usually i'll type like 4-6 posts which are dam long about A levels... refer to O level period if u wan, but since A levels was sooo dam long ago, it's time to talk about now!!

So yea, i just enlisted, ECs are average, ok but too tired to be affected by it... Food rocks, ppl are nice and decent, but some ppl are like whoa... Really the ppl in army really do come from ALL walks of life...

So yea, after As i went out a lot and chionged us uni essays, and yea... spend the last 10 days of december aka christmas + new years writing essays... after that enlist... life sucks...

But it's ok I guess, I do learn a lot fron ns so far, like all the human interactions going on in society, i mean after all, society is not just what i'm experiencing previously, but instead an amalgamation of all sectors of singapore.

Tired now peace out. XOXO!!

F this!!

2009-11-16T21:09:00.002+08:00

Shit la dang, they should put A level papers on saturday too!! Ok, I studied on sat becuz I went to meet Glen... Sunday was totally shit... Today was even shittier... Watched like so many shows today I completely never even touch chem up to now gosh... Bloody hell... I get distracted easily, like seriously... During O level period, I was like thinkin about like about a lot of random stuff, until I stumbled upon wes culwell. I'll never forget his quote and arghh!!! Have to keep that in mind as I struggle through this period... I have this feeling that studying's not fun... argh!! What a time for that feeling to come shit shit shit!!!

On the other hand, the shows I watched were nice yay =) Lots of cute ppl =)

A Levels

2009-11-13T21:43:00.001+08:00

Gosh, it's soooo long since I've blogged and yay I'm over it yay!!

Anyway, A levels started and it's soooo fun la, like seeing everyone doing the exams and talking abt it lol... Tho I'm super scared for GP... hope I can get A or at the most most most most B... Choy...

Now mugging for econs xianed...

Sighed...

2009-10-14T01:04:00.002+08:00

Sighed... I can feel that feeling again, the feeling that I experienced b4 with only about 4 ppl I think? Hmmm... Yupz... Haha sigh... Wrong time wrong time wrong side wrong side... Xianed...

Update time!!

2009-09-09T20:53:00.000+08:00

OMG I just realised that I can ONLY study outside la, unless of course prelim's the next day... Gosh la, u know I went airport study with ppl can do about 10 hrs worth of work, at home... Saturday, sunday did nothing... Monday did about 3 hrs haha yesterday did 6 hrs and today a mind blowing 4 hrs.... OMG La... What's happening to me?!?!?!?

Must be Boys Over Flowers haha, I know it's like soooo late to watch it and I'm like sooo slow but OMG it's soooo nice la... Actually the plot is quite lame, but the ppl are beautiful!!

I dunno y so many ppl think Jun Pyo is hot, like OMG I think he's quite fugly, and Ji Hoo the other guy looks sooooo gay... I thought he was gay in the show at first zomg... The only cute person is Yi Jung!!! Kim Bum in real life. He's only 2 years older than us la... Yet he looks sooo charimastic and everything =)

And my sister loves BOF too she watched like nearly the whole thing alr but I forced myself to stop cuz of stupid prelims heh... And she bought this deck of BOF cards, lol...

K... So anyway for prelims I think I'm pretty screwed for maths and econs, unless by some saving grace I actually manage to sit down and clock 10 hours of work a day for the next 5 days... Last time I touched maths was 2 weeks, econs was 3 weeks... Oh wellz...

After reading more and more about US uni stuff, I feel more compelled to go there instead of NUS... I totally regretted not taking any art subjects in upper sec, and to a certain extent regret not going arts or at least taking lit or sth liddat... I mean seriously, I'm sure our art friends can read our bio notes and make sense of it whereas lit and history is like a skill. You can't learn to speak and write well in just 1 month... Oh wellz... So yea, maybe it's my last chance to do this artsy stuff again in uni... Obviously NUS can't provide me with that opportunitiy...

Lalala wandering around in life now... So random la...

Kim Bum!!!

Lalala

2009-08-31T19:54:00.000+08:00

K... I hate studying on weekends, so I forced myself to study by meeting Glen on saturday haha... He woke up at 11 when we were supposed to meet at 11... ZZZ... Coffee Bean at Millenia Walk has like sooo many hot ppl la... And I told Glen how irritated I am when the guy in the relationship is much better looking than the girl, becuz the girl is supposed to bully the guy and get gifts from him, in return she's supposed to act pretty and make the guy feel good about himself. That's y I CAN"T STAND couples with ugly girls and hot guys...

Anyway, sunday was totally rubbish la... Woke up at 1, went to tuition, went church and then watched snakes on the plane...

Today, I went shopping!! Lalala so fun OMG... It's the best when u go alone, cuz u can buy whatever u want without ppl complaining and making such a big fuss... you can go whatever shops you want to without waiting for ppl lalalalalala so funn...

And Singapore Idol 3 is here! OMG So exciting la... I tot this guy called Ryan is quite interesting, and apparently ppl just judge him just based on what they see on TV. Gosh if you don't know him then just shut the fhuck up and find out more can? Like pls... Obviously the TV will dramatise things up and angle in on the dramamama side of ppl... Dude, I know u don't take GP so u wouldn't understand that Mediacorp wants to make money and the only way is to attract viewership like duh? And by attracting viewerships they have to create all these dramamama to make stupid ppl like you attracted to the TV. Gosh...

Furthermore, if you wish to make a point, pls give your argument and reasoning. Again I know you guys don't take GP so you wouldn't know how to argue. So nvm. Stupid trucks...

It's like the GP lecture I attended on sunday, where Mr Tong the lecturer was laughing at how stupid the replies of these stupid ppl are in response to some gay video on youtube. This just shows how "educated" singaporeans are... Sigh...

I hate stupid ppl... Gosh, get a proper grammar book and learn how to spell right, then learn how to articulate your thoughts properly so that normal ppl like me can understand what rubbish you're trying to say... Gosh, I really do hate stupid ppl...

Random

2009-08-08T18:53:00.000+08:00

So ya, I haven't been blogging for soo long becuz I'm soo lazy... And ppl are starting to mug like crazy it's so crazy I tell you... And I'm sooo not mugging becuz I dunno y, I just can't concentrate... Must be like 1-2 weeks before exam then mug. It's like 5 more weeks to prelims and everyone is chionging like mad already... Nvm, I shall still stick to my principles. CHIONG 2 weeks before and study slowly now... Or else will just burn out. This tactic works for me since sec 3 so whatever... I believe in you! But still, seeing everyone mugging, especially the not so hardworking ones is still so depressing...

Yesterday was the scholarship program thing and Polar Bear talked to me!! Polar Bear looks soooooooo cute close up, especially the specs =) Ok, but it was like small talk and everything but who cares? Plus I saw cute ppl, and today's tuition got 1 more cute person yay! From HCJC I think... Last time I thought was RJC so stalked sooo long on facebook but can't find... Now trying to find on facebook but facebook's closed or sth!! Damit...

Cut hair today, bought a new shaver, and slacking... Changing specs this monday I think, or tuesday, or after BDD next week.

Uni plans... Hmmm... I think I will apply to some very very good US universities. Reason being is that I'd rather study in Singapore than a not so good US uni... So taking SAT subject tests soon... Math Chem & Bio... Time to take out secondary bio textbook cuz there's a lot on human physiology... Ahh time to read campbell again...

I think scholarship talk yesterday made me think. I really don't think I should join the government service becuz seriously, being unique can complicate matters alot. Especially blackmailing and stuff... On the other hand, I would be able to make a difference and change the mindset of fellow Singaporeans if I do manage to succeed within the government service. Think think think... But still, my parents can afford to sent me to US so maybe scholarships won't really be needed.

Sigh...

Mixture

2009-07-12T13:54:00.002+08:00

Life has been a mixture lately, a mix of studies, higher education, scholarships, crushes and like everything mixed together...

CT2 went relatively well for me even though I hardly studied as hard as I should. So I guess I'm not expecting much oso, just borderline grades I hope, not expecting to top anything again.

And there are just soo many higher ed stuff to consider it's becoming 1 big mess. Sigh, I have to like consolidate everything together but it's just sooo much... For now, it's either Singapore NUS Med or the US for me...

And then there's the irritating factor of not knowing a person's inclinations. My radar stopped working since forever and it's just soooo dam irritating... Sighs... But like whatever la...

And now I have to do some stupid bloody organic mindmap which would probably take hours to do... And I haven't bought the stupid bloody board to do it, and I have no freaking idea why we must do some stupid organic mindmap when I'm not ever going to use it... Like whatever la, it's not like there are 1000 reactions to memorise, it's only like 100 at the most, and it's not like we don't know them by now... And even we don't, it's not like we can remember all of them by staring at some stupid mindmap, you have to learn the reactions chapter by chapter and not staring at a bloody mess of reactions... Oh well... And to think this counts for 2% in our prelims... I just calculated, I'll need 72 to get A for prelims if I don't do this stupid organic mindmap thing... So like who freaking cares...

And OMG y am I so pissed off at this mindmap thingy? I dunno... I guess I just want my life to be straightened ( not literally) out and like see things more clearly... But apparently I'm not in the right frame of mind to do this...

And what's with Love of Siam being M18, for goodness sake it's just 2 guys kissing and that's all. Wah lau just cut the scene off and make it NC16 la... It's not like we wanna watch the movie just for the making out scene... And I can't go with like other frens becuz they're like even younger than me... ZZZ... Maybe I'll ask other frens but it'll be like sooo weird... Oh well.

Sigh...

CT2 = DIE!

2009-07-03T18:38:00.002+08:00

OMG... Ok so I just finished the ENTIRE bio tested for CT2 today... The pace was fast for the first few days, in fat many ppl was wondering how I studied so fast haha... It's quite easy actually, since I already understood what it meant last year, all I have to do is just read through. If u don't already understand it, then of course u need a few hours becuz u have to answer all your doubts. Thus, I took like 2 days just to complete viruses + applications A and B since I've never touched it in my life hahaha... And when I looked through the past bio common test papers, OMG so hard...

Totally xianed out... I think I might have reached saturation point already, where I'm unable to mug the entire syllabus in 1 day... Like O level was super stupid as I could mug the whole bio in like 14 hours... Chem took me 9 hours I think... Now for bio I think I'll take about I dunno... 2 days? DIE!! Luckily syllabus ending soon...

Back to organic chem now zzz...

Yay!

2009-06-27T20:00:00.003+08:00

Ok.. Today was the National Economics & Financial Management Quiz 2009!! Yay.. So I woke up in the morning having slept only 5 hours.. And then went to sch and mugged a bit more, then went to NUS... GOSH! The testing conditions were so cheatable la, but we didn't cheat of course. Ended up we got into the finals yay! OMG It was sooo exciting becuz like the finalists were like RJ, HC, Dunman High and us!

Haha so we were leading for the first 2 rounds, then got whacked like mad by Dunman who kept throwing all the questions to us.. So ended up was 3rd. But whatever, we won $500 yay! Though all are going to school but whatever la haha, got trophy oso yay! At least we won hwa chong haha...
Haha and my teamates rocks! Su Ann is like so proo at all the econs stuff, and Kai Zong is just proo at everything... Feel so stupid sometimes haha..

Actually this competition made me like econs once again. Bonds, shares, stocks bla bla is actually quite fun.. Shall comteplate taking econs or like business stuff in uni... But then again, sigh... SATs were out... While it is a competitive score, I guess I still won't be able to apply to the school that I want...

Hmmmm... NUS medicine? Or just try and see... Ahhh so demoralising...

And OMG that day we watched transformers OMG SOOOOOO nice lah!! Shia Labeouf =) And megan fox quite pretty oso haha...

OMG!

2009-06-19T20:12:00.003+08:00

NEW YORK - "Twilight" star Robert Pattinson was hit by a taxi in New York as he tried to run away from a crowd of hysterical teenage fans, but he was not seriously injured, U.S. media reported.

Flanked by five security guards, the British actor tried to run past a group of teenage girls who had gathered outside the bookstore and cross the street to his trailer when the accident happened.

Like OMG!! When I saw the title I was like SHIT!! Argh stuipd crazy girls...

Anyway, week 3 of hols is like so mugger can... Monday - wednesday, nearly finished chem and maths.. Supposed to finish on thursday but thursday and today I never do work at all haha... Supposed to do kinetics for like 2 days already... Becuz I was like searching for uni stuff... Arghh cannot make up my mind between NUS medicine, or US uni haha... Oh well hope I can make up my mind soon...

I WILL finish chem and maths tmr I don't care!!

??

2009-06-13T00:06:00.003+08:00

Ok. Today all I did was proteins and enzymes ahhh!! took only 2 hours for that shit... Mugged econs quiz stuff for a while... Then go eat eat eat... Shit when I'm bored I eat a lot a lot... Took so many ice-cream, biscuits, lychees...

But considering my schedule, H3 + chalet, I guess it's ok la... Forgivable.

Anyway, today had class outing but couldn't make it sooo sadded...

Anyway, I'm feeling like totally weird la... This feeling sucks. I wish he would stop playing around and act clearly... Oh man... This feeling sucks!!

