Sunday, June 29, 2008

July, a hectic month

Yes July is gonna be a very very hectic month. If I fall sick, gg. If I procastinate, gg.

There's like 2 major band competitions, on the 13th, 24th, and 26th. I hope we can win some stuff ha ha becuz we won 2 years ago. So practices are 3 times a week, which means no time to do homework on monday, wednesday and saturday.

Then there's like PW to do, I'm the fking group leader but I don't want to be le. Need to interview ppl, and so much crap haiz... PW sux...

And there's A level chinese oral next tuesday ha ha I'm gonna prepare later I think, I hope.

And gosh, becuz of cycling 30+km, my butt hurts like mad. Or what Collin said, the down under hurts. As a result when I sat on a chair during alumni, wah dam dam pain la...

And ya, yesterday I slept at 9pm becuz I wasn't feeling so good, and some idiot called me at 12am. I tot what happened, ended up he just wanted to help someone win some bet. Great, and I was sick and tired and I had to woke up at 12am. Great!

And whatever, tmr school's starting, haiz...

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Boring

Boring... I'm having post exam syndrome now... It's dam bad la... Let's see... From the whole of secondary school, I can't touch work 2-3 weeks after exams. Maybe 1 week if I do very well for the exams. Luckily from sec 1-3, holidays followed the exams immediately.

Thus, in sec 4 prelim 1, after the exams I was prepared to like rest for the 'June Holidays', but lo and behold, dunno who wants the sec 4s to come back for 2 weeks of lessons. Like seriously, I can study more effectively than those bloody lessons can? As a result, those 2 weeks of lessons were like hell. I didn't pay attention, I didn't do homework, and I missed out 2-3 chapters becuz stuff was being taught.

And after prelim 2, I think left 1 month to o levels, I didn't do those tys, practice paper or whatever, copied from frens... And didn't study until open house where I met Glen and the 4A ppl and they like started studying. So I was paranoid and started studying.

Haiz... I hope I can start doing stuff in term 3 becuz... I always like to feel complete. I like to know the whole term's work. For example, becuz I went new york and missed week 2 of term 2 of sch, I had no mood to do anything becuz I felt incomplete. Lol so lame right? But it's becuase of my obsessive compulsive disorder...

Oh well, I went cycling anyway with my class ppl for 30km!!! Yay I'm so proud of myself...

BORING!!

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Yay

Yay for many reasons. Firstly, all major exams are over!! Tmr's chinese which is seriously disgusting... Can't they just put it today or sth... As you can see I'm not studying chinese, so boring.. And yes, for JC, 30% of the exam is in the textbook so I should be studying.

Anyway, Chem was dam dam hard... I left 5 marks blank. And like 10+ marks is simply tikam and write rubbish... Maths oso. For the first time in my life I dunno how to do like more than 4 questions la... I was seriously dam pissed off.

And yay, all along for the past few months whenever I blog, the post only appears the next day because, my time setting is -8 instead of +8!!! But thanks to Chien Teng ( Yes.. I mentioned u) who told me that it might be due to time settings, now I can blog and the thingy can come up immediately yay!!!

And yay, today I saw and sat beside someone haha...

And yes whatever... I'm bored bored bored bored bored bored ....

Today after chem we went to city hall to eat this weird restaurant called asian kitchen or wadeva... They say Xiao Long Bao very very nice.. So I ordered and wdf, it tastes like shit lor... Dunno y ppl like.

Then later, they wanted to go shopping at vivo, and me being a guy obviously did not want to tag along. So I went home =)


Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Lol die die die... I suck

I'm so dead for mid years la despite studying... I can't believe it la. Didn't expect it to be so bad... Now I feel as if the time I spent studying is wasted, like no use lor... Bio Econs... If I get a C I think I happy le... So I can forget about taking H3 which requires B for bio. GP, get E can le la... Like 80% of the school wrote question 4? And there's like 12 qns btw. Somemore my points so standard one, and I faked statistics haha.. I said that the straits time reported over 100 domestic abuse cases in 2007, what crap... I really feel like some loser now... Study but still cannot get A... Idiot me...

