Shit la dang, they should put A level papers on saturday too!! Ok, I studied on sat becuz I went to meet Glen... Sunday was totally shit... Today was even shittier... Watched like so many shows today I completely never even touch chem up to now gosh... Bloody hell... I get distracted easily, like seriously... During O level period, I was like thinkin about like about a lot of random stuff, until I stumbled upon wes culwell. I'll never forget his quote and arghh!!! Have to keep that in mind as I struggle through this period... I have this feeling that studying's not fun... argh!! What a time for that feeling to come shit shit shit!!!
On the other hand, the shows I watched were nice yay =) Lots of cute ppl =)
Monday, November 16, 2009
Friday, November 13, 2009
A Levels
Gosh, it's soooo long since I've blogged and yay I'm over it yay!!
Anyway, A levels started and it's soooo fun la, like seeing everyone doing the exams and talking abt it lol... Tho I'm super scared for GP... hope I can get A or at the most most most most B... Choy...
Now mugging for econs xianed...
Anyway, A levels started and it's soooo fun la, like seeing everyone doing the exams and talking abt it lol... Tho I'm super scared for GP... hope I can get A or at the most most most most B... Choy...
Now mugging for econs xianed...
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Sighed...
Sighed... I can feel that feeling again, the feeling that I experienced b4 with only about 4 ppl I think? Hmmm... Yupz... Haha sigh... Wrong time wrong time wrong side wrong side... Xianed...
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Update time!!
OMG I just realised that I can ONLY study outside la, unless of course prelim's the next day... Gosh la, u know I went airport study with ppl can do about 10 hrs worth of work, at home... Saturday, sunday did nothing... Monday did about 3 hrs haha yesterday did 6 hrs and today a mind blowing 4 hrs.... OMG La... What's happening to me?!?!?!?
Must be Boys Over Flowers haha, I know it's like soooo late to watch it and I'm like sooo slow but OMG it's soooo nice la... Actually the plot is quite lame, but the ppl are beautiful!!
I dunno y so many ppl think Jun Pyo is hot, like OMG I think he's quite fugly, and Ji Hoo the other guy looks sooooo gay... I thought he was gay in the show at first zomg... The only cute person is Yi Jung!!! Kim Bum in real life. He's only 2 years older than us la... Yet he looks sooo charimastic and everything =)
And my sister loves BOF too she watched like nearly the whole thing alr but I forced myself to stop cuz of stupid prelims heh... And she bought this deck of BOF cards, lol...
Must be Boys Over Flowers haha, I know it's like soooo late to watch it and I'm like sooo slow but OMG it's soooo nice la... Actually the plot is quite lame, but the ppl are beautiful!!
I dunno y so many ppl think Jun Pyo is hot, like OMG I think he's quite fugly, and Ji Hoo the other guy looks sooooo gay... I thought he was gay in the show at first zomg... The only cute person is Yi Jung!!! Kim Bum in real life. He's only 2 years older than us la... Yet he looks sooo charimastic and everything =)
And my sister loves BOF too she watched like nearly the whole thing alr but I forced myself to stop cuz of stupid prelims heh... And she bought this deck of BOF cards, lol...
K... So anyway for prelims I think I'm pretty screwed for maths and econs, unless by some saving grace I actually manage to sit down and clock 10 hours of work a day for the next 5 days... Last time I touched maths was 2 weeks, econs was 3 weeks... Oh wellz...
After reading more and more about US uni stuff, I feel more compelled to go there instead of NUS... I totally regretted not taking any art subjects in upper sec, and to a certain extent regret not going arts or at least taking lit or sth liddat... I mean seriously, I'm sure our art friends can read our bio notes and make sense of it whereas lit and history is like a skill. You can't learn to speak and write well in just 1 month... Oh wellz... So yea, maybe it's my last chance to do this artsy stuff again in uni... Obviously NUS can't provide me with that opportunitiy...
Lalala wandering around in life now... So random la...
Kim Bum!!!
Monday, August 31, 2009
Lalala
K... I hate studying on weekends, so I forced myself to study by meeting Glen on saturday haha... He woke up at 11 when we were supposed to meet at 11... ZZZ... Coffee Bean at Millenia Walk has like sooo many hot ppl la... And I told Glen how irritated I am when the guy in the relationship is much better looking than the girl, becuz the girl is supposed to bully the guy and get gifts from him, in return she's supposed to act pretty and make the guy feel good about himself. That's y I CAN"T STAND couples with ugly girls and hot guys...
Anyway, sunday was totally rubbish la... Woke up at 1, went to tuition, went church and then watched snakes on the plane...
Today, I went shopping!! Lalala so fun OMG... It's the best when u go alone, cuz u can buy whatever u want without ppl complaining and making such a big fuss... you can go whatever shops you want to without waiting for ppl lalalalalala so funn...
And Singapore Idol 3 is here! OMG So exciting la... I tot this guy called Ryan is quite interesting, and apparently ppl just judge him just based on what they see on TV. Gosh if you don't know him then just shut the fhuck up and find out more can? Like pls... Obviously the TV will dramatise things up and angle in on the dramamama side of ppl... Dude, I know u don't take GP so u wouldn't understand that Mediacorp wants to make money and the only way is to attract viewership like duh? And by attracting viewerships they have to create all these dramamama to make stupid ppl like you attracted to the TV. Gosh...
Furthermore, if you wish to make a point, pls give your argument and reasoning. Again I know you guys don't take GP so you wouldn't know how to argue. So nvm. Stupid trucks...
It's like the GP lecture I attended on sunday, where Mr Tong the lecturer was laughing at how stupid the replies of these stupid ppl are in response to some gay video on youtube. This just shows how "educated" singaporeans are... Sigh...
I hate stupid ppl... Gosh, get a proper grammar book and learn how to spell right, then learn how to articulate your thoughts properly so that normal ppl like me can understand what rubbish you're trying to say... Gosh, I really do hate stupid ppl...
Anyway, sunday was totally rubbish la... Woke up at 1, went to tuition, went church and then watched snakes on the plane...
Today, I went shopping!! Lalala so fun OMG... It's the best when u go alone, cuz u can buy whatever u want without ppl complaining and making such a big fuss... you can go whatever shops you want to without waiting for ppl lalalalalala so funn...