JTS + New Emotions

2009-06-11T15:46:00.002+08:00

So the past like 2 days I think was JTS haha... Quite fun, but so many J1s left it was just a J2 thing after that at night... Felt a bit weird at certain times but who cares...

Yiyong saw a shooting star while we were all at the beach so we all made a wish. Xian... After the wish I was so sadded... I made the same wish again when we were blowing bubbles, and blowing the candles of the cake. No one except bitch friend 1 and bitch friend 2 will ever know what wish I made hahaha Sadded...

Sadded.

O and sean told us such an interesting story OMG soooo funny!!! We laughed until the neiboughing chalets all looked at us weirdly...

And I didn't sleep for like nearly 2 days, and so I slept from like yesterday 4pm to like this morning 11am... My mother woke me up to eat dinner but I didn't want to and returned to sleep.

Now chionging AQ + GP compo for tuition haha...

Yet to start on any H2 stuff... Week 1 was completely mugging for H3 + play to the max... Week 2 is JTS, hangover, urban hike and study 1 day maybe on sunday... Tmr got 4B outing again yay! But I might not go becuz I hate kboxing... Going for dinner only I guess...

And so... Now with new emotions that I have to deal, I have to put them into a box, stuff them into the closet and when I'm feeling ready, open it and deal with it... When I have time... Oh wells, yay.

Yay

2009-06-06T21:19:00.002+08:00

Yay! Ok so today marks a new day in my life.

H3 is like soooo over yesterday even though I officially screwed up an exam. I'm serious about this, I think at the most I get a merit or due to an unforeseen circumstance, a low distinction.

Anyway, then yea. Took SAT today again to hope to improve my score and I was sooo dam pissed with some china girls in my lecture theatre. They cheated to the max la, like this bitch in front of me was doing section 1 when we were supposed to be doing section 4. Section 1 is the essay so like she was still writing stuff... Stupid bitch... Anyway I need not be angry anyway, becuz they won't even hit 1800, so what's the point? Cheat all u want bitches...

And today I finished watching Love of Siam.. OMG It's soooo good la... Like can cry and cry and cry... I think I shall watch it when I feel depressed... OMG U know the guy in the show Mew was sooo romantic, he sang like a love song for his love... It was soooooooooo romantic.. Sighs...

That makes him my fourth favourite actor yay!!

1. Shia Labeouf
2. Lucas Grabeel
3. Robert Pattinson
4. Witwisit Hirunwongkul

ZOMG!!! Ahhhh I can't stand it...

As u can see he's my blog background now, since he's super cute I'm sure everyone would wanna come cuz they can see him haha Yay!!

Sigh..

2009-05-24T23:18:00.002+08:00

As u can see, I've not been blogging for quite a long while. The no. of posts per week is inversely proportional to the amount of free time I have.

Week 7: SYF Week- Practice almost everyday
Week 8: Strings Concert - Practice everyday
Week 9: Band Concert - Practice everday

As u can see, as a result I never touch academics AT ALL for 3-4 weeks...
Lectures for math are completely waste of time becuz I dunno the foundation so I've been skipping all... Tutorials for chem, bio , math are completely waste of time and I read the notes during tutorials. The past 3 weeks have been just purely music. Strings and band.

Strings was fun! Playing in an orchestra is like sooo fun... Even though I only went for like 4-5 practices and put up a performance, I think it was great! Met some nice ppl there too.

Band once again was fun too. But somehow after yesterday's concert, the mood was quite emo/sad/happy? Like just kinda weird. Like our expiry date is up...

Then went Daniel's house for sleepover, OMG his house is soooo big! But my dream house is still a condo. I shall get one next time haha! And we watched White Chicks and Bride Wars and then sleep and bitch and bitch haha... Yay so fun...

But lately so many things have been happening la... Like totally no time to do any work at all. Now Econs is like my most up to date subject... How sick is that?!?

And SAT's are out. 2000. Haiz... Nothing much to say since I didn't prepare for it at all. I took it in week 7 and as you can see that's in the midst of SYF madness! So yup.

Hoping for 2150+ this time round...

So things to chiong like really chiong...

1) H3 Chem
2) SAT
3) NEFMQ
4) NAPFA

Haha how sick is that.. Chiong NAPFA... But all I need is 2 more pull-ups, 10 more cm for standing broad jump, and 10 seconds off 2.4km. Then I need not waste 2 months of my time becoming stupidier in army.

And I'm deciding whether to pon school tmr to do H3 chem... But then I wanna watch soccer boys... Becuz I never watch at all this year haiz...

So I'm just gonna live tmr out, go home and organise my life... And organise how I'm gonna spend the next 2 weeks chionging the above 3 items first... H3, SAT and NEFMQ... After that, there's like PSC psychometric test, and chiong NEFMQ and H2 subjects...

And gosh... I think I'll just like screw up CT2... I'm like quite serious... At least I won't be top few... Considering I haven't been studying for the past 4 weeks while most ppl are done with their sports events in like april, and a lot of CCAs all step down le...

Haha but who cares, prelims is the one that matters...

So Garrett! Concentrate!

H3 Chem Distinction!!!
SAT 2150+
NEFMQ Final Round!!!
NAPFA Silver!!!

And OMG Band is like almost over le... Left JTS, maybe and only MAYBE Urban Hike, then that's it. Investiture somewhere in July? And OMG that's it already... Xian... Miss everyone from VJCSB and hope we won't drift like apart since there's no more official practice anymore. Hope ppl will still come back to study and mug together...

Oh wells... This is like sooo depressing...

SYF!!!

2009-05-07T21:52:00.002+08:00

Gold. Au. Density 19 times of water. Pure Gold. Yay!!!

So yea, the mood was a bit weird and OMG I think I like crushed Daniel's hands hahahaha...

It was like..

Bla bla bla silver... Ok, expected.
SAJC .. Gold.... OMG? WDF? Turned around and saw ppl crying...
VJC... ( Squeeze Daniel's hands like mad!!) Gold...

Oh... Um... Ok...

Yea, and some were crying, some were tearing, I was tearing... But I dunno y either... My last 2 syfs, even though we got gold, it was a happy one. This year, a Gold is just so common... But still, JC band standards are so high that Gold is great already!

And so comes lectures from Dr Goh, Gabriel, Mr Wong, Gillian... Haha saying the same things over and over... But I disagreed though. I felt that our emotions are ours. If we wanna cry or feel sad, that's our own problem. Our own expectations. But of course, we shouldn't blame ourselves. If not, I'll be blaming myself for the last 4 bars screw up percussion solo of overture, the missing of 2 counts in windscapes even though I missed it in the morning practice and hidhir warned me about it. The super digusting timpani solo roll at like the end of windscapes...

The list is endless. But like who cares? At least we did our best. And with only 1 proper full band a week even the month b4 SYF, I should say that our band did well. Most importantly, I had fun!

Ok, then we went to eat at sakae sushi yum! But I only took like 10 plates... Epic failure.. Compared to Dewei who always eat like 19? Then we went walk walk walk abit ha ha and me and hidhir played dressing up ECs hahaha.. It's SOOOOO FUN!!! My outfit for T is like soooo freaking hot la...

And here I am planning my life now... Things to juggle...

1) H3 lab report
2) H3 mugging
3) SAT
4) Econs competition
5) Strings concert
6) Band concert

Ugh... Super irritating ok... Not to mention normal H2 workload... Oh wells... Time to go organic chemistrying... Byes..

Last few moments in band...

2009-05-06T22:57:00.003+08:00

SYF's tmr, and it's like my final ever SYF... Looking back there are like so many regrets in life, but like too bad, life has to move on... Tmr, I wonder what will happen. How I will play, how my section will play, or how the band will play. I wonder what the results will be. 15 hours more till the results... This would determine the band's future for the next 2 years maybe? Band funding and support from the school, band morale and most importantly, ownership of the band room...

Haiz... O well, I hope all of us will play our best yay!!

Anyway, gossip girl and desperate housewives are just improving exponentially... Furthermore with me being a bit emo these few weeks, I cried during this particular scene... Where Gabrielle's daughter tried to wear make up as her friends called her as adopted, saying that she's too ugly to be Gabrielle's daughter... In the end, Gabrielle mentioned that it's the inner beauty that matters, I know it's super cliche, but the way she said it is super emo la... Sighs... Ok, I know this is sooo not the time to talk about this but yea...

Oh but gossip girl was a blast!!! OMG!! Super scandalous and everything!!! That's what I looooove about chick lit and films, u can just immerse yourself in this perfect world for 40 minutes, after which it's back to reality... Into the world full of problems and troubles and more problems... " Tell Jesus the bitch is back." OMG This is like soooooo funny!!! Can't like totallllyyy wait for the next episode...

Ok, g2g sleep. It's SYF tmr and I'm sooo excited!!! Yea!!

ZOMG!

2009-04-21T17:06:00.001+08:00

Like OMG! Gossip Girl and Desperate Housewives are back!! Ponned sch today becuz I have MC haha... Got red eye... Anyway, I had this special eyemo for my red eye, and I think it got washed out with tears when I watched desperate housewives, so touching.. Haiz... Makes me think about what I wanna do with my life, and how to live it to the fullest. Sighs...

SYF

2009-04-19T15:39:00.002+08:00

Lalala... SYF is coming sooo near... We had this band exchange at HCJC with like 9 other JCs, and wow, ok we're not that bad... But we're not that good either.. And I guess I sort of woke up already... I have fully accepted our choice piece now, yay! I know it's too late, but well at least I did... What made me accept the piece is that for 2007 SYF, 3 JCs played songs which were 6mins+, ACJC, CJC with Feste Romance and NYJC with sonfonia sth.. Well ACJC got Gold With Honours didn't they? Well the other 2 got Gold, but yea... Gold is sorta the norm for JC bands which is quite sad anyway...

But well, the exchange was super nostalgic... First, was Star Wars and immediately I remembered Majestia last year... I think it was quite funny becuz we really know the song well, so every mistake the percussionists made we sorta knew, especially the tom solo becuz we kept playing that part over and over becuz it was sooo nice hahaha...

Then TPJC played Machu Picchu... Immediately I remembered New York!!! And Thomas said that part of the song was for NSSN skit, yea.... So our band life was sorta summarised by the exchange. And then we were the last band... I don't think we played up to people's expectations of us though. I mean we were the only GWH band there, but we didn't play the best.

Well, from now on I guess we have to work harder... Percussion still can improve certain parts, like timpani and bass drum crotchets at bar 126, percussion soli at last 4 bars of overture, snare drum tone in overture(hopefully matthew's snare would sound nicer), plus a bit more balance.

Ok, have to work harder. Last SYF ever and ever!

And then back to alumni, I've not been to marist ever I think, this year. ZOMG I feel soooo guilty la... Like if I don't go back this year, the next time I go back I'll only know 25% of them... Xian... At least I know 50% of them now, and alumni practice... I heard our Hym to the sun, time to take back the knights, WOW! I think I missed those practices.... I really hope we play for some sort of competition this year, if not a concert with hard pieces... It's been ages since I've played proper pieces such as Machu Picchu, Hymn, after coming to VJCSB, which mainly plays entertaining pieces only, but not really proper band songs... Thus I hope I can play more proper songs in alumni and improve my playing...

O ya, ZOMG My timpani SUCKS during the exchange OMG! I was sooo embarrassed I couldn't even roll like evenly! Like wdf la... Oh wells...

Practice practice practice...

Busy

2009-04-10T00:59:00.002+08:00

OMG Like I've been so busy slacking these few weeks... But who cares hahaha... Like I said it's my last term for fun. Sigh... 3rd week gone soon, 7 weeks left to intense mugging for H3, then play a bit more and then intense mugging for CT2...

MSSB Sounds great! Ur batch is definitely better than my batch I feel, haha so proud of them... And when I hear the percussion parts I just feel sooo nostalgic... Sigh... Though I didn't really like MSSB last time, it is still part of me after all...

And yay. I have a new EC now yay =) Ok... But the thing I am going to make very very clear is that ECs are purely for smiley and yay and mood lifting reasons. It's like, sigh... sigh... O look! T Y K D Yay!!! =) =) =)

And a crush ---> like is totally different.They may or may not be as cute as ECs, but u just want to be with them. Yea... So yup...

Now the tricky part is juggling ECs with crushes/likes... On one hand, one might seem like a slut. But if the crush/like is a slut too then yay. If not, the crush/like has to understand? Lol.. I dunno...

In summary, ECs are like dessert- ice-cream, jelly, fruits. U eat it for pleasure. Crushes/likes are the main crouse that will keep u full hopefully forever.

Yupz...

Yea, hmmm... But I'm shorter...

Lol. Ok no questions allowed =)

Sick...

2009-04-03T13:28:00.003+08:00

Today's the first time this year that I'm sick... So yea, didn't go school... Hope morning assembly went ok, becuz Ingmar called me at like 7:38am to ask me where all the J2s were!! Omg, I was so scared la... But too tired to care haha...