And need to hand up chinese compo tmr, I feel so guilty not doing it since the chinese teacher is so nice to mark it by thursday since friday got chinese paper.. Damit, I must start doing chinese stuff..

And for the first time I think I won't be able to finish maths... The last time I touched maths was week 1 of june holiday? I forgot all about it le.. And today's papers were from 8-5, I reached home at 6+, started studying at 7... I'm not even halfway through. How? Like crap la.... I think I shall continue until 11:30 and that's it, too bad for me.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Closet Mugger

Ha ha since it's like near the exams, I want to express my opinions about closet muggers. A closet mugger is a person who acts as though he/she dosen't study. He/she claims that he plays the whole day, go clubbing, do this do that and no time to study, when in fact his "clubbing" is actually staying at home and mug.

For me, I mug when I have to and I don't hide it if people ask me if I study. I mean, is there anything wrong with studying? It's ur future lor, u can don't study if u want not my problem.

But, the main problem is there are so many people who are closet muggers and it is irritating sometimes, because in JC or even secondary school, without studying u can't score high no matter how smart u are. And it's like obvious lor.....

Oh ya, btw i'm not talking about anyone becuz closet muggers hide in the closet, so I do not know who is and who are not. I'm just generalising here.

Pros:
- U are deemed as cool
- U are deemed as smart when u get average results
- U are deemed as godly when u get good results
- No one bothers when u fail like shit

Cons:
- U lead a hectic life, trying to come out with various lies to claim that u aren't mugging
- U feel insecure when u aren't mugging

Well? Lol... I'm just bored lahz.... So express my opinions.

I hope I didn't offend anyone haha becuz that's not my purpose.

Anyway I'm very very tired from all this bio mugging... And I hope when it comes to A levels I won't forgot stuff. I mean in O levels, u can study the whole syllabus in 1-2 days. But for the A levels, u have to take like 4-5 days... The thing is that I forgot stuff after like 2 days!! Like today I tried to recall some stuff I studied a few days ago and it's like 50% gone!!!

ZZZ Like what the hell can? Haha I hope my memory capacity improves by A levels.. For O levels this was not a problem since I could study everything in 1 day... But omg...

And I know I sound like some nerd so ya I shall keep my mouth shut.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

Sigh...

Today I oso never study at all! woke up at 12, searched the internet on various careers from like 1-6, then go alumni band all the way until 10... Hmm, I dunno what I wanna be arghhh!!! So I guess I'll just wait and see. Meanwhile, do as much as I can to open more doors.

I really dunno y I always blank at the eleventh hour... It's like 4 more days to exams, and the past 4 days I never do a single shit... Where as for the 2nd and 3rd week I was studying nicely... Just like O levels, like how I studied so nicely until like 1 week b4, started to watch some shows on youtube.

Oh well, so from TMR onwards I shall start studying properly as in memorising. Anyway from tmr all the way to sunday I'll only be studying bio. So If my bio don't get A I'll really be sad...

Anyway, July is gonna be one hellish month for me. Maris Stella Alumni Band got like competition and I need to go there at least twice a week at night. When I was sec 3, it was like 3-4 times at night towards the competition la... And the thing is July is PW month!! Need to do interviews, written report, all done in July... Hmm.. I swear I'll be organised from now on, and do stuff nicely. Even though this is what I always say and end up doing otherwise. Oh well.

Tmr, or rather today, I swear I will wake up by 9 latest, and start studying by 10. I don't care!!

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Desperate Housewives

Yay! I finally found this user on youtube, 9956789 who posts desperate housewives season 4 episode 11-17!!!!!! I still remember pre o level period I watched season 1-4 haha nearly screwed up my Os becuz of that... Now I'm screwing up my mid-years becuz I found episode 11-17 haha... I didn't even know it exist la, apparently there was this worker's strike so they released 1-10 first.. Now I can watch the whole season yay!!

Haha, I guess I just cut down bio revision by 1 day lor hehe since I did not do any work today at all. I ended up all over the internet seeking what job I should be. Oh well, at least it was productive, getting insights on jobs. if u find this perfect job tell me hor, preferrably earning like 20k+ a month and can travel to beautiful places. Hopefull I can retire by like 35 and spend my last 10 youth years exploring the world b4 I end up old... Haha..