And Singapore Idol 3 is here! OMG So exciting la... I tot this guy called Ryan is quite interesting, and apparently ppl just judge him just based on what they see on TV. Gosh if you don't know him then just shut the fhuck up and find out more can? Like pls... Obviously the TV will dramatise things up and angle in on the dramamama side of ppl... Dude, I know u don't take GP so u wouldn't understand that Mediacorp wants to make money and the only way is to attract viewership like duh? And by attracting viewerships they have to create all these dramamama to make stupid ppl like you attracted to the TV. Gosh...
Furthermore, if you wish to make a point, pls give your argument and reasoning. Again I know you guys don't take GP so you wouldn't know how to argue. So nvm. Stupid trucks...
It's like the GP lecture I attended on sunday, where Mr Tong the lecturer was laughing at how stupid the replies of these stupid ppl are in response to some gay video on youtube. This just shows how "educated" singaporeans are... Sigh...
I hate stupid ppl... Gosh, get a proper grammar book and learn how to spell right, then learn how to articulate your thoughts properly so that normal ppl like me can understand what rubbish you're trying to say... Gosh, I really do hate stupid ppl...
Saturday, August 08, 2009
Random
So ya, I haven't been blogging for soo long becuz I'm soo lazy... And ppl are starting to mug like crazy it's so crazy I tell you... And I'm sooo not mugging becuz I dunno y, I just can't concentrate... Must be like 1-2 weeks before exam then mug. It's like 5 more weeks to prelims and everyone is chionging like mad already... Nvm, I shall still stick to my principles. CHIONG 2 weeks before and study slowly now... Or else will just burn out. This tactic works for me since sec 3 so whatever... I believe in you! But still, seeing everyone mugging, especially the not so hardworking ones is still so depressing...
Yesterday was the scholarship program thing and Polar Bear talked to me!! Polar Bear looks soooooooo cute close up, especially the specs =) Ok, but it was like small talk and everything but who cares? Plus I saw cute ppl, and today's tuition got 1 more cute person yay! From HCJC I think... Last time I thought was RJC so stalked sooo long on facebook but can't find... Now trying to find on facebook but facebook's closed or sth!! Damit...
Cut hair today, bought a new shaver, and slacking... Changing specs this monday I think, or tuesday, or after BDD next week.
Uni plans... Hmmm... I think I will apply to some very very good US universities. Reason being is that I'd rather study in Singapore than a not so good US uni... So taking SAT subject tests soon... Math Chem & Bio... Time to take out secondary bio textbook cuz there's a lot on human physiology... Ahh time to read campbell again...
I think scholarship talk yesterday made me think. I really don't think I should join the government service becuz seriously, being unique can complicate matters alot. Especially blackmailing and stuff... On the other hand, I would be able to make a difference and change the mindset of fellow Singaporeans if I do manage to succeed within the government service. Think think think... But still, my parents can afford to sent me to US so maybe scholarships won't really be needed.
Sigh...
Yesterday was the scholarship program thing and Polar Bear talked to me!! Polar Bear looks soooooooo cute close up, especially the specs =) Ok, but it was like small talk and everything but who cares? Plus I saw cute ppl, and today's tuition got 1 more cute person yay! From HCJC I think... Last time I thought was RJC so stalked sooo long on facebook but can't find... Now trying to find on facebook but facebook's closed or sth!! Damit...
Cut hair today, bought a new shaver, and slacking... Changing specs this monday I think, or tuesday, or after BDD next week.
Uni plans... Hmmm... I think I will apply to some very very good US universities. Reason being is that I'd rather study in Singapore than a not so good US uni... So taking SAT subject tests soon... Math Chem & Bio... Time to take out secondary bio textbook cuz there's a lot on human physiology... Ahh time to read campbell again...
I think scholarship talk yesterday made me think. I really don't think I should join the government service becuz seriously, being unique can complicate matters alot. Especially blackmailing and stuff... On the other hand, I would be able to make a difference and change the mindset of fellow Singaporeans if I do manage to succeed within the government service. Think think think... But still, my parents can afford to sent me to US so maybe scholarships won't really be needed.
Sigh...
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Mixture
Life has been a mixture lately, a mix of studies, higher education, scholarships, crushes and like everything mixed together...
CT2 went relatively well for me even though I hardly studied as hard as I should. So I guess I'm not expecting much oso, just borderline grades I hope, not expecting to top anything again.
And there are just soo many higher ed stuff to consider it's becoming 1 big mess. Sigh, I have to like consolidate everything together but it's just sooo much... For now, it's either Singapore NUS Med or the US for me...
And then there's the irritating factor of not knowing a person's inclinations. My radar stopped working since forever and it's just soooo dam irritating... Sighs... But like whatever la...
And now I have to do some stupid bloody organic mindmap which would probably take hours to do... And I haven't bought the stupid bloody board to do it, and I have no freaking idea why we must do some stupid organic mindmap when I'm not ever going to use it... Like whatever la, it's not like there are 1000 reactions to memorise, it's only like 100 at the most, and it's not like we don't know them by now... And even we don't, it's not like we can remember all of them by staring at some stupid mindmap, you have to learn the reactions chapter by chapter and not staring at a bloody mess of reactions... Oh well... And to think this counts for 2% in our prelims... I just calculated, I'll need 72 to get A for prelims if I don't do this stupid organic mindmap thing... So like who freaking cares...
And OMG y am I so pissed off at this mindmap thingy? I dunno... I guess I just want my life to be straightened ( not literally) out and like see things more clearly... But apparently I'm not in the right frame of mind to do this...
And what's with Love of Siam being M18, for goodness sake it's just 2 guys kissing and that's all. Wah lau just cut the scene off and make it NC16 la... It's not like we wanna watch the movie just for the making out scene... And I can't go with like other frens becuz they're like even younger than me... ZZZ... Maybe I'll ask other frens but it'll be like sooo weird... Oh well.
Sigh...
CT2 went relatively well for me even though I hardly studied as hard as I should. So I guess I'm not expecting much oso, just borderline grades I hope, not expecting to top anything again.
And there are just soo many higher ed stuff to consider it's becoming 1 big mess. Sigh, I have to like consolidate everything together but it's just sooo much... For now, it's either Singapore NUS Med or the US for me...
And then there's the irritating factor of not knowing a person's inclinations. My radar stopped working since forever and it's just soooo dam irritating... Sighs... But like whatever la...
And now I have to do some stupid bloody organic mindmap which would probably take hours to do... And I haven't bought the stupid bloody board to do it, and I have no freaking idea why we must do some stupid organic mindmap when I'm not ever going to use it... Like whatever la, it's not like there are 1000 reactions to memorise, it's only like 100 at the most, and it's not like we don't know them by now... And even we don't, it's not like we can remember all of them by staring at some stupid mindmap, you have to learn the reactions chapter by chapter and not staring at a bloody mess of reactions... Oh well... And to think this counts for 2% in our prelims... I just calculated, I'll need 72 to get A for prelims if I don't do this stupid organic mindmap thing... So like who freaking cares...