Yea, I hope pw wasn't given out today if not I would have missed the entire process, yups. And OMG I'm like super super sick la... I think I might not go band tmr... I used up like dunno how many packets of tissue paper already... On thursday I like used up my entire supply, and used jacq's tissues too... I think depression is catching up to me haha... I'm like so depressed and sick like omg.. I feel like just dying la... going to sleep forever...

I guess I'll move on slowly... Like real slow... I don't feel like doing work anymore... Just feel like sleeping...

Totally Depressed...

2009-04-01T21:12:00.003+08:00

I'm such a loser haiz... If I'm not wrong, I should have went ahead with 15 february's post... Which is to completely not associate myself with TT at all... Xian... Supposed to use the march hols to emo... But I guess I didn't decide to do that... Now... Haiz... History repeats itself yet again... Exactly 1 year since my last crush ended... And today, it ends...

Expiry Date 1: 30-3-2008
Expiry Date 2: 1-4-2009
Expiry Date 3: ???

I thought crush 1 was a good learning point, a lesson to be learnt. Well, in the end we're still good friends so yay =) But for crush 2, LOL we don't even know each other? Like what the hell la...

Sigh... Only Jun Xiang can understand what I'm feeling... Better talk to him one of these days... Haiz.... Sigh... Oh wells...

This time, the lesson will really really really be learnt. No More TTing... I swear.

Ok.. And my internet is fixed, but not for my room's computer so I'm blogging using the living room's com now...

Anyway, this is bad... Oh no... I don't want to go through what I felt last year again... Painful...

Bye TT. This will be the absolutely last time as long as I live, that I'll say the word TT.

Bye...

10%

2009-03-27T23:11:00.002+08:00

10% of term 2 has passed, and I didn't do much at all haha... Yay... I enjoyed it. But the opporutnity cost is not catching up for maths and econs and shockingly, chem and bio haha... So I guess I'll read at a rate where I'll understand, but still slack... Ahh whatever...

I think I'm a good person. That's y I'm having good karma these few days hahahaha ZOMG Thursday is a fun day!

Went to watch music fest and saw a few bands perform, quite cool. Then took this GP thing, and ZOMG it was sooo boring, if not for like people, I would have just died...

Lalala...

Ugh...

2009-03-24T00:08:00.002+08:00

Ok, monday are PE days... Which means sweat + headache ugh... As usual, I had headache after PE and had to cab home as usual... But at least PE was quite fun, we played soccer, for me it's like the first time la hahaha... That's y I like PE in vj, becuz u can play with girls, who are not so rough like those guys in marist... Get the ball they straight away take away from u... Boring...

So yea, our pe teacher was this J5 guy haha, quite cool...

Been mugging for the econs quiz this thursday, ugh... This ought to be good. As in I better get selected, if not mugging all these finance and econs stuff are going to cost me the opportunity cost of going out!

And with regard to my msn nick, I'm not sighing anymore ok? Haha so yea u can stop asking... Anyway, tmr I have to go for this weird gp thingy... At first I was quite pissed becuz it was like me only, and I had to waste 1.5hrs!!! but then Ingmar told me that it's good to be selected, haha so yea... Yay =)

And OMG Desperate housewives came out, and it's soooo damm good luhz... And Gossip Girl is coming out tmr!!! Yikes!!! Can't wait....

And I got a B for bio haha yay? Hmm... Ok yay... A for chem woots!!!

Now, time to enjoy term 2! Priority for term 2...

1) H3 Chem
2) SAT
3) Band
4) GP

I swear I need to organise all my stuff... Shall do it this friday... If I go out then sunday... Haha.... There are still like all my common test stuff all over my table, I can't stand being soooo unorganised but there's no time, ugh!!

And ZOMG it's soo late already I better go sleep =) Bye!

Finally

2009-03-22T00:09:00.004+08:00

Omg, I have soo much things to say la... First, holidays are ending, while it's all just band, at least it was interesting. Today made me think and reflect on myself, and I feel quite guilty in many aspects. But still, we are all humans and to err is human... So yup, learn from it and move on...

And secondly, STJ was sooo fun!!! Whoo hoo!!! This is my favourite picture!! Jumpshot!!!

Emoing...

Taeco Guys!!! Minus weijian who is prolly with someone... And sean who's bathing...

Batch!!

Half of Tae!!

OMG, I learnt what a waterbreak is haha, and I now know that it is man made haha...

Ok, it was fun, but quite weird... And sad a bit too...

Today's band was tense... Very...

And I'm going to agree with Sean... Let everything flow naturally...

Anyway, I went to eat with Daniel, Gillian, Oswin, Gabriel and Sean... Haha they just want me to mention them on my blog... And ZOMG, we relieved so many childhood memories... Too embarassing and blackmailable to say whatever we said hahaha...

bye ppl =)

Holidays

2009-03-18T13:03:00.002+08:00

Holidays so far have been band, band and more band... Plus H3.. Haha today is like the first time I woke up at 12pm in a long long time... I think like over 1 month liao... Xianed... First it was studying for CTs, then band everyday this holiday...

But there's STJ this thursday woots!!! Can't wait!!!

AND OMG!!! Gossip Girl is like finally out! After 1 whole long arduous and tiring month of no Gossip Girl, it's out! And it's great! I love it! Desperate housewives too! It's all reaching the climax le... Ahhh!!!!

I love blair, omg she's like soooo pretty and perfect!!!

XOXO

Xianed...

2009-03-13T23:24:00.002+08:00

Haha so xian... This "holidays" will be full of band band band band band band band, H3 H3 H3 H3 H3 and econs econs econs econs econs...

I haven't really been like doing work for H3 since like the start of H3... And now I really have to, I don't really understand a lot a lot of things haiz... And there's no like proper tutorials to make sure u understand...

Band + SYF = Duh... Practice practice practice...

Econs, I don't get macroeconomics as a whole picture, all I understand are little segments here and there but as a whole picture, I don't get it at all...

VOG was fun! We played the march pass which was sooooo cool =) Ok then I sort of got a bit angry at the whole shifting here and there thingy... Haiz... Short tempered me... I dunno y I'm getting more pissy these few days haiz... Sorry ppl for being anal just now...

Anyway, we went about to watch ppl play like watching someone play captain's ball, fush playing bball OMG so scary... Then like watch house cheer. OMG The house cheer are all like better than last years, it looked like they were really from cheerleading. Wow!

Ok then me and suni went to eat at waffles, where we met some person haha...

Then was JTS =) Ok I felt very different, I dunno y. I just felt weird, I dunno y. Ok... Maybe I do, but ya... weird... Ok but it was fun =)

This weekend are full of birthdays haha...

Things to do by this week
- Make a plan of what to do during the holidays. Which includes
1) H3
2) Macroeconomics
3) Band
4) Read notes whose lectures I ponned
5) Go swimming again...

Gross!

2009-03-11T20:36:00.002+08:00

Ugh.. Today was maths, so like duh I didn't study yesterday... I only did like 2 hours worth of maths yesterday, serves me right... I can't even integrate 1/(1+x^2), thus I lost like 8 marks!! And I can't even integrate by substitution, and the dam system of linear equations I can't do!!!

Bloody hell la... This is like the first maths paper I see that I cannot do 19 marks!!! Die la..... I don't think can get A anymore, so I studied chem a lot today... about 6 out of the 8 hours available today is spent on chem... I better get A for bio and chem, since econs confirm cannot get one... And maths has a very high chance of getting B or C... Haiz...

And to think I thought maths would be a good paper becuz I saw TT and YY at the same time today... Damit... Got this idiot blocking my view anyway... Haiz... Oh wellz....

My aim for CT1, AABC... Fhuck GP who cares... Can get E for all I care, why heck my essay was on gay sex!

Yay

2009-03-07T17:26:00.002+08:00

Yay! I'm going to TT again haha... Like who cares, life is for having fun...

Anyway, A level results were out, it was quite bad I think... %distinctions for 3As dropped to like 49 omg... I think we lost to NJC which is like totally retarded...

And I think that my priority now to about july will be GP + H3 chem... For H3, many ppl did not get distinction, somemore these ppl are like AAAA for promos de... So I dont' want H3 to ruin my cert, must chiong H3 during march hols and in term 2... And GP... Everyone knows that VJ's GP department obviously dosen't help much... I mean, what did we learn so far? I dont' remember actually... Our GP %distinction is like comparable to CJC,AJC, so like um.... Yeah u get it...

So I'm chionging GP and H3 yea! Becuz like Collin said, just be the top 80% for bio and u'll get an A haha... So no point chionging 4H2s anyway...

Lalalalala...

Idiot

2009-03-02T23:55:00.002+08:00

I'm an idiot, sigh...

I'm quite disappointed in myself, this is like the first test that I'm so uprepared for... I think I won't do as well as I hope to do for CT1... Oh well, luckily it's not like counted or anything... Unless I decide to go US of coz haha...

Hmm, mugging's going on full speed now, not that I'll finish the syllabus on time anyway, there's not enough time!! Argh!! Should have started earlier...

Ok academics aside, band is becoming very SOP now... Practice overture, choice piece, that's it. Not that it's bad, but it's boring... But oh well...

And OMG... Heaven is playing with me... After like giving up TT, I'm seeing like TT even more and more and more, and my frens for some strange reason are like mentioning TT like even more and more and more!!!! Argh!! Y? K? Hmm... I think in the end I want none of them... It's been just futile and energy lost...

Oh well, so yea... So much happened since I last blogged, especially KK haha... But dunno where to start.. Shall try to blog more often. Ok, going to sleep now...

Box

2009-02-15T14:35:00.002+08:00

As quoted from Bree Hodge from some episode in desperate housewives, " I'll put all my feelings into a box and close the box, and keep it in one corner. When I'm free, I'll take the box out and deal with it."

Yeah... March holidays, I'll deal with it. For now, the box is kept deep within my heart.

The End

2009-02-15T14:05:00.003+08:00

The End... 4 weeks early but no matter... The End...

Important lesson learned. I SWEAR from now on... No more ECs will last for more than 1 month...

Lalala...

THE END.

Hmmm

2009-02-13T20:17:00.002+08:00

Hmm... There's this medicine forum in USA, but it's held from 14-23 June... Looking at my calendar it means 3rd and 4th week of june... 1st week of June is already spent mugging for SATs and H3... That means I'll only have 1 week free in June, which I'll probably spend shopping for clothes if I choose to go USA...

That means, CT2 = Good Game... Luckily, I think I should have enough time to mug for prelims...

So, if I go for the USA trip, I'll have to start mugging like immediately after CT1... Which clashes with SYF preparation...

Sigh.. Anyway, it was so sad la... I mean nvm... Haha...

But ya... Should I go for the trip or not huh? If there's any consolation, glen is also going I think.. So at least we can come out with a way to study for CT2 together despite not studying for 1 whole month before CT2 hahaha... Good game la...

Sigh.. Part of me wants to stay in singapore and do medicine, but part of me also wants to go to US and study there, I love their open mindedness and liberalism haha... Of course I won't be able to do med in US... Sigh...

Lalala

2009-02-08T21:05:00.002+08:00

Lol, I've officially wasted this whole week... Academically, I only did like mitosis and cancer, that's all... So much for mugging chem and maths and term1 work!! I officially suck... I'm a loser!!

Nvm.. Left 4 more weeks to study haha... Shall plan what to do for the next 4 weeks later...

Anyway, I remember saying 1 week ago that I'll give up T-T-T today. But I think not. I don't want this to affect my CTs becuz I'll get all depressed and all that... So I'll give up T-T-T after CT1. I'll use the march holidays to cry and cut my wrist and everything sigh...

Nvm... 4 more weeks to study and enjoy T-T-T while I can.

Lol

2009-02-03T22:20:00.002+08:00

Yay, sadly these few days are super unproductive lahz... In school even though I have like 5 free hours, I only spent like 10 mins studying today... And I can't stand 40 year old virgins who think they are so yaya... Ugh gross...

Anyway, I went to see a doctor about my back which Pris infected me with... Apparently, it's a ligament torn or something liddat... So I have like cream and tablets to eat Lol.. And I got MC from PE next monday haha yay! But we're playing baseball, aww which is quite fun... But nvm...

So sad though today, becuz it's the last day of appeal results I think, so like very sad to know that ppl who deserves to get into VJ didn't becuz they don't perform well in a complicated mess known as chinese... Oh well, that's life, and thus it's important to make the most out of whatever u have.. So yup!

And Gossip Girl is finally out! But there's still like 2 hours left till it downloads finish, so meanwhile, XOXO Garrett-San!!

OMG

2009-02-03T00:03:00.002+08:00

OMG, I'm like sick!! Must be becuz of PE la zzz the sun was so hot, and I ran like 5 rouns!!! Like omg la.. No wonder I feel so so so sick... I ended up sleeping from 3pm to 11pm.. Just woke up... Watched shows on TV, and gg to sleep soon... So much for studying today....

Somehow I felt orientation wasn't as high as last year's but maybe tmr will be better haha... And lessons are super lame la... I'll just study in band room tmr hahaha...