Monday, June 16, 2008

Haiz...

I have to start waking up at 7am from tmr onwards ha ha if not by school reopen I will just die... And sometimes I just wish that everything could be just perfect for me. Haiz... Life is just so so unfair...

I learned a lesson this year. It hurt very very very much in the process... It all started 2 years ago. But I learned my lesson, ended up being so emo about it, but I'm over it. Now it's happening again... But I already learned my lesson and it's still happenning !! Argh.. I have to concentrate on colouring my cert and not thinking about such stuff haha...

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Lalala

I decided to colour my cert. What do I mean? I mean seriously lor... I think we should not mug so hard now in J1 becuz it's not like we will remember what we mugged by A levels.. I think we shud only start mugging at like June onwards in J2.. What shud we do now then? Colour our cert =)

I mean, like entering competitions, signing up for stuff and stuff liddat lor. Becuz I dunno, I see the profiles of those valedictorian is like they do this and that and everything... Haiz... In secondary school I didn't bother becuz u do so much is just to get into a JC nia.. But now is to get into a Uni.. I feel like some loser sometimes haha... Apparently student council is the best way to colour.. I mean being in band, what can u write in ur testi? At the most it's just Gold for this and Gold for that, and u spend like 3-4 days a week to achieve this, where as Student Council u can write more stuff, aiya I dunno la... Unfortunately I get inspired only like now??? And I can't do much already..

So I decided to colour my cert from now on.. Join more stuff, ya...

So now Alumni Band is like getting started for the competition liao, I hope can achieve sth haha.. That's what I like about Alumni Band.. Only practices once or twice a week and can achieve something, it's very time-cost beneficial.. I mean like the National Band Competition 2 years ago, we spent about 2 months to prepare for it. Only the 2nd month did we have practices twice a week, and the week b4 almost everyday la, but still we got Top Band and Gold..

Sometimes I wonder if I'm spending my time on the right things. One thing for sure is that I'm productive efficient, but am I allocative efficient? The latter means spending ur time on the RIGHT things to give the maximum benefit whereas productive efficient merely means spending ur time on stuff... I think it's time for me to rethink my priorities already.. Seriously, my CCA Record is total bullshit.. I only have 1 cca, and like nothing else... I have to find more stuff to do le.. Then the time factor starts to set in.. Do I have enough time?

Oh well, the bottom line is that my CCA Record sucks, and I'm going to do something about it as soon as mid-years are over =)

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Retard

Lol I think I'm some retard la... I took the whole of tuesday to study Market Failure. It's only 30 pages, but by like 11pm, I was only done 20 pages. But the thing was that I was studying from 1pm to 11pm!!! It's like after studying 1-2 pages, I would just surf the net, blog, play daidee, mahjong, bridge and maple, then go back and study another few pages!!! KNN!!! The worst thing is that the same thing happened today!! Today I wanted to go VJ DSA and see Xing Hao, but it's like 8am? And I slept at like 3.. So I woke up at 12 not so in time to ask Xink how his dsa was...

So I finished my last 10 pages of market failure very fast becuz my sister wanted to play maplestory in my room since the com downstairs cannot play maplestory, so I studied downstairs. Without the com, I finished those 10 pages + Cost benefit analysis in like 1-2 hours. Then I went up to my room to study Application of Demand and Supply. It's like 20 pages long, and after like 6 hours, I'm like 10 pages done...

Then have to go alumni band le.. I'm happy yay =) My xylo solo can play le, just need to work on dynamics and soloistic style...

TMR I SWEAR!!!! I must not use the computer while studying!!! I WILL NOT ON THE COMPUTER!!! AHHH!!! Bitch! 2 days to study 2.5 chapters... Sth I can do in 4 hours...

Ahhh shit... My aim for midyears now is just... Haha don't want say so paiseh... Bb

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Lalala

Yesterday was like a waste of time for PW meeting.. At least we manage to make a survey. Those who haven't do yet, pls help me haha. Just do 1 of the following survey. If you are a frequent gamer, do survey 1, if you are a non-frequent gamer, do survey 2.