And OMG y am I so pissed off at this mindmap thingy? I dunno... I guess I just want my life to be straightened ( not literally) out and like see things more clearly... But apparently I'm not in the right frame of mind to do this...
And what's with Love of Siam being M18, for goodness sake it's just 2 guys kissing and that's all. Wah lau just cut the scene off and make it NC16 la... It's not like we wanna watch the movie just for the making out scene... And I can't go with like other frens becuz they're like even younger than me... ZZZ... Maybe I'll ask other frens but it'll be like sooo weird... Oh well.
Sigh...
Friday, July 03, 2009
CT2 = DIE!
OMG... Ok so I just finished the ENTIRE bio tested for CT2 today... The pace was fast for the first few days, in fat many ppl was wondering how I studied so fast haha... It's quite easy actually, since I already understood what it meant last year, all I have to do is just read through. If u don't already understand it, then of course u need a few hours becuz u have to answer all your doubts. Thus, I took like 2 days just to complete viruses + applications A and B since I've never touched it in my life hahaha... And when I looked through the past bio common test papers, OMG so hard...
Totally xianed out... I think I might have reached saturation point already, where I'm unable to mug the entire syllabus in 1 day... Like O level was super stupid as I could mug the whole bio in like 14 hours... Chem took me 9 hours I think... Now for bio I think I'll take about I dunno... 2 days? DIE!! Luckily syllabus ending soon...
Back to organic chem now zzz...
Totally xianed out... I think I might have reached saturation point already, where I'm unable to mug the entire syllabus in 1 day... Like O level was super stupid as I could mug the whole bio in like 14 hours... Chem took me 9 hours I think... Now for bio I think I'll take about I dunno... 2 days? DIE!! Luckily syllabus ending soon...
Back to organic chem now zzz...
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Yay!
Ok.. Today was the National Economics & Financial Management Quiz 2009!! Yay.. So I woke up in the morning having slept only 5 hours.. And then went to sch and mugged a bit more, then went to NUS... GOSH! The testing conditions were so cheatable la, but we didn't cheat of course. Ended up we got into the finals yay! OMG It was sooo exciting becuz like the finalists were like RJ, HC, Dunman High and us!
Haha so we were leading for the first 2 rounds, then got whacked like mad by Dunman who kept throwing all the questions to us.. So ended up was 3rd. But whatever, we won $500 yay! Though all are going to school but whatever la haha, got trophy oso yay! At least we won hwa chong haha...
Haha and my teamates rocks! Su Ann is like so proo at all the econs stuff, and Kai Zong is just proo at everything... Feel so stupid sometimes haha..
Actually this competition made me like econs once again. Bonds, shares, stocks bla bla is actually quite fun.. Shall comteplate taking econs or like business stuff in uni... But then again, sigh... SATs were out... While it is a competitive score, I guess I still won't be able to apply to the school that I want...
Hmmmm... NUS medicine? Or just try and see... Ahhh so demoralising...
And OMG that day we watched transformers OMG SOOOOOO nice lah!! Shia Labeouf =) And megan fox quite pretty oso haha...
Haha so we were leading for the first 2 rounds, then got whacked like mad by Dunman who kept throwing all the questions to us.. So ended up was 3rd. But whatever, we won $500 yay! Though all are going to school but whatever la haha, got trophy oso yay! At least we won hwa chong haha...
Haha and my teamates rocks! Su Ann is like so proo at all the econs stuff, and Kai Zong is just proo at everything... Feel so stupid sometimes haha..Actually this competition made me like econs once again. Bonds, shares, stocks bla bla is actually quite fun.. Shall comteplate taking econs or like business stuff in uni... But then again, sigh... SATs were out... While it is a competitive score, I guess I still won't be able to apply to the school that I want...
Hmmmm... NUS medicine? Or just try and see... Ahhh so demoralising...
And OMG that day we watched transformers OMG SOOOOOO nice lah!! Shia Labeouf =) And megan fox quite pretty oso haha...
Friday, June 19, 2009
OMG!
NEW YORK - "Twilight" star Robert Pattinson was hit by a taxi in New York as he tried to run away from a crowd of hysterical teenage fans, but he was not seriously injured, U.S. media reported.
Flanked by five security guards, the British actor tried to run past a group of teenage girls who had gathered outside the bookstore and cross the street to his trailer when the accident happened.
Like OMG!! When I saw the title I was like SHIT!! Argh stuipd crazy girls...
Anyway, week 3 of hols is like so mugger can... Monday - wednesday, nearly finished chem and maths.. Supposed to finish on thursday but thursday and today I never do work at all haha... Supposed to do kinetics for like 2 days already... Becuz I was like searching for uni stuff... Arghh cannot make up my mind between NUS medicine, or US uni haha... Oh well hope I can make up my mind soon...
I WILL finish chem and maths tmr I don't care!!
Flanked by five security guards, the British actor tried to run past a group of teenage girls who had gathered outside the bookstore and cross the street to his trailer when the accident happened.
Like OMG!! When I saw the title I was like SHIT!! Argh stuipd crazy girls...
Anyway, week 3 of hols is like so mugger can... Monday - wednesday, nearly finished chem and maths.. Supposed to finish on thursday but thursday and today I never do work at all haha... Supposed to do kinetics for like 2 days already... Becuz I was like searching for uni stuff... Arghh cannot make up my mind between NUS medicine, or US uni haha... Oh well hope I can make up my mind soon...
I WILL finish chem and maths tmr I don't care!!
Saturday, June 13, 2009
??
Ok. Today all I did was proteins and enzymes ahhh!! took only 2 hours for that shit... Mugged econs quiz stuff for a while... Then go eat eat eat... Shit when I'm bored I eat a lot a lot... Took so many ice-cream, biscuits, lychees...
But considering my schedule, H3 + chalet, I guess it's ok la... Forgivable.
Anyway, today had class outing but couldn't make it sooo sadded...
Anyway, I'm feeling like totally weird la... This feeling sucks. I wish he would stop playing around and act clearly... Oh man... This feeling sucks!!
But considering my schedule, H3 + chalet, I guess it's ok la... Forgivable.
Anyway, today had class outing but couldn't make it sooo sadded...