Ok, and some people are so fierce and scary zzz.. But for what? Everyone should just be happy and nice... Anyway, there's like chem H3 today yay hahaha... Xianed.. Can't find the dam textbook...

Sigh..

2009-02-01T22:55:00.002+08:00

I'm so excited, next week is like orientation, meaning new 800+ faces!!! I'm so going to pon all the rubbish lessons.... And I'm going to study instead.. If not once orientation over, I seriously no time to study liao...

Things to do next week ( Academics)
1. H2 Chem Syllabus
2. H2 Maths Syllabus
3. Term 1 work ( econs + bio too)

Ok, that's so little becuz I wanna enjoy orientation haha!! I'm gonna go for all the Mass Dances.. Like duh...... Hahahaha... But I decided that next week would be the last week that I would affliate myself with D-D-D-D-D or whatever Suni calls that person. History will NOT repeat itself.

And then there's sea regetta OMG!! But I think there's H3 on that day, ugh so anti-climax... I think me and glen are rushing to suntec after H3 for Mass Dance!!! Woot!!!!!

Yeah! Next week will be fun!! Before I go into full force mugging mode. Sean forced me to, not my fault... When I see ppl mug I'll automatic go mugging.. Which is good though.

Exactly 7 days from now...

End of orientation...
Meaning End of playing until CTs are over...
End of D-D-D-D-D
Meaning mild depression...

And all this is the start of studying hahaha...

Chinese sucks...

2009-01-30T18:07:00.002+08:00

If I were to choose the teacher career path, it would only be unless I get the PSC scholarship, if not no future for me... And then I'll work in MOE for a while, and I WILL push for the dam 2 pts bonus for higher chinese to be removed...

This 2 pts is equal to 4 years of hardwork in ur cca... Just by obtaining a paltry pathetic C6 for higher chinese in a 2 hour exam. It has affected me, but I don't care now since VJC is a great place. But seeing it affect juniors, and others it's just so bloody unfair.

It can make 2 ppl of the same calibre go to JCs of very different standards, ultimately affecting one's future.

It can make a difference between

RJ and VJ...
VJ and TJ...
TJ and MJ????

I was quite shocked actually... But then again expected... Ppl with 7 pts.. 7 pts!!! Who can't come VJ just becuz they don't indulge in a complicated mess of slurred words we call chinese. Instead, they go TJ. Still ok... We also have smart 6 pointers who can't even apply to RJ/HC...

So yup. I'll push for the 2 pts for higher chinese to be removed. Of course, if I choose to go the teacher route...

After today's scholarship talk, I realise that prestige, getting scholarships, is not that important if u dislike ur job... Maybe 5 yrs later u'll be happy becuz ppl would like envy u for getting that S$1 million scholarship to yale/princeton... But maybe 10 yrs later u'll regret it... Not wanting to sit behind a desk everyday formulating government policies...

So for now, NUS Medicine... If I fail, go to a US uni and chill out...

OMG!

2009-01-29T15:07:00.002+08:00

Like OMG! Do u know what I'm doing? I'm like blogging at 3pm on a weekday!!! It's been a long long long time besides the holidays, well, even the holidays that I can do such a thing!! ZOMG!!!

And I slept at 11pm yesterday!! I think I know how le... Don't keep on going out and play in band room... But that's so xian haiz...

But hey it works! It's like 3pm and I'm at home...

Oh well... Tmr's the first lecture for H3, I'm so excited haha...

Yay

2009-01-22T23:38:00.002+08:00

Haha, today and tmr will be super GPish lah... Today had 2 periods of GP in the morning where we learnt basic grammar.. Teachers in secondary school always seem to assume that we have perfect grammar, like oh pls... Grammar is taught in primary school, where no one freaking listens to the teacher!! Like who cares what a gerund,superlative or article is...

Anyway, had 2 hours of GP tuition at School Of Thought, where I met my long lost friend there haha... My ex-swimming classmate... The teacher's nice, and my class is apparently the 'Better' class since my class slot is only for the 'Better" JCs... HC, VJ, AJ, DH... Intimidates me a bit...

And tmr, we have 2 periods of GP in the morning despite being chinese new year celebrations.. Ugh...

And in the midst of this, I'm mugging vocab liao... My vocab is so darn limited and pathetic... + It helps in GP compre, essays, and SATs... So yea...

Oh well, back to studying vocab....

OMG So much work!!

2009-01-21T23:13:00.002+08:00

I think that this year, JC2, the last year of my life in school uniform, will be the most hectic year of my whole school life. But I hope through the intense mugging for A Level, Common Tests, SATs, H3, SYF, and random competitions to boost my pathetic CCA record, I would find this year the most fulfilling year ever...

Sigh... My last year as a proper student... Sigh...

Things to juggle simultaneously

1) My 4H2s.... Maths and Econs are killing me... Chem and Bio rocks!!
2) GP... It sucks xia... hope tuition would help me
3) H3... It looks super hard... Hope it's fun though...
4) SATs... Intense muggin for this from now till april..
5) SYF... My part's easy, difficulty depends on the timpani we're using... Plus I don't think I'm a very good SL, will try to improve...
6) Random competitions... Such as MOF Debate, NEFMQ... Will try to sign up to boost my portfolio... Being in band is great! But it's hard to get achievements individually...
7) WMC with MSHS Alumni? Basically I'm risking A LOT if I go...

And in the midst of all these, decide on my future... Haiz... Should I...

1) Go NUS Medicine and become a doctor?
2) Go US college with teaching scholarship and become a teacher?
3) Go US college with DSTA/A*STAR scholarship and become a researcher?
4) Become an investment banker, chiong $5m+ by 30 and retire?
5) Go US college and major in science, and then see what I wanna do?

Hahaha.... Sigh... Life is so complicated... Oh wells, back to doing work...

Anyway, today was fun, seeing most sec4s again... Today is probably the last time I'll see all of them together in a long long long time... And once orientation is over, I probably can't do these kind of things again for a long long long time...

Oh well...

Stress?

2009-01-18T14:27:00.002+08:00

Hmm, band's becoming more and more like secondary sch band and that's not really a good sign... I hated band to the core back in sec sch, and was quite nice to know JC band isn't liddat... At least last year it wasn't... Sigh......

Anyway, academics is as bad.. Like omg, my class studied during the holidays!! They did homework too!!! Like omg, when Mr Lau went through the chemistry homework, like so many ppl understood... Like OMG... I'm going to start studying soon... I hope, like I never studied yesterday or friday hahaha... Went home after band and slept all the way!!! Slept from like yesterday 6pm to today 9am...

Aim for CT1, B AAAA. Haha, basically, we should keep improving, so I should improve my GP. I already signed up for GP tuition... Hope I can improve GP... Getting a C for english is just so so so weird la, I mean it's my language, how can I get a bloody C... Ah well...

And yay, we got through the econs debate thingy... Now to research on bailout plans!! Hope we win the finals!!

New year coming, have to get my contacts ready and start sourcing for ppl, and reestablish my network again hahaha...

I have decided to take SATs... Becuz my plan is this.. If I don't get into NUS medicine, then I'll just go overseas in US and just chill... I wanna do what Daniel wanna do too! Take a year out after NS to tour the world, like OMG! So fun... I wanna that to be my job too haha...

My dream job:

To travel to different countries all over the world.

Closest possible job:

Geologist,Geographer,Tour guide,Documentary person, Photographer of Documentary person... And of course, become an investment banker, earn about $10 million by 30, and then retire...

Lol... Dream on bitch...

Yay!

2009-01-14T00:20:00.003+08:00

Yay.. I always look forward to tuesdays becuz that's when I can watch my favourite shows!! Both shows were great! I guess the month long wait made it even better, can savour it more...

I teared for both shows, especially desperate housewives, omg it's so so touching... So sad and so touching.. Makes me think about my life and life in general... Ahh...

Anyway, tmr got no school.. Like omg, I'm really pissed that this week is so so inefficient la.. Like my chem/bio lecture, I was really looking forward to sitting 2.5hr in the LT5, so fun can? Listening to chem/bio for 2.5 hrs! End up is some rubbish thing la... Xian diaoz...

Ahh... The more I think about my future the more I worry xian...

Lol

2009-01-12T23:16:00.002+08:00

Lol, today was so fun, first day of school yay! There were no lectures though.. So it was mainly bandroom bandroom bandroom. Tmr will be fun! OMG There's like bio and chem lecture like together, so imagine sitting for 2.5 hr at LT5 under the air-con listening to science lectures going on and on and on hahahaha... So cool!!

But today was also the release of O level results... Some ppl did well, some not as well. But whatever it is, these few days is the time to play ur cards well, choosing the right courses and in correct order, and researching for the approriate JCs and courses. I hope u juniors will think carefully and do not be influenced by ur peers!

Apparently I heard MSHS did super badly, becoming Band 6... Lol, my batch pushed from band 5 to band 4, if now really become band 6 that's just really sad... But then again, I think this time round O level is harder, like a lot of ppl didn't really do as well as what I thought they would...

Yay

2009-01-11T21:01:00.002+08:00

Yay! A great way to end the holidays, my having my first time bowling!! Yay so fun, I bowled for the first time ever! Unless u count those bowling at the arcade, the 5 meter one... Anyway, my first time I got 58 and my second time got 78 haha!! OMG I'm like so proud of myself!!

And then there was this biatch... We were like playing cards and sitting in a circle of some ulu ulu spot where no one walks. Then this stupid biatch came over and like stared at us? I said ya? And she never reply... Then she just walk away... Like what a biatch... Then she go bitch to like 2 security guards who came to ask us to leave.. Like wdf? Just tell us la bitch, act listen to mp3, act got class... ZZZ... Ok I'm obviously biased but who cares? This is like my blog hahaha... Gosh...

Anyway, me and rachel got like 238!!!! For the basketball game omg!!! I think I k now how to throw a basketball liao, u have to like throw it up, and not like down...

Yay... So then I went popular to try to find a file for school, but I couldn't, like wdf.. wasted 40 mins... Becuz I stopped at serangoon, realised I had to buy a file, and took mrt to kovan... Ended up going home empty handed... So yea, tmr I'll go sch with an ugly and unglam file... And I can't go see O level results release at marist becuz I got econs meeting... Oh well...

Good Luck to all sec 4s I KNOW taking O level results tmr!! haha... It's like so fun la OMG... I wish I could like take it all over again and live this whole year all over again... There's so much stuff I wanna redo... Like taking chem olympaid instead of bio... ( Chem O awards 100+ gold,silver,bronze medals while Bio O awards like 10+ ? plus the fact that VJ dosen't help it's bio o students), take H3 Science Research ( Becuz it really helps my science knowledge), taking geog instead of econs ( volcanos, earthquakes yeah!) sigh...

But no matter.. These failures and setbacks in my life make me treasure life even more... My testimonial may be like shit, no achievements and stuff, but there's always 2009!!! So yeah!! 2009 woot!!!

Yay?

2009-01-09T21:35:00.002+08:00

Ok, today is the official last day of the Youth Research Program at IBN... Lol.. I was supposed to be attached for 16 days... But I ponned yesterday I think.. So 15.. It was fun though, working with people who are all Phd ppl, and talking about cheem cheem stuff.. But, boy, does it hurt one's pride when u find out that many many other ppl ur age owned ur ass upside down...

Maybe the consolation is that I don't plan to become a research scientist, so I'm not all that involved with science and stuff.. Maybe the consolation is that I only had 15 days to research, so the stuff that I did was not as good as others who had months, or had H3 programs or other stuff...

What am I talking about? Well, the other ppl attached had to give a presentation together with me la, and boy, they were good, fantastic. Esp this NJ guy who is like Ingmar's friend haha, he talked so so fast, but full of substance and stuff... Ahh!!! I am so owned lahz...

Oh well... At least it's good to know that there are so so so many ppl out there who trashes u in everything... Music, academics, general knowledge, personal skills, and bla bla bla that u will always strive on and improve urself... There are so many areas that I can improve in further and I unfortunately am not doing so.. Well I guess one downfall always leads to u rediscovering urself again. Ok... Enough emoing...

Yay

2009-01-08T20:09:00.004+08:00

Haha today was the first time I went kbox... Anyways I went with 4B.. Um like 1/8th of 4B.. Anyways, it was so funny becuz u all know I can't sing for nuts... Anyway I think I sang

- It's raining men!!!
- I will survive
- Thank you for the music
- My humps
- Lemon Tree

and a few songs from westlife and some weird chinese songs which I sang with the others... OMG so funny la... Becuz it's like all so out of tune and clashing and stuff...

And this sunday I'm going bowling for the first time with percusion peeps hahaha...

Yay!! No work done so far.. I still need to do organic chem haiz!!

Yay

2009-01-07T00:11:00.002+08:00

Ok, attachment at A*Star is ending this friday with a 5 minute presentation.. I just did it in like 10 mins lor hahaha.. Nvm, tmr I shall edit and edit until it's perfect. But I'm known for beautiful background and stuff but they insist on using some fugly template.. Oh wells..

Anyway, I wanted to upload this beautiful picture of antibodies and staining cells... It's super beautiful.. But it's in some weird format so I can't upload it.. Ah well.