1) Survey for frequent gamers

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=uDit2Bn7x56kT0O57W48_2bw_3d_3d


2) Survey for non-frequent gamers

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=y1fuVOMez_2fvIYZxVB0n_2fqA_3d_3d

And after that we ate a subway and bitched and blablabla.... Then go home and played Daidee with Hwee Young, who suddenly has friendster haha go add him...

And today I woke up at 10am!! Improvement!! Tmr must wake up at oh... Tmr got VJ DSA so I'm waking up at 7... Good luck to Xing Hao!! And Albert!! and Kleon? Lol... I have faith that you'll do ur best. Hope to see u all next yr =)

And today, I MUST do econs, period.

Monday, June 09, 2008

Zzz

After waking up at 12am for like 2 weeks, I finally made an improvement and woke up at 11am today, yay =) Actually I'm supposed to wake up at 9am, but I woke up at 8am!! Then as usual I just went to sleep, woke up at 9, went to sleep again, woke up at 10+ then roll in bed for like half an hour b4 waking up... Then I played maplestory yay =) But that's it haha. Tmr shall be the day I officially start mugging. And so that my brain don't burst, I'm oso starting to practice snare drum rudiments haha...

After talking to some seniors, and seeing seniors mugging for their SATs, I realised that I had to do the same in just 1 year time, decide what I wanna be next time haha.. I haven't got a clue, really.. So far these are what I imagined myself to be so far....

Doctor, Scientist, Musician, Teacher, Geographer, Lecturer, Banker, Accountant, Tour Guide, Policeman (haha stop laughing la...) and a traveller. Traveller = Make $$ early and retire by like 30, then visit the rest of the world... haha... Hmm, it seems that I don't mind being anything, but it's true haha I don't mind doing anything at all, I guess I don't like making decisions at all...

Sunday, June 08, 2008

Yay

Yay, I met the 4b ppl, but hell.. East coast park is so so bloody big can? My friend said area B, so when I walked from VJ to east coast park, I was at area C so I tot B is just like beside C? I ended up walking for 40 dam minutes to area B, GOSH! Anyway, as expected Bryan Oh didn't come... Bloody hell, luckily he didn't come or I would have bitch slapped him upside down... 4B ppl shud know y hahaha...

I guess no one changed that much, everone is still that same person I know. Yay, so nice...

Bloody hell, there was this roller blader hor, who was about to hit me becuz I was walking on the rollerblading pathway.. Then he shouted at me leh! Bloody hell.. Can't he just U-turn or sth... retarded... Shud have pushed him down or sth..

And the food was.. um... I only remember eating hot dogs and potato chips... Gavin complained of stomach pain, and today I woke up with stomachache haha... Oh well, barbeque food what, bo bian..

I think I'm dam inconsistent lor, some days can mug like 6 hours a day, then for the past 3 days I never touch books at all... So weird...

And for alumni band, there's this difficult xylophone solo that I'm supposed to play, shit la... I screwed up like shit just now, and now I'm so scared luhz.... I hope somehow I don't need to play haha...

And for project work... I don't feel like being the leader already, becuz it's very demoralising to get stuff from ppl, and organise meetings... I feel as if it's my fault if sth isn't done on time.. And I'm so paranoid about PW that I feel that we should just finish everything by July and just slack for the next 2-3 months... But since some ppl are so bent on mugging and some ppl are so busy, I don't think it's possible.... But seriously, I don't feel like being the leader anymore... Glen Ang Jun Hao!!! U be the leader la...

And yes, it's time for me to play now... Becuz I decided that this week will be the last week to play haha...

Friday, June 06, 2008

Da da da

OMG Later I'm going to meet all my 4B friends, like yay =) I haven't seen them in months, and ya, I miss all of them.. Can't wait... Anyway, yesterday's band clean up was a bit diaoz lor... Somehow I'm in arts and archives department, and we cleaned the whole cupboard, santa hats and whatever and put back. Now the whole band room feels so clean lah. But somehow percussion section is always very messy. I think it's just the nature of the instruments la. MSHS percussion oso so messy de...

Hmm I hope I can wake up at like 8am later, considering it's like 1am now... OMG SO LATE... I think I better sleep le yay gdnite..