Anyway, I'm feeling like totally weird la... This feeling sucks. I wish he would stop playing around and act clearly... Oh man... This feeling sucks!!
Thursday, June 11, 2009
JTS + New Emotions
So the past like 2 days I think was JTS haha... Quite fun, but so many J1s left it was just a J2 thing after that at night... Felt a bit weird at certain times but who cares...
Yiyong saw a shooting star while we were all at the beach so we all made a wish. Xian... After the wish I was so sadded... I made the same wish again when we were blowing bubbles, and blowing the candles of the cake. No one except bitch friend 1 and bitch friend 2 will ever know what wish I made hahaha Sadded...
Sadded.
O and sean told us such an interesting story OMG soooo funny!!! We laughed until the neiboughing chalets all looked at us weirdly...
And I didn't sleep for like nearly 2 days, and so I slept from like yesterday 4pm to like this morning 11am... My mother woke me up to eat dinner but I didn't want to and returned to sleep.
Now chionging AQ + GP compo for tuition haha...
Yet to start on any H2 stuff... Week 1 was completely mugging for H3 + play to the max... Week 2 is JTS, hangover, urban hike and study 1 day maybe on sunday... Tmr got 4B outing again yay! But I might not go becuz I hate kboxing... Going for dinner only I guess...
And so... Now with new emotions that I have to deal, I have to put them into a box, stuff them into the closet and when I'm feeling ready, open it and deal with it... When I have time... Oh wells, yay.
Yiyong saw a shooting star while we were all at the beach so we all made a wish. Xian... After the wish I was so sadded... I made the same wish again when we were blowing bubbles, and blowing the candles of the cake. No one except bitch friend 1 and bitch friend 2 will ever know what wish I made hahaha Sadded...
Sadded.
O and sean told us such an interesting story OMG soooo funny!!! We laughed until the neiboughing chalets all looked at us weirdly...
And I didn't sleep for like nearly 2 days, and so I slept from like yesterday 4pm to like this morning 11am... My mother woke me up to eat dinner but I didn't want to and returned to sleep.
Now chionging AQ + GP compo for tuition haha...
Yet to start on any H2 stuff... Week 1 was completely mugging for H3 + play to the max... Week 2 is JTS, hangover, urban hike and study 1 day maybe on sunday... Tmr got 4B outing again yay! But I might not go becuz I hate kboxing... Going for dinner only I guess...
And so... Now with new emotions that I have to deal, I have to put them into a box, stuff them into the closet and when I'm feeling ready, open it and deal with it... When I have time... Oh wells, yay.
Saturday, June 06, 2009
Yay
Yay! Ok so today marks a new day in my life.
H3 is like soooo over yesterday even though I officially screwed up an exam. I'm serious about this, I think at the most I get a merit or due to an unforeseen circumstance, a low distinction.
Anyway, then yea. Took SAT today again to hope to improve my score and I was sooo dam pissed with some china girls in my lecture theatre. They cheated to the max la, like this bitch in front of me was doing section 1 when we were supposed to be doing section 4. Section 1 is the essay so like she was still writing stuff... Stupid bitch... Anyway I need not be angry anyway, becuz they won't even hit 1800, so what's the point? Cheat all u want bitches...
And today I finished watching Love of Siam.. OMG It's soooo good la... Like can cry and cry and cry... I think I shall watch it when I feel depressed... OMG U know the guy in the show Mew was sooo romantic, he sang like a love song for his love... It was soooooooooo romantic.. Sighs...
That makes him my fourth favourite actor yay!!
1. Shia Labeouf
2. Lucas Grabeel
3. Robert Pattinson
4. Witwisit Hirunwongkul
ZOMG!!! Ahhhh I can't stand it...
As u can see he's my blog background now, since he's super cute I'm sure everyone would wanna come cuz they can see him haha Yay!!
H3 is like soooo over yesterday even though I officially screwed up an exam. I'm serious about this, I think at the most I get a merit or due to an unforeseen circumstance, a low distinction.
Anyway, then yea. Took SAT today again to hope to improve my score and I was sooo dam pissed with some china girls in my lecture theatre. They cheated to the max la, like this bitch in front of me was doing section 1 when we were supposed to be doing section 4. Section 1 is the essay so like she was still writing stuff... Stupid bitch... Anyway I need not be angry anyway, becuz they won't even hit 1800, so what's the point? Cheat all u want bitches...
And today I finished watching Love of Siam.. OMG It's soooo good la... Like can cry and cry and cry... I think I shall watch it when I feel depressed... OMG U know the guy in the show Mew was sooo romantic, he sang like a love song for his love... It was soooooooooo romantic.. Sighs...
That makes him my fourth favourite actor yay!!
1. Shia Labeouf
2. Lucas Grabeel
3. Robert Pattinson
4. Witwisit Hirunwongkul
ZOMG!!! Ahhhh I can't stand it...
As u can see he's my blog background now, since he's super cute I'm sure everyone would wanna come cuz they can see him haha Yay!!
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Sigh..
As u can see, I've not been blogging for quite a long while. The no. of posts per week is inversely proportional to the amount of free time I have.
Week 7: SYF Week- Practice almost everyday
Week 8: Strings Concert - Practice everyday
Week 9: Band Concert - Practice everday
As u can see, as a result I never touch academics AT ALL for 3-4 weeks...
Lectures for math are completely waste of time becuz I dunno the foundation so I've been skipping all... Tutorials for chem, bio , math are completely waste of time and I read the notes during tutorials. The past 3 weeks have been just purely music. Strings and band.
Strings was fun! Playing in an orchestra is like sooo fun... Even though I only went for like 4-5 practices and put up a performance, I think it was great! Met some nice ppl there too.
Band once again was fun too. But somehow after yesterday's concert, the mood was quite emo/sad/happy? Like just kinda weird. Like our expiry date is up...
Then went Daniel's house for sleepover, OMG his house is soooo big! But my dream house is still a condo. I shall get one next time haha! And we watched White Chicks and Bride Wars and then sleep and bitch and bitch haha... Yay so fun...
But lately so many things have been happening la... Like totally no time to do any work at all. Now Econs is like my most up to date subject... How sick is that?!?
And SAT's are out. 2000. Haiz... Nothing much to say since I didn't prepare for it at all. I took it in week 7 and as you can see that's in the midst of SYF madness! So yup.
Hoping for 2150+ this time round...
So things to chiong like really chiong...