Anyway, I heard that SYF piece is *********. Ok, it's just weird la, and I think it's just weird lor, I mean it's so weird to do that, it's just weird la ok?

Ok, I can't wait to go back for band practice this friday! I think I can make it after my presentation and checkout at A*Star.. But I need to go for the econs competition debate preparation thingy I think... I feel dam bad la.. Though I help by doing research and stuff, I never actually see the debate becuz I have the attachment...

Anyway, MOE sent me this letter to ask me to appeal for 13 units. Like wdf? Y don't say earlier got such thing, I would have taken my dream combo of H2 Math, Chem, Bio, Physics, Geog... Maybe can sub physics for music... Or whatever... Anyway I feel that JC is really lame, like y we only take 4 subjects? They should cut down content to about 70% and let us take 6 subjects... And I bet 70% of the content is still more than the British A Levels... Anyway obviously I didn't want to take 13 units... Becuz VJC is weird, they don't even allow triple science... Should have went HC or TJ instead.. Just kidding!!

Ok, it's getting late.. But who cares?

Anyway I did homework while waiting for the cells to proliferate.. I did mitosis and finished it woots!! I am like 3/4 done with reading International Trade... And I know I sound gross, but I'm going to read organic chem tmr... To prepare myself for H3 NTU Chem.. I mean the H3 I'm taking is all all all about organic chem... Apparently TJ already finish teaching their students the WHOLE of organic chem.. So I better read up a bit first... Can't lose to TJ peeps... Like how gross is that? Just kidding haha =)

AND OMG!! I just watched Gossip Girl and Desperate Housewives LIKE OMG!! It's like the bestest bestest la!! The wait was well worth it..

XOXO Pyrosphere =)

One more week!!

2009-01-04T20:38:00.004+08:00

Yeah! One more week till school reopens, AHH!! I can't wait!! As in like seriously, can't wait to see my class again... Can't wait to have band again, as well as Maris Alumni this sat!!

I still have 5 more days to A*Star attachment, and I have to do a stupid 5 minute presentation.. I dunno y becuz I'm most probably not going to see them again... But nvm...

I'm so happy, I just like cleaned up my room table and cupboard, so now it's like super super super tidy la can?

My clean and organised study+gaming+everything table!!

My clean and organised cupboard!!

At last, I feel so organised I'm so happy.. Haha if u know me I like to be super super organised.. Now I can rest in peace.. Anyway, after this hols, I still cannot decide what to do in the future haha... Oh well... But it's ok, since this decision will affect at least the next 12 years of my life, I guess it's ok to decide later.

I did Group II Metal Tutorial woot!!! It's like the only piece of homework I've done, unless u count 4 lessons of GP.. Have no idea which homework to start next becuz all other homework are like exam papers, meaning I have to revise the whole content first b4 doing, if not I feel like some loser if I have to constantly refer back to notes... So I guess I'm not doing anymore homework yay! Stress free, just don't do homework haha...

Things to do by school start

1) New Stationary ( Like duh... Every year I MUST change stationary...)

2) New Notebook ( Like duh... Every year I MUST change notebook...)

3) Read and understand Mitosis Lecture

4) Read and understand International Trade Lecture

5) Borrow Probability + Definite Integrals lecture notes and fill up mine!

Yupz... So I guess all I'm not doing is maths, which is stupid anyway cuz I hate maths...

LOL!

2009-01-02T00:28:00.002+08:00

Ok, this is so funny... While I was like surfing blogs and stuff, this stupid mosquito/housefly keep flying around my face... Then I shouted " F*** u la, idiot!"

Then suddenly my mother shouted, " Oi! Sleep already la, don't scold." LOL!! OMG so funny...

Then she came into my room and said that the neighbours can hear, and she tot I was speaking on the phone on sth.. Like pls, how can I use the F word on someone?

Ok, wait a while, I'm trying to kill that mosquito/housefly(The one that dosen't buzz)

( 1 minute later)

Ok, it flew away... Nvm... Goodnight, still got A*Star attachment haiz... Need to do a stupid presentation next Friday Yikes!! I'm only attached for 4 weeks instead of like 8-9 weeks like the other participants, thus my research is quite basic only... Haiz... Cannot embbarress myself in front of the others, especially since they explicitly show that I'm from VJ haiz...

So ya, anyway, the antibodies worked!! Got really really cool pictures of antibodies which are so so beautiful, I'll try to post it here if it's legal haha... But my mentor wants me to do it again becuz some of it got no results, and it's her fault lor... She said maybe it's becuz of the mounting process, WHICH SHE DID...

Ok, have to like do project work OP again in 1 weeks time haha... Haven't started the slides, and my results not out yet, doing on monday and getting results on tuesday haha.. And wednesday is the powerpoint slides deadline haiz... It's like OP all over again.. Just that this time it's done solo...

New Year 2009!!!

2009-01-01T18:05:00.003+08:00

Ok.. So this is my first post in 2009!! I still can't believe it's like 2009 la, need to readjust I gues haha...

2008 was a great year, I learned so much just by going to VJC. This whole year was really great, a new life, a new environment, and a new culture.

2009 will be the year where I have to decide my future, take A Levels, and of course, straighten out my thinking especially about my future. I still really don't know what I wanna do with my life, and I have to think it straight this year!

I hope that this year will be as great as 2008!!

I do not want to think of resolutions, I think that it's a bit LOL since we can't follow them. But of course I know what I wanna do this year. Oh well, yay!

4B Outing??

2008-12-31T23:04:00.003+08:00

Ok, today I woke up at 1pm hahaha... Some ppl went to watch movie at 10am, but luckily they watched Twilight, so even if I went I would have hesitated to watch anyway... Not that I don't mind watching Twilight again anyway haha...

Anyway, I met the 4B ppl at east coast park!! So xian la... Supposed to go kboxing one.. Which I've never done b4.. Instead, we went cycling at ECP, something which I've done like dunno how many million times since I'm in VJ haha... Besides, I took away a guy's virginity...

I meant his cycling virginity la... OMG what were u thinking?!?!? I won't embarress( I know i spelt wrongly haha OMG I dunno how to spell) him by revealing his name.. let's call him B. So B dosen't know how to cycle and OMG I managed to make him cycle without falling!! By using a double bike haha... At first I was so scared becuz I tot we surely fall since he can't cycle... But in the end we were like faster than all the other single bikes...

Anyway, only like 9 ppl from 4B were present? haha... Our class has 38 ppl, - 11 PRCs, that's 27. So only one third of those who can come came? Haiz... So sad... Maybe becuz it's a last minute kind of thing, I mean like I received news at 10pm yesterday?

And I dunno y I'm blogging about this little outing becuz there are so many which I never blogged about... Maybe it's because I really really really really really miss 4B!!! I mean like seriously, I only saw them like 3 times this year? O Level results, BBQ in June and Teacher's Day.. And I still like didn't even see all lahz.... Haiz... Sec 3 and Sec 4 were the best times of my life I have to admit... Especially sec4 once band was over, that whole period, from like July to O levels were the best best period in my life...

Sigh.. Thinking about sec sch life makes me so dam nostalgic.. Primary sch sux becuz I was in some shitty EM2 class which was full of bengs... Sec 1 was ok-ok becuz there were some bengs too... Sec 2 was great!! Sec 3 and 4 were totally ownage!! I'm talking about my class though... I mean Band really killed everything during sec3 and 4. But if I wasn't in band, I would be in VJ band which is so so so fun!!

I really really miss sec4 period... After band stuff was over of course... The mugging together, cheating together for tests, fruits day, bitching about teachers, making fun of trucks, and basically doing unlegal stuff, like just throwing stuff out of the window, eating in class... haiz... It will never ever happen again in my life... Ok, 08S38 is great! But it's different still... Thinking about it makes me want to cry...

4B class of 2007, I miss all of you!!!

Twilight!!

2008-12-29T23:10:00.005+08:00

Like OMG!! Twilight was ok-ok la.. Without Robert Pattinson, the movie would be YUCKS! Maybe I should have read the book after the movie becuz u know, when u read the book without pictures and stuff, u can imagine the ppl to be as hot as u want haha... But when Eric came out in the film I was like " Y is he an asian?" haha... So funny la...

But Robert Pattinson was great!! OMG!! But he a big ugly when he's white leh... Not ugly la.. Just weird... But when he becomes humanly, like brown colour, he's absolutely gorgeous. And OMG, the girl is so not pretty la... On the movie theatre cover, she's so so pretty!! But in the film she looks so super plain and boring...

Ok, so now I have 3 favourite actors yay! Shia Labeouf, Lucas Grabeel and Robert Pattinson!!! Yay!

Ok anyway, went to ate sushi and then went home..

Oh! And I bought New Moon, and I'm so going to read it, but no time... Sigh... Oh well, Bye bye!!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!!

Can't wait for Gossip Girl to start!!

Yay

2008-12-26T12:19:00.002+08:00

Yay, christmas was so-so this year... Becuz my sis made me angry during the party and I just slept for 4 hours in my room... Anyway, I received quite cool gifts from my cousins and family, especially the wallet. Now I can have another wallet yay!

I just like finished reading twilight in about hmmm 1 day lor.. I started on christmas eve 3pm ( I woke up at 2:30 pm haha) and finished it at christmas day 4am haha... Can't help it!! The book is so so interesting, and the fact that Robert Pattinson is a charmer does help too haha.. But the picture on the cover of the book is so insulting to him la, it's like only 10% of his hotness...

Anyway, I'm going to like get the next book and finish the series asap haha, I love Twilight!!! I think it's so cool, becuz u get to spend eternity with the person u love. Even though you're a vampire.

Anyway, while the band ppl are like having fun at Vivo, I'm like in the stupid dam lab treating cancer cells... Like zomg la... At least it's still fun, if not for the fact that I'm tiring and crabby...

Anyway, once I know that I have nothing else to do, I'll head to vivo yea! But I think they're watching a movie from 4-6, which I don't have the tickets since they book already... Maybe I'll watch Twilight alone, I love watching these kind of sad and romantic shows alone so I can just cry and gush and no one will care haha.. Bye bye

Yay

2008-12-23T23:22:00.002+08:00

Lol, today's attachment at A*Star was hilarious. For the past 2 days, me and my mentor have been carefully treating liver cancer cells with antibodies, and today, when it's time to see the results under the fluorescence microscope, there were no freaking results!

My mentor was like, "Why is there no results?"

Lol, dam funny, becuz she's from China, and so she said it very cutely I guess... It turns out that the antibodies that we have been using were expired. So for the past 2 days, we have been doing nothing at all haha... Unless you count practicing immunostaining.

Anyway, today's concert by Philyouth was great! I think their percussion section is so so awesome and it makes me feel like joining too. Xian.. I always regret my decisions u know, like after O levels I wanted to join Philyouth, then I thought that I would find it hard to balance it with VJC band and studies... End up I'm quite free... Then now I feel like joining, but there's freaking A levels next year... Even if I want to join, there are already 8 percussionists, which is quite many... Even if they don't care, I might be accepted also... They are all dam pro la OMFG... I feel so OWNED!!

And WMC next year, xian, I want to go, but I also don't want to go...

If I don't go, and I do well for A levels, I'll regret it becuz I could have went.

If I go and do badly for A levels, I'll regret it becuz I shouldn't have went.

If I go and did well for A levels, I'll be happy. And it's the only option that I can afford to make... Haiz... How? I know I won't be studying at like July, but the hangover and after parties will drag into mid august, and I think I should start studying in August since prelims are in september.

Then it depends if I wanna go local uni ( only for medicine) or overseas. If I wanna do medicine, then I would like definitely go NUS, and then I don't need prelims and then I can go for WMC. But If I wanna become a scientist/teacher/lecturer, then I'll have to study overseas, and they look at prelim scores, then I can't go WMC....

OMG!! Am I thinking too much or is it just careful planning? Whatever it is, it's not going anywhere.

Then after concert, I went to meet Fush to get my birthday present yay! She bought me this nice brown bermudas and a logcake haha... I'm going to eat it soon. And she described this scenario that she went through a few days ago, which is basically heaven to all girls, and a few guys haha...

XOXO, OMG I just realised that Gossip Girl is only starting airing on 5th jan, Christopher told me de... Like OMFG!! So what if it's christmas? Isn't the filming already done? Just show the dam episode!!!

XOXO, Garrett Boy

Title

2008-12-21T00:20:00.006+08:00

Ok.. I finally have time to blog. So far the holidays have been one thing after another with no time to rest. At least the activities I'm engaging in are fun =) Like band and stuff so I don't really need time to rest.

The NSSN chalet a few days ago is probably the last time I'll see all the sec4s again, and NSSN 1 week ago is the last time I'll play with the sec 4s as a band, especially as a section. There'll be influx of percussionist next year, along with some leaving( I hope not though... But that's life).

So yes, Thank You Sec 4s Percussionists!! For making this last month so enjoyable and fun! Without you guys it would be like so boring, new ppl adds in flavour and spice! I hope I'll see you all again soon, even better if I see u guys in VJ!!