Thursday, June 05, 2008

Mugging

Xian, so far mugged for 4 days.. Haiz.... The other 6 days were totally doing other stuff, like mapling haha My sister played maplestory, then I decided to see my old account, lvl 123 now... Went to zakum and died but heck...

Gosh, even though I finished studying maths chem and econs, I feel that I'm not prepared leh... Becuz I was like trying to finish everything as fast as I can, I took like 6 hours to finish econs? Lol... I think I forgot everything abt it anyway.... In the midst of bio.... Once I finish, I can PLAY for like a few days yay!!! And bio olympiad, haiz.... I think I die le... Ecology was easy since it's only read and read... But animal physiology is quite cheem, so many terms to know and understand... Like wdf la... So much for attempting to colour my cert.. I think I probably can't even get into the 2nd round of bio olympiad...

Anyways, today got alumni band yay so fun... But a bit boring... And tmr got VJ band clean up.. for 7 hours.. Like wdf? So long haha xian...

Sunday, June 01, 2008

Ok...

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 1:20am
Name: Garrett
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 0
Shoe size: 8
Height: 170 cm
Where do you live: Singapore
Favourite drinks: Ice lemon tea
Favourite breakfast: Cornflakes with milk.
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yup.
Swam in the ocean: Ya.
Fallen asleep at school: No.
Broken someone’s heart: No
Fell off your chair: Yes
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:No
Saved e-mails: No
What is your room like: organised
What is the last thing you ate: Mcdonalds nugget meal.
Ever had chicken pox: No
Sore throat: Yes.
Stitches: If you mean those stitches you get when running, then yeah. If you mean those which require needles, then nope.
Broken nose: Nope.
Do you believe in love at first sight: Attraction at first sight, which may then lead to love.
Like picnics: No
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: Sunita( couple dance ha ha still remember... O1)
Last made you smile: The thought of some person
You last yelled at: Nicholas Tan ( behave so childish at VCH tsk tsk)
Today did you:
Talk to someone you like:No, I don't think he knows I exist haha.
Kissed anyone: Nope
Get sick: No
Miss someone: Ok la...
Eat: Yes
Best feeling in the world: Love.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yes, Funija-San, my friends gave me one.
What’s under your bed: Nothing
Who do you really hate: No one.
What time is it now?: 1:29AM
Random:Is there a person who is on your mind now: No
Do you have any siblings: Ya
Do you want children: Yes but can't have ha ha...
Do you like your hand-writing: Yes
Are your toe nails painted: No
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Don't tell u.
What color shirt are you wearing now: White
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: Watching TPJC concert.
When did you cry last: VJC band concert.
Are you a friendly person: Think so
Do you have any pets: No
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: At home I think..
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: No
Do you sleep with the TV on?: Nope.
What are you doing right now?: Answering this questionnaire. Duh.
Have you ever crawled through a window?: Yes.
Can you handle the truth?: Yes. And it hurts.
Are you too forgiving?: Yes
Are you closer to your mother or father?: Not sure
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: My percussion section in VJC.
How many people can you say you’ve really loved?: 4
Do you eat healthy?: I try to.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Yes.
If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: Sunita =)
Are you confident?: No.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. Crying
2. Whining
3. Cycling
4. Watching cartoons
5. Drawing

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. Study chem 6 chapters
2. Study bio olympiad 1 chapter
3. Go church
4. Think through PW plans
5. Slack

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Potato chips
2. Mummy noodle
3. VJC Canteen Vending Machine 50cents biscuit
4. Cheese biscuits
5. Strawberry panda biscuits

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Build a gigantic house
2. Tour the world
3. Donate 500 million to charity
4. Buy an aeroplane
5. Make MSHS percussion instruments brand new

5 places I have lived in:
1. Singapore
2. Malaysia
3. Japan
4. New York
5. Australia

5 jobs I’ve had:
1. Student
2. Son
3. Friend
4. Big brother
5. Drum major? Lol...

Slap u Jose!! Wasted 20 mins of my life!!
5 ppl I'm tagging, no one haha becuz no one will do this stupid thingy...