1) H3 Chem
2) SAT
3) NEFMQ
4) NAPFA
Haha how sick is that.. Chiong NAPFA... But all I need is 2 more pull-ups, 10 more cm for standing broad jump, and 10 seconds off 2.4km. Then I need not waste 2 months of my time becoming stupidier in army.
And I'm deciding whether to pon school tmr to do H3 chem... But then I wanna watch soccer boys... Becuz I never watch at all this year haiz...
So I'm just gonna live tmr out, go home and organise my life... And organise how I'm gonna spend the next 2 weeks chionging the above 3 items first... H3, SAT and NEFMQ... After that, there's like PSC psychometric test, and chiong NEFMQ and H2 subjects...
And gosh... I think I'll just like screw up CT2... I'm like quite serious... At least I won't be top few... Considering I haven't been studying for the past 4 weeks while most ppl are done with their sports events in like april, and a lot of CCAs all step down le...
Haha but who cares, prelims is the one that matters...
So Garrett! Concentrate!
H3 Chem Distinction!!!
SAT 2150+
NEFMQ Final Round!!!
NAPFA Silver!!!
And OMG Band is like almost over le... Left JTS, maybe and only MAYBE Urban Hike, then that's it. Investiture somewhere in July? And OMG that's it already... Xian... Miss everyone from VJCSB and hope we won't drift like apart since there's no more official practice anymore. Hope ppl will still come back to study and mug together...
Oh wells... This is like sooo depressing...
Week 7: SYF Week- Practice almost everyday
Week 8: Strings Concert - Practice everyday
Week 9: Band Concert - Practice everday
As u can see, as a result I never touch academics AT ALL for 3-4 weeks...
Lectures for math are completely waste of time becuz I dunno the foundation so I've been skipping all... Tutorials for chem, bio , math are completely waste of time and I read the notes during tutorials. The past 3 weeks have been just purely music. Strings and band.
Strings was fun! Playing in an orchestra is like sooo fun... Even though I only went for like 4-5 practices and put up a performance, I think it was great! Met some nice ppl there too.
Band once again was fun too. But somehow after yesterday's concert, the mood was quite emo/sad/happy? Like just kinda weird. Like our expiry date is up...
Then went Daniel's house for sleepover, OMG his house is soooo big! But my dream house is still a condo. I shall get one next time haha! And we watched White Chicks and Bride Wars and then sleep and bitch and bitch haha... Yay so fun...
But lately so many things have been happening la... Like totally no time to do any work at all. Now Econs is like my most up to date subject... How sick is that?!?
And SAT's are out. 2000. Haiz... Nothing much to say since I didn't prepare for it at all. I took it in week 7 and as you can see that's in the midst of SYF madness! So yup.
Hoping for 2150+ this time round...
So things to chiong like really chiong...
1) H3 Chem
2) SAT
3) NEFMQ
4) NAPFA
Haha how sick is that.. Chiong NAPFA... But all I need is 2 more pull-ups, 10 more cm for standing broad jump, and 10 seconds off 2.4km. Then I need not waste 2 months of my time becoming stupidier in army.
And I'm deciding whether to pon school tmr to do H3 chem... But then I wanna watch soccer boys... Becuz I never watch at all this year haiz...
So I'm just gonna live tmr out, go home and organise my life... And organise how I'm gonna spend the next 2 weeks chionging the above 3 items first... H3, SAT and NEFMQ... After that, there's like PSC psychometric test, and chiong NEFMQ and H2 subjects...
And gosh... I think I'll just like screw up CT2... I'm like quite serious... At least I won't be top few... Considering I haven't been studying for the past 4 weeks while most ppl are done with their sports events in like april, and a lot of CCAs all step down le...
Haha but who cares, prelims is the one that matters...
So Garrett! Concentrate!
H3 Chem Distinction!!!
SAT 2150+
NEFMQ Final Round!!!
NAPFA Silver!!!
And OMG Band is like almost over le... Left JTS, maybe and only MAYBE Urban Hike, then that's it. Investiture somewhere in July? And OMG that's it already... Xian... Miss everyone from VJCSB and hope we won't drift like apart since there's no more official practice anymore. Hope ppl will still come back to study and mug together...
Oh wells... This is like sooo depressing...
Thursday, May 07, 2009
SYF!!!
Gold. Au. Density 19 times of water. Pure Gold. Yay!!!
So yea, the mood was a bit weird and OMG I think I like crushed Daniel's hands hahahaha...
It was like..
Bla bla bla silver... Ok, expected.
SAJC .. Gold.... OMG? WDF? Turned around and saw ppl crying...
VJC... ( Squeeze Daniel's hands like mad!!) Gold...
Oh... Um... Ok...
Yea, and some were crying, some were tearing, I was tearing... But I dunno y either... My last 2 syfs, even though we got gold, it was a happy one. This year, a Gold is just so common... But still, JC band standards are so high that Gold is great already!
And so comes lectures from Dr Goh, Gabriel, Mr Wong, Gillian... Haha saying the same things over and over... But I disagreed though. I felt that our emotions are ours. If we wanna cry or feel sad, that's our own problem. Our own expectations. But of course, we shouldn't blame ourselves. If not, I'll be blaming myself for the last 4 bars screw up percussion solo of overture, the missing of 2 counts in windscapes even though I missed it in the morning practice and hidhir warned me about it. The super digusting timpani solo roll at like the end of windscapes...
The list is endless. But like who cares? At least we did our best. And with only 1 proper full band a week even the month b4 SYF, I should say that our band did well. Most importantly, I had fun!
Ok, then we went to eat at sakae sushi yum! But I only took like 10 plates... Epic failure.. Compared to Dewei who always eat like 19? Then we went walk walk walk abit ha ha and me and hidhir played dressing up ECs hahaha.. It's SOOOOO FUN!!! My outfit for T is like soooo freaking hot la...
And here I am planning my life now... Things to juggle...
1) H3 lab report
2) H3 mugging
3) SAT
4) Econs competition
5) Strings concert
6) Band concert
Ugh... Super irritating ok... Not to mention normal H2 workload... Oh wells... Time to go organic chemistrying... Byes..
So yea, the mood was a bit weird and OMG I think I like crushed Daniel's hands hahahaha...
It was like..
Bla bla bla silver... Ok, expected.
SAJC .. Gold.... OMG? WDF? Turned around and saw ppl crying...
VJC... ( Squeeze Daniel's hands like mad!!) Gold...
Oh... Um... Ok...
Yea, and some were crying, some were tearing, I was tearing... But I dunno y either... My last 2 syfs, even though we got gold, it was a happy one. This year, a Gold is just so common... But still, JC band standards are so high that Gold is great already!