NSSN 2008 Percussion Section!!!

Ok, chalet was fun, at least we had drinks ( right Glen?) Anyway, we cycled from like 12am to 6am haha so fun and pain. My butt was spliting and aching la...

And chalet was full of bitching, camwhoring, bitching and bitching.. OMG so fun!! And OMG!! Gossip Girl and Desperate Housewives are like not being uploaded on EZTV!!! It's already 5 days overdue! Argh!!!

And OMG! 3 weeks left to school start. I can't wait to see my class again, since there are totally no class outings at all haha. Yup, that's my class.

But I'm even more excited to see my sec 4 class again, ahhh! Miss them loads. I'm going to sms Gavin after I finish this post..

Sigh... This Christmas I totally don't feel the mood lo, maybe becuz I never shop so much this month, and I'm busy with all the band stuff.

And lastly, I must watch Twilight!! I heard it's so romantic, + Robert Pattinson is acting in it!!!! I totally didn't like recognise him on the poster until Suni told me it's him!! Ahh!!!

Isn't it so cool if my partner was a Vampire, then that person can make me one too and I can spend eternity with that person. Haha..

Busy but fun!!

2008-12-19T09:00:00.002+08:00

Like omg, I haven't blogged in a week, that's like the longest in a long period of time I've not been blogging la.. Becuz I've been busy like everyday until 7pm with A*Star, and then need to do research for the econs competition which I'm starting to regret joining, then got band chalet and bbq!! Omg yesterday so fun, I just snuck out of the lab at like 4pm, supposed to be 6pm then leave, but like who cares?

Then go band chalet!! Cycled from midnight all the way to today 6am... My ass super hurts... And guess what? I've got attachment today until 6pm so I can't sleep until like midnight, becuz I have to finalise the research for the econs competition which I hardly started...

But cycling was fun whee!! 6 hours non-stop is so exciting la..

And I'm blogging from the com in A*star, and if I get caught I'll be like so dead la but like who cares? Haha.. BB, g2g culture some cells =)

NSSN!

2008-12-14T15:15:00.003+08:00

OMG! NSSN was so fun!! I'm gonna miss all the sec 4s, especially the percussion section sec4s!! Hope u can come VJ, and play with us for 1 more year!!

Sigh.. Haven't been blogging these few days becuz of NSSN, always come back so late, then rush to write notes, make presents and everything... It has all come to an end though.

But now, A*Star attachment begins... From monday all the way to school starts, all weekdays from 8-6 will be at some research institute at A*Star. Hope it's fun... Sigh..

Time to organise homework too. I'm so lazy and tired to do homework like OMG!! I never even revise for any work.. And still need to research on that econs competition thing!! OMG!! Help!!!

Ok fine. Anyway, from NSSN to now, about 40 hours have passed and I don't remember doing anything...

Let's see...

Friday 11pm-12am Concert ends, camwhore camwhore camwhore Saturday 12am-10am Sleepover at my house
Saturday 10am-1pm Reading notes, and surfing forum
Saturday 1pm-10pm Sleep
Saturday 10pm-11pm Say hi to my parents who returned from aussy! Saturday 11pm- Sunday 1pm Sleep

Hm..... Anyway, after coming back from church later on, I'll pack my room. It's a total mess... Then I'll put all my homework at one side, all my revision plans on one side, and start working on them for the whole of the coming holidays.... A*Star better be fun! Or else my holidays are so screwed up!!

Fush + Pris, without Suni or Jacq... They take turn pon my concert xia...

Camwhoring backstage during O Magnum Mysterium

Reggie! Drumset Pro!

Joshua! Mallet Pro!

Percussion Section NSSN 2008!!! Love ya!!!

Ok, like seriously, I'll miss all of you Sec4s, hope to see u again whether in VJ or not!!

Tired...

2008-12-10T23:48:00.005+08:00

This past 2 weeks have been tiring, but yet fun.. Band almost everyday, coming back at 10+ Haha... Just 2 more days... 2 more days... To band concert, can't wait!!

My band spirit has been revived again, thanks to Extreme Makeover, I just heard it on Joshua's blog and OMG it's so orgasmic!! Was so excited I just felt like becoming a musician. So I just went youtube and started to listen to random band songs from japan bands lor... Haha...

Today went out and finally got all band gifts, left notes and a few little gifts left. Tmr must settle liao, haiz...

Tired and lazy so no photos. Maybe next time.

Yay!

2008-12-06T00:18:00.006+08:00

Ok, so my birthday started at 12am and had an hour long of bitching session with Fush... Then went to sleep.

Woke up at like 9am and wanted to go swimming, but felt lazy. And I ate my sister's hotdog so obviously I can't swim on a full stomach. Then went out and came back like so many times... Had like a family lunch and my parents bought this weird cake for me... They think it's cute...

Ok, then after that was SHOPPING!!! OMG!! At Topman, it's like the 2nd item u buy is 50% off!! Like OMG!! So I bought like a few things, and then the lucky draw I got $15 off!! That means the next time I buy sth, I get $15 off haha way cool.

Then went to plaza singapura with some ppl and I got a mallet book, which has so many nice pieces. It is supposed to be for the Grade 8 ABRSM Percussion exam, which I already took last year. But I don't have the book. It has like so many cool pieces, like the piece I played, bumblebee, Rachel's dsa piece, czardas.. Can't wait to practice later on!

Then went to Fish and Co and eat. It was so complicated la.. But basically I was surprised by band ppl haha. Yay!! U should know that fish and co has that stupid birthday cheer which is so so weird... Anyway ya, I got another cake yay!!

Then like there was a key in my ice-cream, and Hidhir and everyone else was like, Oh! Use the key to open the kitchen and u will see the person I like... Oh! Use the key to open the locker ( staff lockers) and u will find your present inside... Oh! Ask the other birthday boy if he has the lock to my present... Ok... Anyway, in the end the key was the key to this super super cute locker!

And inside has many cute stuff, which I already took out and used...

So yay!! Thank you to everyone who went, it was so fun yay!! And those who wished me too yay!! Can't wait for next year, and I think I'll be taking the driving theory test on my bday next year haha!! M18, another break in life. Yay!!

Thank you everyone!!!

Now for the class celebration on sunday whoopee!!!

And OMG! I saw Glen on the way and he totally like ruined everything hahaha... And omg... He's not supposed to see me because I plan on wearing the same thing again on Sunday... Oops...

Band week

2008-12-03T23:20:00.003+08:00

Ok, this is like some band week la.. So far for monday to thursday + saturday I'm like in VJ band haha... But OMG it's so fun, it reminds me of the PAE days... With my class of course, where there's no mugging, homework, tests, lectures can pon like no one's business... Sigh...

And yay, I have like 6 percussion juniors, like so cool la...

Percussion lunch... Nice happy photo..

Percussion formal, nice happy family.. Yay!

Percussion Sluts!! Omg.. Look at Ingmar and Joshua.. Classic.. And the 2 gays in front...

And yes, skit is going well. yay! And I realised gossip girl and desperate housewives haven't ended the season!!! Woot!! Becuz last week was some thanksgiving dunno what...

Ok, gg to watch gg now. XOXO, Garrett Kang. Lol!

Yay

2008-11-30T20:43:00.004+08:00

Yay! Today was like my slackest day so far during the holidays... Woke up at like 2pm... My father came into my room like every hour since 11am telling me it's unhealthy to sleep so much so I just locked the room lol...

Anyway, I ate, watched powerpuff girls for a while, OMG got new episodes leh.. Then go church where I saw that idiot GP teacher... and then tadah it's 9pm...

I think I need to start organising my academic stuff liao. Haven't touched it at all, except for 1 page of that GP vocab thing. Xian...

I hope no one's like studying seriously.. If not I'll become a noob again next year.. becuz I only study when I see ppl studying.. Since it's like the hols I hope no one's doing work..

My left hand sux at 4 mallets.. Sigh... Practice more...

OMG I just realised that my father gave me $300 excess for my monthly allowance.. Becuz I was like counting and blogging halfway.. Should I ask him haha.. later he take away that $300... Nvm, I'll just assume it's for my birthday, which is quite lame leh... Give me $$

As usual, I always get 6 birthdays persent from my parents haha. Becuz I'm always too busy to think of presents, I always wait until holidays then decide. (Children's day + Birthday + Christmas ) X 2 ( 2 parents ) = 6 yay!

Last year I think I asked for a bike, watch, computer and I think handphone.. Hmm... This year what should it be?

1) Watch ( Hehe.. I lost my watch in newyork in like march.. so ya.. Btw the white watch that I use is NOT my proper watch. I used it in Maris Stella because it matches with the white uni.. Now I need another colour.)

2) Handphone? I dunno leh.. I quite xianed of my phone liao..

3) Bag? My bag tearing already.. But I dunno where to buy expensive bags.. If it's cheap then it's like wasting a present slot haha

4) MP3? I don't really listen to music but then I don't mind if my Mp3 is full of band songs.. Hmm... But I scared it affects my studies, becuz band music can seriously kill me.. Like for promos this year I could not study for 3 days becuz when I start studying, I'll keep singing this band song.. So I just practiced papers for those 3 days..

5+6) More clothes, jeans, pants, shoes...

Haiz... I dunno la...

Yay

2008-11-28T02:34:00.003+08:00

OMG! The hospital attachment is coming to an end... It's tiring but fun and enlightening too. Doctors are actually useless without all the allied health, nurses, pharmacists, therapists and many others. Looks like the healthcare profession requires lots of teamwork.

Anyway, band camp was fun. Watched this super super nice musical, " Sound of music" or sth liddat. Totally loved it. And ya, I just left at 2am. I think I'll stay overnight tmr. 4 mallet is working out well. Right hand is all right. All is left is left hand, then I'll move on to rolls. Think I'll get some scores from esplanade library tmr for 4 mallets.

OMG!!

2008-11-26T19:27:00.002+08:00

First of all, OMG I'm such a slut! But with each new mission, I learn more things haha... The art of sourcing information...

Anyway, OMGOMGOMGOMG!!! U know y Gossip Girl could not be found yesterday morning? BECUZ OMG!!! SEASON 2 ENDED!!! LIKE OMG!!! That means season 2 only has 11 episodes? Like what the hell? What am I supposed to do now.. Sobb..... And desperate housewives decided to delay for dunno what reason... oh well...

HOT!

2008-11-25T17:42:00.004+08:00

OH MY GOSH!! The hottest thing happened to me today!! As usual, the SGH hospital attachment was a bit boring.. Never really got to learn the doctor's work but instead, learn everyone's work. Nurses, pharmacists, radiologists, doctors and bla bla.. Anyway, the hottest part is coming up..

Ok, so there's this super super cute person being on attachment. But wait! This is not the hottest part yet... It's coming up..

So anyway, we were split into 4 groups of 10. Then somehow, this super super cute person ended up in my group!! And OMG! The first station was the Heimlich Maneuver thingy, then the nurse paired us up, 5 pairs of 2. Then OMG!! The super super cute person got paired up with me!! I was like so excited and feeling so hot... Then OMG! We were supposed to do the Heimlich Maneuver on each other!! So I was like feeling hot all over and stuttering, and the person was like " Who shall be the victim first? I think you be." So I was like ok... And then we took turns doing this action below.

Okay, the picture is so anticlimax becuz the people in the picture are fugly, unlike the super super cute person. So yes. It was so awkward, but yet so so so hot!! OMG!!! I could have just died and went to heaven.

Okay okay... This sounds so wrong, but after weeks of deprivation of my ECs, I'm getting desperate.. Just kidding...

Okay. So anyway, after that we just went to see some wards and bla bla. Tmr onwards I would not see my cutie anymore becuz we're rotated to different departments. Sad me... Oh well, at least I found a new Major EC yay!

And OMG! It's tuesday already, where the hell is my Gossip Girl and Desperate Housewives? It's not on EZTV!! What's up!! Like OMG! I thought I could relax tonight watching them... Zzzzz.... Should have went esplanade library today, but decided to leave my wallet with my friend because she was taking like forever to meet me. So no library card, means cannot go esplanade library today. And no Gossip Girl + Desperate Housewives = Nothing To Do Now...

BUSY BUSY BUSY

2008-11-23T19:11:00.002+08:00

Like OMG!! I didn't know band would be so busy.. At least for TAE.. Planning skit and dance is so irritatingly hard to do.. And if ppl don't get what they want, then got black face.. Haiz... So hard... But at least I have 4 nice juniors who I hope all will enter VJ next year yay.. They're all so pro, like omg... Like seriously...

Anyway today I bought a vic firth percussion stick bag from Swee Lee yay. I also bought a new pair of drumstick.. My old drumstick, was with me for 2 years ++ and my old timpani stick was with me for like 1 year ++ and now I have to buy a new timpani stick becuz it's so spoilt now, and OMG I lost my drumstick and I only left 1 stick.. So sad and emo.....

