Sunday, July 12, 2009

Mixture

Life has been a mixture lately, a mix of studies, higher education, scholarships, crushes and like everything mixed together...

CT2 went relatively well for me even though I hardly studied as hard as I should. So I guess I'm not expecting much oso, just borderline grades I hope, not expecting to top anything again.

And there are just soo many higher ed stuff to consider it's becoming 1 big mess. Sigh, I have to like consolidate everything together but it's just sooo much... For now, it's either Singapore NUS Med or the US for me...

And then there's the irritating factor of not knowing a person's inclinations. My radar stopped working since forever and it's just soooo dam irritating... Sighs... But like whatever la...

And now I have to do some stupid bloody organic mindmap which would probably take hours to do... And I haven't bought the stupid bloody board to do it, and I have no freaking idea why we must do some stupid organic mindmap when I'm not ever going to use it... Like whatever la, it's not like there are 1000 reactions to memorise, it's only like 100 at the most, and it's not like we don't know them by now... And even we don't, it's not like we can remember all of them by staring at some stupid mindmap, you have to learn the reactions chapter by chapter and not staring at a bloody mess of reactions... Oh well... And to think this counts for 2% in our prelims... I just calculated, I'll need 72 to get A for prelims if I don't do this stupid organic mindmap thing... So like who freaking cares...

And OMG y am I so pissed off at this mindmap thingy? I dunno... I guess I just want my life to be straightened ( not literally) out and like see things more clearly... But apparently I'm not in the right frame of mind to do this...

And what's with Love of Siam being M18, for goodness sake it's just 2 guys kissing and that's all. Wah lau just cut the scene off and make it NC16 la... It's not like we wanna watch the movie just for the making out scene... And I can't go with like other frens becuz they're like even younger than me... ZZZ... Maybe I'll ask other frens but it'll be like sooo weird... Oh well.

Sigh...

Friday, July 03, 2009

CT2 = DIE!

OMG... Ok so I just finished the ENTIRE bio tested for CT2 today... The pace was fast for the first few days, in fat many ppl was wondering how I studied so fast haha... It's quite easy actually, since I already understood what it meant last year, all I have to do is just read through. If u don't already understand it, then of course u need a few hours becuz u have to answer all your doubts. Thus, I took like 2 days just to complete viruses + applications A and B since I've never touched it in my life hahaha... And when I looked through the past bio common test papers, OMG so hard...

Totally xianed out... I think I might have reached saturation point already, where I'm unable to mug the entire syllabus in 1 day... Like O level was super stupid as I could mug the whole bio in like 14 hours... Chem took me 9 hours I think... Now for bio I think I'll take about I dunno... 2 days? DIE!! Luckily syllabus ending soon...

Back to organic chem now zzz...