And so comes lectures from Dr Goh, Gabriel, Mr Wong, Gillian... Haha saying the same things over and over... But I disagreed though. I felt that our emotions are ours. If we wanna cry or feel sad, that's our own problem. Our own expectations. But of course, we shouldn't blame ourselves. If not, I'll be blaming myself for the last 4 bars screw up percussion solo of overture, the missing of 2 counts in windscapes even though I missed it in the morning practice and hidhir warned me about it. The super digusting timpani solo roll at like the end of windscapes...
The list is endless. But like who cares? At least we did our best. And with only 1 proper full band a week even the month b4 SYF, I should say that our band did well. Most importantly, I had fun!
Ok, then we went to eat at sakae sushi yum! But I only took like 10 plates... Epic failure.. Compared to Dewei who always eat like 19? Then we went walk walk walk abit ha ha and me and hidhir played dressing up ECs hahaha.. It's SOOOOO FUN!!! My outfit for T is like soooo freaking hot la...
And here I am planning my life now... Things to juggle...
1) H3 lab report
2) H3 mugging
3) SAT
4) Econs competition
5) Strings concert
6) Band concert
Ugh... Super irritating ok... Not to mention normal H2 workload... Oh wells... Time to go organic chemistrying... Byes..
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Last few moments in band...
SYF's tmr, and it's like my final ever SYF... Looking back there are like so many regrets in life, but like too bad, life has to move on... Tmr, I wonder what will happen. How I will play, how my section will play, or how the band will play. I wonder what the results will be. 15 hours more till the results... This would determine the band's future for the next 2 years maybe? Band funding and support from the school, band morale and most importantly, ownership of the band room...
Haiz... O well, I hope all of us will play our best yay!!
Anyway, gossip girl and desperate housewives are just improving exponentially... Furthermore with me being a bit emo these few weeks, I cried during this particular scene... Where Gabrielle's daughter tried to wear make up as her friends called her as adopted, saying that she's too ugly to be Gabrielle's daughter... In the end, Gabrielle mentioned that it's the inner beauty that matters, I know it's super cliche, but the way she said it is super emo la... Sighs... Ok, I know this is sooo not the time to talk about this but yea...
Oh but gossip girl was a blast!!! OMG!! Super scandalous and everything!!! That's what I looooove about chick lit and films, u can just immerse yourself in this perfect world for 40 minutes, after which it's back to reality... Into the world full of problems and troubles and more problems... " Tell Jesus the bitch is back." OMG This is like soooooo funny!!! Can't like totallllyyy wait for the next episode...
Ok, g2g sleep. It's SYF tmr and I'm sooo excited!!! Yea!!
Haiz... O well, I hope all of us will play our best yay!!
Anyway, gossip girl and desperate housewives are just improving exponentially... Furthermore with me being a bit emo these few weeks, I cried during this particular scene... Where Gabrielle's daughter tried to wear make up as her friends called her as adopted, saying that she's too ugly to be Gabrielle's daughter... In the end, Gabrielle mentioned that it's the inner beauty that matters, I know it's super cliche, but the way she said it is super emo la... Sighs... Ok, I know this is sooo not the time to talk about this but yea...
Oh but gossip girl was a blast!!! OMG!! Super scandalous and everything!!! That's what I looooove about chick lit and films, u can just immerse yourself in this perfect world for 40 minutes, after which it's back to reality... Into the world full of problems and troubles and more problems... " Tell Jesus the bitch is back." OMG This is like soooooo funny!!! Can't like totallllyyy wait for the next episode...
Ok, g2g sleep. It's SYF tmr and I'm sooo excited!!! Yea!!
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
ZOMG!
Like OMG! Gossip Girl and Desperate Housewives are back!! Ponned sch today becuz I have MC haha... Got red eye... Anyway, I had this special eyemo for my red eye, and I think it got washed out with tears when I watched desperate housewives, so touching.. Haiz... Makes me think about what I wanna do with my life, and how to live it to the fullest. Sighs...
Sunday, April 19, 2009
SYF
Lalala... SYF is coming sooo near... We had this band exchange at HCJC with like 9 other JCs, and wow, ok we're not that bad... But we're not that good either.. And I guess I sort of woke up already... I have fully accepted our choice piece now, yay! I know it's too late, but well at least I did... What made me accept the piece is that for 2007 SYF, 3 JCs played songs which were 6mins+, ACJC, CJC with Feste Romance and NYJC with sonfonia sth.. Well ACJC got Gold With Honours didn't they? Well the other 2 got Gold, but yea... Gold is sorta the norm for JC bands which is quite sad anyway...
But well, the exchange was super nostalgic... First, was Star Wars and immediately I remembered Majestia last year... I think it was quite funny becuz we really know the song well, so every mistake the percussionists made we sorta knew, especially the tom solo becuz we kept playing that part over and over becuz it was sooo nice hahaha...
Then TPJC played Machu Picchu... Immediately I remembered New York!!! And Thomas said that part of the song was for NSSN skit, yea.... So our band life was sorta summarised by the exchange. And then we were the last band... I don't think we played up to people's expectations of us though. I mean we were the only GWH band there, but we didn't play the best.
Well, from now on I guess we have to work harder... Percussion still can improve certain parts, like timpani and bass drum crotchets at bar 126, percussion soli at last 4 bars of overture, snare drum tone in overture(hopefully matthew's snare would sound nicer), plus a bit more balance.
Ok, have to work harder. Last SYF ever and ever!
And then back to alumni, I've not been to marist ever I think, this year. ZOMG I feel soooo guilty la... Like if I don't go back this year, the next time I go back I'll only know 25% of them... Xian... At least I know 50% of them now, and alumni practice... I heard our Hym to the sun, time to take back the knights, WOW! I think I missed those practices.... I really hope we play for some sort of competition this year, if not a concert with hard pieces... It's been ages since I've played proper pieces such as Machu Picchu, Hymn, after coming to VJCSB, which mainly plays entertaining pieces only, but not really proper band songs... Thus I hope I can play more proper songs in alumni and improve my playing...
O ya, ZOMG My timpani SUCKS during the exchange OMG! I was sooo embarrassed I couldn't even roll like evenly! Like wdf la... Oh wells...
Practice practice practice...
But well, the exchange was super nostalgic... First, was Star Wars and immediately I remembered Majestia last year... I think it was quite funny becuz we really know the song well, so every mistake the percussionists made we sorta knew, especially the tom solo becuz we kept playing that part over and over becuz it was sooo nice hahaha...