Oh well, at least I have a proper bag to bring my sticks. And becuz of my junior who like totally inspired me, I'm starting to learn 4 mallets. I'm using Ney Rosauro's extended cross grip, a hybrid of burton and stevens grip. It's quite nice so far, but I only can play marimba on thursday!! becuz next whole week I'm busy.. And I have to go band camp like at night... Can't wait to try my 4 mallet technique this thursday!!!

Yay, I'm so happy becuz I have a stick bag now... Time to find all my mallet sticks which have been AFKing for like dunno how many months since I never ever play marimba part in VJC band before...

And yay, I got into H3 chem...

Band Tune In

2008-11-19T23:04:00.002+08:00

Wheee!!! First of all, I've been accepted by A*Star, yay so happy. But then, it must like come after tune in today? Becuz I know after NSSN there would be band outings and stuff, and also my 4B class outings, 08S38, tuition gatherings sigh... Will miss a lot of them... Oh well, maybe can make new friends there too. Maybe I'll discover an unknown dna or sth.. Ha

And OMG Tune In is so tiring can? I'm so bloody exhausted now. And I had to act like a total bitch becuz of TAE and I'm scared ppl think we are hahaha... Oh well whatever, I'll be nicer on saturday. But it was fun overall. But skit is a real headache... Super super super headache. I'm really worried and scared... But oh well, I trust everything will go smoothly.

Yay

2008-11-18T18:27:00.001+08:00

Yay. Today I had totally nothing at all. No band, no school, no nothing. Just sleep at home. Woke up at 1pm, downloaded gossip girl and desperate housewives, and waiting for them to be fully downloaded. This holiday will be a fun one. Yay, I can't wait.

TAE

2008-11-17T23:36:00.005+08:00

Ok, today we had a TAE meeting from like 10 to 10... Bloody exhausted now... I love TAE meetings becuz it's like a playground, like we can just play... But the skit is causing a lot of problems haiz... Need to think more ppl, think think think...

I think that ppl should know their limits. I mean we have to know what we can do, and not just insist on doing what we can't do. I put too much hope into Bio O, only to be outed. Ya, I never get into the second round. I dunno who to blame. VJ for not providing resources AT ALL, or for me for joining in the first place when I knew that VJ didn't get a medal AT ALL for 3 years. I have to admit that I thought I would be able to get in... But I was just blinded by my arrogance and pride...

Do u think it's possible to do the H2 bio A level examination with just the textbook and without notes and teaching? That's the difference between VJ and RJ/HC/TJ/NJ... I thought I could.. And spend quite a lot of time last month and this month mugging for Bio... In the end, those with notes and proper training made it into the second round.

I really am stupid. Not for being IQ stupid but EQ stupid. I should have known that there was a reason for VJ not winning medal for the past 3 years for bio, but numerous medals for physics and chem. But my pride, arrogance made me oblivious to this fact. In secondary school I didn't know that there was such a thing as not doing well. Neither did I feel that feeling in JC, except when I got a C for the first bio test. But now I do. The very fact that I got kicked out together with 200+ ppl who didn't even study at all for the Bio O is just painful...

So learn a very important lesson. There is such a thing as failure. It hurts, but we must learn from it. I learned not to be so confident and proud anymore. Haiz.. And of course, notes are important.

Haha, I hope I don't offend anyone, becuz ya, that's just how I feel based on my own personal experience, u can't blame me for that =)

And to those Bio O in charge ppl, I think proper lessons and notes should be made. It took me so many hours to compile resources and stuff, and to reread stuff becuz they're too hard to understand. Maybe u can ask the Chem O for help ha ha.. They appear to be winning medals.

OMG! I sound like a sore loser... But ouch, it's my first BIG failure in academics...

Yay!

2008-11-16T18:26:00.002+08:00

Like OMGZ OMGZ OMGZ!! I went shopping today!! I shopped with my father ( becuz I need $$$) from like 10 till 3? That's y I hate shopping and only do it once a year during november-december haha... Bought like 4 shirts, 2 pants and a new pair of shoes... The total cost is like more than my monthly allowance o.0!!! And I'm trying to hint to my father that I want to change all my adidas/nike to abercrombie... Talked about credit cards, online shopping, US clothes... But apprently making no progress... Nvm, I shall just go to my supplier of US clothes hahaha...

And OMG! All of a sudden I have the incentive of going to NUS le... I always wanted to go overseas becuz it's so fun and like got prestige. But too bad, I want to do medicine so unless I want to fork out like $700k, I have to do it in singapore. Becuz I realiesd that the age to drive car is 18 and not 21. My father checked for me le. It's 18!! That means I need not wait until like my 3rd year of uni to drive car... ( Becuz I think medicine will defer NS) Whoo hoo!!! Talked so much about the theory test and stuff I'm so excited le... So now I'm saving up for a car just in case my father dosen't buy me one( But I think he will, if not I'll just threaten to go overseas and cost him $700k hahaha)

OMG! I'm so happy yay =)

La la la

2008-11-15T02:04:00.003+08:00

Omg, it's 2am already luhz... Fush la. Bitched to me for the past 1 hr+ Anyway, science focus is finished, yay. Only the last 2 days were interesting, becuz of someone =) But the last day I never see that AJ person.. So sad.. I think that person's lectures clashed with mine so it's like I can't see him hahaz... Didn't even manage to confirm his name. Blehz... No friendster, facebook, names not even appearing in blogs.. Forget it then ha ha.. I still have a major and minor EC. Though need to wait until school reopens....

Ok, then later we went eat at the suntec japanese place. Yum... Hmmm, bitched some more... It's amazing how well guys can bitch, maybe it's just marist guys. And OMG!! I had to just fall in love with Abercrombie stuff online, I just happened to look at it and I fell in love with it. I wanted to just throw out all my shirts and fill my cupboard with Abercrombie stuff. Yes, I thought it's time for a change. The last time I did that was in sec 3 I think... Cleared all my puma stuff to charity and bought a lot off nike and adidas stuff... So just as I was about to search for places in Singapore, I REALISED THAT ABERCROMBIE DOES NOT HAVE BRANCHES IN SINGAPORE!!! LIKE WDF!!!

So I can just order online, spending hundreds of dollars and my parents will find out. Or, I can just get it from 3rd parties... But I dunno... This sunday is supposed to be shopping day. As some of u know, I only shop once a year. Thus, I spend almost 1k on that day ha ha.... But this year will be less la, becuz not going overseas, so no need winter stuff...

I wanted to go Abercrombie.... Screw that stupid advertisement la... Make me fall in love with it and then find out singapore don't have...

Oh well, time to clear my cupboard for charity again! I can't wait!!!

Xian...

2008-11-13T18:38:00.002+08:00

A*Star interview was totally screwed up. Time to find something to do during december holidays.. Maybe I'll ask my father to like let me do work in his office.

Rushed to NUS for the science focus workshop. Today was fun, doing polymerase chain reaction. OMG! There's this super super cute AJC person. I'm gonna find out that person's name tmr! Hahaha...

Today's TAE meeting was cancelled.. So sad... I was actually looking forward towards it. Oh well, monday we'll have that bitching sesssion.

Tired

2008-11-12T23:56:00.001+08:00

Ok, today woke up and went to NUS for some science workshop thingy, a bit xian... Thought would be fun.. Anyway, went back to VJ for band after that, and played through the songs, and then went out for dinner and bitch bitch bitch...

These few days are so tiring.. OMG Gossip Girl is so not as happening as b4, can the new episodes be more happening? Like omgz... Oh well, I got nothing much to say... Byebye...

Holidays!!

2008-11-11T20:08:00.002+08:00

Yay, holidays started already and I've officially started slacking. Oh well, time to start doing work again... I've lined up a super hectic holiday, it's almost as bad as school hours.. Oh well..

One thing though about having too much stuff is clashing!! Like omg, my NUS Science Focus clashes with A*Star interview round 2... Luckily they're so close to each other I'll only miss about 1 hour+ worth of NUS stuff... Like wdf... When I saw the A*Star email I was like omg omg did I get in? Then ended up it was another round of interview... Rolls eyes... Time to start reading those handouts on bioengineering and cell and tissue engineering I prepared...

And OMG! I entered this super fun and cool econs competition organised by the Ministry of Finance. Basically, all I have to do is research about the subprime crisis and other econs stuff for the debaters, we're like the 'Think Tank', as what Mr Lee keeps on saying..

3 Things pending... Only when these 3 things are confirmed can I 'enjoy' my 'holiday' at ease...

1) Bio Olympiad Practical Round ( Only like 20 people out of the 300 people would get in... Surely infested with RJ/HC though..)
2) A*Star Attachment
3) NTU Chem H3 Result!!

Argh.... Because of my OCD, I don't feel perfect and complete until I confirm these 3 things...

And for Bio Olympiad, part of me want to get in, so that I can like try to win and go Japan next year, definitely impressive on portfolio.. But then, the thought of mugging that stupid campbell just freaks me out...

Oh well, this is the first holiday ever that I'll do productive work... The past like few years of holidays was just non-stop
-Pokemon (Primary School)
-Runescape + Maplestory ( Lower sec )
- Maplestory + Dota ( Upper sec )
- Work ( JC )

ugh.. I'm so whiney and bitchy, like OMG I'm going into a BF. What's that? Oh, a bitch fit. ARGHHH!!!! ( Like OMG I can't believe I'm saying this)

Yay

2008-11-10T18:12:00.005+08:00

OMG These few days have been so HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL!! I woke up at like 2pm today and watched High school musical 1, 2 and 3!! And I LOVE LOVE LOVE Lucas Grabeel!! How can anyone not find this guy totally cute and adorable?

Like OMG, blue is my favourite dressing colour, and it looks so so cute and good on Lucas!!

And of course, Ashley Tisdale, so confident and pretty!! AHH!! I love them both!!

And yup, first day of holiday started out nicely, with like 4 hours of high schoo musical whoo hoo!! How I wish my school is just like High School Musical!! I would want to be Ryan.. Sigh..

Xian..

2008-11-08T22:45:00.003+08:00

Today was quite fun la.. Today went band early in the morning. I went at like 7:50am and I was like the second one there? First was Junzhe.. Zzz... Anyway, we played 6 songs which was so fun. In the end we decided to give all the timpani parts to the sec 4, then stupid Sean ask me play timpani for the twinkle twinkle little star... But overall it was fun sight reading and randoming playing stuff.

Then left VJ at like 11am to go YMCA at coronation plaza. I ate fish&chips, and then went with the rest to botanic gardens. Haha, I think they asked for too many volunteers because apparently I was very very very free...

Volunteers from my class!! Stupid Erica!!!

OH! We ate lunch at MadJack, so Jacq became mad o.0

And as usual, Glen's disgusting...

And whoopeedoo, ate some cotton candy, talked about hot guys and pretty girls and stuff and then went home... Today I suddenly felt so relaxed at night, I felt like I had nothing to do, so I went to read international trade, no flaming pls... Then felt tired so I came down to like blog and facebook...

It's all over!!

2008-11-07T21:20:00.002+08:00

Haha it's all over!! PW is all all over! And school is officially like done. I have like no more academics to do anymore this year woot!! Except to revise all my subjects, and do econs, chem, maths, GP homework... Zzzzz.....

Oh well, A*Star interview was super awkward, becuz I came like super early and ended up I had 1 whole meeting room to myself to wait haha... But the 2 interviewers were like super friendly la, but I answered very stutteringly becuz I was nervous, and also didn't really like know how to phrase it in a nice way. Oh well, if I get in, then YAY! If not, then just enjoy that 1 month of holiday lor haha.

Then I went for 34th NCO Passing Out Parade!! Saw James and Nicholas, and Xing Hao.. Then Shawn came late.. Overall very nice performance, too bad can't take pictures, too dark to take anything =( It's so nostalgic la, remind me of like 2 years ago the NCO camp.. haiz...

Ok. So time to like plan my holiday properly.

Yay, all over!

2008-11-06T23:06:00.002+08:00

Like omg! PW is like 93.333% done, left I&R, which I will finish in the next half and hour, and PW IS 100% DONE !!! OMG!!! After 1 long year of wasting my time, it's all over!!! PLS PLS PLS Give me that A. And for the benefit for my class too. Because if I get A, like my whole class will get A la.

Bio O was fun, but sure won't get into next round one. Like got so many RJ, HCJC, NUS High... It's not that VJ ppl aren't smart, just that we don't have the resources, or rather the school did not provide adequate training unlike RJ/HC. Pls la, like almost the whole program I had to read on my own, whereas RJ/HC had like thick stack of notes. No wonder they always win medals every year.

Still, with my limited knowledge, of about 60% of the syllabus, I thought I did rather well haha..

Things to do...
1) I&R
2) Prepare for interview

and then OMGOMGOMGOMG!!! I"M FREE!!! And like omg!! Band is starting soon, I can't wait la, becuz the new songs are just so fun. And TAE is just so fun, planning games and skit and bitching and gossiping is just so fun. Whoopeedoo.. In like 20 more hours I need not worry about anything anymore, just wait and see what the holidays have in store for me!

1 more day!!