Then TPJC played Machu Picchu... Immediately I remembered New York!!! And Thomas said that part of the song was for NSSN skit, yea.... So our band life was sorta summarised by the exchange. And then we were the last band... I don't think we played up to people's expectations of us though. I mean we were the only GWH band there, but we didn't play the best.
Well, from now on I guess we have to work harder... Percussion still can improve certain parts, like timpani and bass drum crotchets at bar 126, percussion soli at last 4 bars of overture, snare drum tone in overture(hopefully matthew's snare would sound nicer), plus a bit more balance.
Ok, have to work harder. Last SYF ever and ever!
And then back to alumni, I've not been to marist ever I think, this year. ZOMG I feel soooo guilty la... Like if I don't go back this year, the next time I go back I'll only know 25% of them... Xian... At least I know 50% of them now, and alumni practice... I heard our Hym to the sun, time to take back the knights, WOW! I think I missed those practices.... I really hope we play for some sort of competition this year, if not a concert with hard pieces... It's been ages since I've played proper pieces such as Machu Picchu, Hymn, after coming to VJCSB, which mainly plays entertaining pieces only, but not really proper band songs... Thus I hope I can play more proper songs in alumni and improve my playing...
O ya, ZOMG My timpani SUCKS during the exchange OMG! I was sooo embarrassed I couldn't even roll like evenly! Like wdf la... Oh wells...
Practice practice practice...
Friday, April 10, 2009
Busy
OMG Like I've been so busy slacking these few weeks... But who cares hahaha... Like I said it's my last term for fun. Sigh... 3rd week gone soon, 7 weeks left to intense mugging for H3, then play a bit more and then intense mugging for CT2...
MSSB Sounds great! Ur batch is definitely better than my batch I feel, haha so proud of them... And when I hear the percussion parts I just feel sooo nostalgic... Sigh... Though I didn't really like MSSB last time, it is still part of me after all...
And yay. I have a new EC now yay =) Ok... But the thing I am going to make very very clear is that ECs are purely for smiley and yay and mood lifting reasons. It's like, sigh... sigh... O look! T Y K D Yay!!! =) =) =)
And a crush ---> like is totally different.They may or may not be as cute as ECs, but u just want to be with them. Yea... So yup...
Now the tricky part is juggling ECs with crushes/likes... On one hand, one might seem like a slut. But if the crush/like is a slut too then yay. If not, the crush/like has to understand? Lol.. I dunno...
In summary, ECs are like dessert- ice-cream, jelly, fruits. U eat it for pleasure. Crushes/likes are the main crouse that will keep u full hopefully forever.
Yupz...
Yea, hmmm... But I'm shorter...
Lol. Ok no questions allowed =)
MSSB Sounds great! Ur batch is definitely better than my batch I feel, haha so proud of them... And when I hear the percussion parts I just feel sooo nostalgic... Sigh... Though I didn't really like MSSB last time, it is still part of me after all...
And yay. I have a new EC now yay =) Ok... But the thing I am going to make very very clear is that ECs are purely for smiley and yay and mood lifting reasons. It's like, sigh... sigh... O look! T Y K D Yay!!! =) =) =)
And a crush ---> like is totally different.They may or may not be as cute as ECs, but u just want to be with them. Yea... So yup...
Now the tricky part is juggling ECs with crushes/likes... On one hand, one might seem like a slut. But if the crush/like is a slut too then yay. If not, the crush/like has to understand? Lol.. I dunno...
In summary, ECs are like dessert- ice-cream, jelly, fruits. U eat it for pleasure. Crushes/likes are the main crouse that will keep u full hopefully forever.
Yupz...
Yea, hmmm... But I'm shorter...
Lol. Ok no questions allowed =)
Friday, April 03, 2009
Sick...
Today's the first time this year that I'm sick... So yea, didn't go school... Hope morning assembly went ok, becuz Ingmar called me at like 7:38am to ask me where all the J2s were!! Omg, I was so scared la... But too tired to care haha...
Yea, I hope pw wasn't given out today if not I would have missed the entire process, yups. And OMG I'm like super super sick la... I think I might not go band tmr... I used up like dunno how many packets of tissue paper already... On thursday I like used up my entire supply, and used jacq's tissues too... I think depression is catching up to me haha... I'm like so depressed and sick like omg.. I feel like just dying la... going to sleep forever...
I guess I'll move on slowly... Like real slow... I don't feel like doing work anymore... Just feel like sleeping...
Yea, I hope pw wasn't given out today if not I would have missed the entire process, yups. And OMG I'm like super super sick la... I think I might not go band tmr... I used up like dunno how many packets of tissue paper already... On thursday I like used up my entire supply, and used jacq's tissues too... I think depression is catching up to me haha... I'm like so depressed and sick like omg.. I feel like just dying la... going to sleep forever...
I guess I'll move on slowly... Like real slow... I don't feel like doing work anymore... Just feel like sleeping...
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
Totally Depressed...
I'm such a loser haiz... If I'm not wrong, I should have went ahead with 15 february's post... Which is to completely not associate myself with TT at all... Xian... Supposed to use the march hols to emo... But I guess I didn't decide to do that... Now... Haiz... History repeats itself yet again... Exactly 1 year since my last crush ended... And today, it ends...
Expiry Date 1: 30-3-2008
Expiry Date 2: 1-4-2009
Expiry Date 3: ???
I thought crush 1 was a good learning point, a lesson to be learnt. Well, in the end we're still good friends so yay =) But for crush 2, LOL we don't even know each other? Like what the hell la...
Sigh... Only Jun Xiang can understand what I'm feeling... Better talk to him one of these days... Haiz.... Sigh... Oh wells...
This time, the lesson will really really really be learnt. No More TTing... I swear.
Ok.. And my internet is fixed, but not for my room's computer so I'm blogging using the living room's com now...
Anyway, this is bad... Oh no... I don't want to go through what I felt last year again... Painful...
Bye TT. This will be the absolutely last time as long as I live, that I'll say the word TT.
Bye...
Expiry Date 1: 30-3-2008
Expiry Date 2: 1-4-2009
Expiry Date 3: ???
I thought crush 1 was a good learning point, a lesson to be learnt. Well, in the end we're still good friends so yay =) But for crush 2, LOL we don't even know each other? Like what the hell la...
Sigh... Only Jun Xiang can understand what I'm feeling... Better talk to him one of these days... Haiz.... Sigh... Oh wells...