2008-11-05T21:17:00.002+08:00

Like omg!!! PW IS COMING TO A DAM END!!! After tmr at 9am, like OMG!!!! NO MORE FHUCKING PW FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!!! and after I hand in I&R on friday at 10am, I can like delete all the bloody stupid pw related stuff from my computer!! A pity my room computer spoil, so as a result cannot watch gossip girl, desperate housewives, or delete my PW STUFF!!!

And I dunno y, but apparently I'm not practicing hard enough for OP. But I don't care, I want that A. I'm so excited la, becuz tmr is OP and Bio O! Even though I 99.99% lose for Bio O, it's still fun though ha ha. And OP is quite fun too, luckily we're the first group so we can like relax ASAP.

XOXO!!

High School Musical 3

2008-11-04T20:17:00.002+08:00

Ok, today was a rubbish day, with pw taking up like 7 hours of my time.. Even though we ate for like 2 hours, played for 2 hours and bla bla bla...

But OMG!! Who said high school musical sux? It rocks la!!! The music and dances are so dam cool can? They are so talented la, can dance so cool and sing quite nice and act at the same time. But of course, Lucas Grabeel stands out the most la. So cute and charming and so so perfect!! And his sister, Sharpey is a totally Blair's best friend la! I can't stand troy and gabriellleee lor, note the small letter I used for the first alphabet of their names. What's so dam special about them? Like they are the only couple in the world liddat... The whole movie let them spoil by singing stupid duos... AHHH!!! I can't stand it, Ryan is just so so so perfect. It's official, he's now on my list of favourite actors, alongside Shia Labeouf.

O ya, somehow A*Star wants to interview me hahaha... And it's on friday... So guess what, I can't celebrate the end of OP with my class.. Haiz... And worse of all, I think I need to prepare for it, becuz I talked so much about all those cheem cheem medical science stuff, I have a feeling they'll ask me about it. And worse, I only heard about it, I don't even know what stem cells are in detail of course, or gel electrophorisis or what... guess I'll read a little on friday morning. Hopefully I get in, if not my holiday will be just so so so unproductive. Ok, going out is fun, but unproductive.

Super BZ lah..

2008-11-03T23:58:00.003+08:00

Like omg can? Can u just look at the time now? And worst of all, I'm still doing work!! And even worse, I'm nowhere done!!!

I'm so happy that for Bio O I can just read my O level bio txbk as a foundation, so I save so much time trying to grasp the foundation of campbell haha yay. I'm going to do Sex tmr, and then hopefully start and finish H2 notes.

PW is killing me lah!! OMFG Got this delicious gossip all of 08S38 must know. But I can only tell u when I see u, later I kena then die haha.. Glen should know hehe. I&R I dunno y got no draft when other JCs all got draft, and some teachers got draft in VJ. Haiz... I totally dunno what to do. Let's see... I haven't started on I&R, so I must do it by tmr becuz thursday got no time, and wednesday is practice and practice and practice.

An email sent to be about some career stuff got me wondering again. what do I want to be? U know I really don't mind being anything.. Actually I want to be everything! Doctor, teacher, lecturer, scientist, CSI the forensic guy, those FBI ppl, geographer, astronaut, accountant, and investment banker ( this one can earn millions, and retire by 30 if you're from Harvard according to my father). They should force everyone to have a different job each year or sth, then everyone can play all jobs so fun la... I can't imagine being a doctor or any other jobs for like 20 years la! Like omgz...

Ok, time to get some sleep, and wake up in 7 hours ( OMG 7 hours only boohoohoo) to go school and do OP for like 6 hours. Mug more bio, practice more OP and then repeat this for 2 more days. ( 2 days only!!!) No XOXO this time, too tired ... No energy left...

Yay

2008-11-02T20:14:00.003+08:00

Lol, yesterday I never touched bio o, or today oso never touch.. So dead haha. Oh well, nvm. 100% dead liao.

Anyway, I just realised that my post yesterday was so nerdish hahaha... omg...

Anyway, today I learned this dam cool card game, called stress. I totally love this game because it dosen't involve luck at all. Finally, a card game worthy of championships and the olympics haha...

Ok, and for some strange reason, my monitor refuses to on. So I'm using the living room computer to blog now. Haha bb. XOXO

Ahhh!!!

2008-11-01T21:17:00.002+08:00

Argh!! I'm so screwed up la, for both OP and Bio O... Like for OP, I can't think of hand gestures to make, so I look dam weird? The girly said I sound dam nice if she closes her eyes, but when she opens her eyes and see me it's not nice... Haiz.. If only I was prettier.. Haha.. of course she means the hand gestures la.. But it's dam weird hmm.

And then for Bio O, I was supposed to finish ecology and ethology yesterday but some stuff came up so I had to do it today. But guess what? This whole day I never do any work AT ALL. I woke up at 1, watch youtube a while, read blogs, read forums, search wikipedia for interesting stuff, go church and eat dinner and wow, it's already 9pm... So I'm chionging ecology and ethology right now until 11++ And I still have to consolidate genetics and plants... And I haven't even started on animal physio... Like omg!! I'll disgrace VJ lahz... Somemore biodiversity I catch no ball so I'm giving that chapter up, and I haven't touched H2 notes, which is essentially cell biology.

The bloody fact that bio o is on the same day as op does not help either. 8-11 is op, and when everyone is all celebrating and stuff I have to chiong to NTU for bio O from 1-6. Like omg... Seriously, I have absolutely no hope left for this competition already. At least I learnt some interesting stuff throughout the preparation for bio o... And I thought I could break VJ's drought of not getting a single medal for like how many years... oh well...

And yay, I got into medical attachment. But I dunno whether I should sign up for A*star becuz it's 1 whole month, that means giving up all chalets, outings, stayovers, bbq and whatever... But I need to know what I want to do with my life, so maybe I'll consider haha...

And great, back to bio o mugging. Ecology and Ethology MUST be done by 2day. XOXO

Liberation

2008-10-30T13:08:00.002+08:00

OMG!! I am like finally free from chinese for the rest of my life!! All I need now is to pray I get at least an S. Though I'm hoping for an E becuz it's less ugly.

The chinese paper was dam tough though. Compo was ok, and I managed to use 4 cheng yus haha, though they were like stuck at the last few paragraphs. Compre was so lucky. I studied 5 out of 10 topics. And everyone was studying hen an jing and I didn't!! When I opened the paper and saw my mother ( a topic), I was like laughing upside down lahz... But the second and third compre was crap, too hard, don't understand and no time...

Overall, I think I'll get about 55-60%.. Hope I get an E, and that's it. Really chop chop no more chinese for the rest of my life!!

And omg la, C-lookalike was sitting diagonally 2 tables from me, so distracting can? Luckily got this random guy sitting in front of bong so he actually block my sight of C-lookalike. Actually it was encouragement. Every time I get mental block I just look at C-lookalike and then I'll smile and continue writing hahahahaha...

Now let me enjoy my chineseless life OMG!!! And chiong BIO which is just so fun and interesting but no time, and boring OP which is fun to present but super boring to practice.

OMG!!

2008-10-29T12:42:00.002+08:00

OMG!! Today I just watched gossip girl and desperate hosuewives la.. Zzz supposed to watch after Chinese As, but who cares hahaha... Cannot tahan ma, so I just watched.

Like zomg la.. Everyone should watch it, it's so nice. But why is Nate going with Jenny? Like omg.. so slutty can he? Even though he's very hot and all that, but he's so slutty... Dan Humprey is becoming uglier as each episode comes out.. what are u doing? On the other hand, Chuck Bass is becoming more and more sexier.. Oh well, I guess when u feel naughty then go with Chuck. When u feel guai then go with Dan..

And as usual, Blair is Ms Perfect-Know-It-All. Hope she gets Chuck in the end...

Oh well, chinese preparation is not going so well. oh well... Just hope I get at least an E.

Yay

2008-10-27T18:39:00.002+08:00

Lol, I'm so greedy.. Having 2 ECs now, but I think suni got more, I think got like 10++

Oh well, now is so hectic la.. But now I know y I'm so busy but some ppl aren't, like Alyssa. She keeps asking me y I so busy and I think now I know y.. Becuz I always spend like 5-6 hours a day reading blogs, surfing forums, msning and reading random stuff on the net.. Haiz... No wonder lor... In fact I haven't done much for chinese, bio o and pw... OMGZZZ

Nvm la.. I shall just chiong chinese until thursday. Then chiong OP all the ways + a little bit of bio. I think bio I give up le la... Forget about going Japan, I think I go with maris alumni band overseas next year for the world music competition. Hopefully it won't affect my prelims or wadeva...

And I think I shall persue medicine.. Actually, I've been wanting to since a nong nong time ago.. Just that I wanted to go overseas to start life anew, free from discrimination since singapore is so narrow minded and bla bla bla... So I shall see how anyway.. Anyway my life is a joke anyways haha..

Yay

2008-10-22T19:55:00.003+08:00

Yay, I'm so happy, 7th episode of gossip girl is out, so nice lahz... And Jonathan and Eric is quite cute together hahazz... OMG!! I love blair, she's so sexy and hot and bitchy, I can't stand it! How can anyone be so perfect and flawless!! Ahh....

And pw really sucks.. Everyday need to do so much shit lahz... Haiz, I haven't memorise my script yet, and tmr need to present again. I haven't decide what to do with my hands also la, like what the hell...

And chinese is piling up, and I can't keep up with bio anymore... Oh no...

And C-lookalike is always with this girl, oh no...

Ugh.. Disgustingly stressful

2008-10-21T00:04:00.002+08:00

Like omg, in case u haven't noticed I've been blogging like hardly ever now. This shows how busy I am as the frequency of blog posts is directly proportional to my business. Like omg can? Today was the supreme embarassment of all time, my OP presentation was like the shittiest of the shittiest of the shit.. I just wan throw face away liao lahz.. Nvm, that's becuz I never prepare as I was too busy with something else.

I SHALL PREPARE FOR ALL OP FROM NOW ONWARDS. Yes, I will prepare and do OP from now onwards, and after chinese, it's full fledged op liao.

And chinese mock exam was well.. a mock.. Ppl were like shouting and laughing during the papers, and this leslie toh lookalike chinese teacher kept making jokes during the paper, and this big girly teacher keep acting fierce when it's so funny becuz she's like not.. and she makes so much noise lahz... Goodness!

And my new EC is like sitting on the left side, so it's art fac, but I know that long ago. Hmm... I know it's not A15 since that's my friend's class, and he dosen't come in my chinese class... So that leaves A11,12,13,14... And like he's sitting on top, so A14? Haha I dunno... It's time to relieve EC days again. After a temporary hiatus during exam time, depressions and just well... Anything, it's time to start going on a EC hunt again, yay who wants to join me?

Yay

2008-10-18T00:12:00.002+08:00

Yay!! Today was so fun! Had Nus concert at VCH and it was so so so fun!! This is like the first time I never really feel bored after a concert, because it's Mr Tan that's conducting!! It's the first concert I attend by him, and unfortunately, also the last for a long long time. Such a nice conductor, nice conducting and everything. Haiz..

Extreme Makeover was rawrrrr!! So exciting lor.. Sean was very excited too haha..

This concert is like one of the best I've ever attended, and it got me so high that I feel like going alumni tmr!! Arghh!! But got stupid OP to do.. Seriously, I've never felt so stressed up b4 la. Somemore it's only OP, Chinese and Bio O... 3 Things only can get me so stressed up..

And my school is quite inefficient in handling the internships and work attachements and stuff, I mean like, hello.. There's a deadline for many things leh.. So late then they announce all the internships it's very hard to plan my holidays like that.. I'm thinking of hospital attachment and A*star. But if I go for A*Star, it's like 1 whole month, meaning that after december 12 (NSSN Concert), no more holiday for me becuz the attachment will be all the way till school starts. But oh well... Then I also don't want it to clash with hospital attachment, but they damit haven't release the date!!

Argh!! Super inefficient man... It's time like these when I wished I was in RJ.. But of course, my wonderful class and bandits make it worth it in VJ =)

Like omg, it's tmr already.. Got some stupid university admission talk thingy in like 8 hours.. So BORING...

And omg! I did well for promos, I'm so happy. Even though someone got 80 ranking points, I'm still happy =) Yay!

Stressed

2008-10-15T23:03:00.002+08:00

Like omg, I'm super stressed now lah.. It's like written report was completely crap!! And some ppl might know I'm actually quite pissed, haiz... Like I exceeded the dam word count by 63 words!! That's like 2% more!! And I didn't even know lahz... Haiz....

Oh well, at least overseas university don't really look at PW results, ha ha and I guess a B is still acceptable in NUS. I really need to do well in oral presentation, or else I might even get a C!! Gasp!! I'll kill myself if that happens.

And today got this TAE meeting to make some skit, so fun la yay =) And we bitched a lot, ha ha I learned a lot about many ppl.

And Fush is asking me to change my style, introducing me to Fred Perry or dunno what, LOL... Like omg, can u imagine me wearing branded clothes, that's so gross la.

And OMG!! I saw Adam Chen today!! He looks much much much better in person. Oh well, back to lame chinese and maybe OP. Byezz