This time, the lesson will really really really be learnt. No More TTing... I swear.
Ok.. And my internet is fixed, but not for my room's computer so I'm blogging using the living room's com now...
Anyway, this is bad... Oh no... I don't want to go through what I felt last year again... Painful...
Bye TT. This will be the absolutely last time as long as I live, that I'll say the word TT.
Bye...
Friday, March 27, 2009
10%
10% of term 2 has passed, and I didn't do much at all haha... Yay... I enjoyed it. But the opporutnity cost is not catching up for maths and econs and shockingly, chem and bio haha... So I guess I'll read at a rate where I'll understand, but still slack... Ahh whatever...
I think I'm a good person. That's y I'm having good karma these few days hahahaha ZOMG Thursday is a fun day!
Went to watch music fest and saw a few bands perform, quite cool. Then took this GP thing, and ZOMG it was sooo boring, if not for like people, I would have just died...
Lalala...
I think I'm a good person. That's y I'm having good karma these few days hahahaha ZOMG Thursday is a fun day!
Went to watch music fest and saw a few bands perform, quite cool. Then took this GP thing, and ZOMG it was sooo boring, if not for like people, I would have just died...
Lalala...
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Ugh...
Ok, monday are PE days... Which means sweat + headache ugh... As usual, I had headache after PE and had to cab home as usual... But at least PE was quite fun, we played soccer, for me it's like the first time la hahaha... That's y I like PE in vj, becuz u can play with girls, who are not so rough like those guys in marist... Get the ball they straight away take away from u... Boring...
So yea, our pe teacher was this J5 guy haha, quite cool...
Been mugging for the econs quiz this thursday, ugh... This ought to be good. As in I better get selected, if not mugging all these finance and econs stuff are going to cost me the opportunity cost of going out!
And with regard to my msn nick, I'm not sighing anymore ok? Haha so yea u can stop asking... Anyway, tmr I have to go for this weird gp thingy... At first I was quite pissed becuz it was like me only, and I had to waste 1.5hrs!!! but then Ingmar told me that it's good to be selected, haha so yea... Yay =)
And OMG Desperate housewives came out, and it's soooo damm good luhz... And Gossip Girl is coming out tmr!!! Yikes!!! Can't wait....
And I got a B for bio haha yay? Hmm... Ok yay... A for chem woots!!!
Now, time to enjoy term 2! Priority for term 2...
1) H3 Chem
2) SAT
3) Band
4) GP
I swear I need to organise all my stuff... Shall do it this friday... If I go out then sunday... Haha.... There are still like all my common test stuff all over my table, I can't stand being soooo unorganised but there's no time, ugh!!
And ZOMG it's soo late already I better go sleep =) Bye!
So yea, our pe teacher was this J5 guy haha, quite cool...
Been mugging for the econs quiz this thursday, ugh... This ought to be good. As in I better get selected, if not mugging all these finance and econs stuff are going to cost me the opportunity cost of going out!
And with regard to my msn nick, I'm not sighing anymore ok? Haha so yea u can stop asking... Anyway, tmr I have to go for this weird gp thingy... At first I was quite pissed becuz it was like me only, and I had to waste 1.5hrs!!! but then Ingmar told me that it's good to be selected, haha so yea... Yay =)
And OMG Desperate housewives came out, and it's soooo damm good luhz... And Gossip Girl is coming out tmr!!! Yikes!!! Can't wait....
And I got a B for bio haha yay? Hmm... Ok yay... A for chem woots!!!
Now, time to enjoy term 2! Priority for term 2...
1) H3 Chem
2) SAT
3) Band
4) GP
I swear I need to organise all my stuff... Shall do it this friday... If I go out then sunday... Haha.... There are still like all my common test stuff all over my table, I can't stand being soooo unorganised but there's no time, ugh!!
And ZOMG it's soo late already I better go sleep =) Bye!
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Finally
Omg, I have soo much things to say la... First, holidays are ending, while it's all just band, at least it was interesting. Today made me think and reflect on myself, and I feel quite guilty in many aspects. But still, we are all humans and to err is human... So yup, learn from it and move on...
And secondly, STJ was sooo fun!!! Whoo hoo!!! This is my favourite picture!! Jumpshot!!!
Emoing...
Taeco Guys!!! Minus weijian who is prolly with someone... And sean who's bathing...
Batch!!
Half of Tae!!
OMG, I learnt what a waterbreak is haha, and I now know that it is man made haha...
Ok, it was fun, but quite weird... And sad a bit too...
And secondly, STJ was sooo fun!!! Whoo hoo!!! This is my favourite picture!! Jumpshot!!!
Emoing...
Taeco Guys!!! Minus weijian who is prolly with someone... And sean who's bathing...
Batch!!
Half of Tae!!
OMG, I learnt what a waterbreak is haha, and I now know that it is man made haha...Ok, it was fun, but quite weird... And sad a bit too...
Today's band was tense... Very...
And I'm going to agree with Sean... Let everything flow naturally...
Anyway, I went to eat with Daniel, Gillian, Oswin, Gabriel and Sean... Haha they just want me to mention them on my blog... And ZOMG, we relieved so many childhood memories... Too embarassing and blackmailable to say whatever we said hahaha...
bye ppl =)
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Holidays
Holidays so far have been band, band and more band... Plus H3.. Haha today is like the first time I woke up at 12pm in a long long time... I think like over 1 month liao... Xianed... First it was studying for CTs, then band everyday this holiday...
But there's STJ this thursday woots!!! Can't wait!!!
AND OMG!!! Gossip Girl is like finally out! After 1 whole long arduous and tiring month of no Gossip Girl, it's out! And it's great! I love it! Desperate housewives too! It's all reaching the climax le... Ahhh!!!!
I love blair, omg she's like soooo pretty and perfect!!!
XOXO
But there's STJ this thursday woots!!! Can't wait!!!
AND OMG!!! Gossip Girl is like finally out! After 1 whole long arduous and tiring month of no Gossip Girl, it's out! And it's great! I love it! Desperate housewives too! It's all reaching the climax le... Ahhh!!!!
I love blair, omg she's like soooo pretty and perfect!!!
XOXO
Friday, March 13, 2009
Xianed...
Haha so xian... This "holidays" will be full of band band band band band band band, H3 H3 H3 H3 H3 and econs econs econs econs econs...
I haven't really been like doing work for H3 since like the start of H3... And now I really have to, I don't really understand a lot a lot of things haiz... And there's no like proper tutorials to make sure u understand...
Band + SYF = Duh... Practice practice practice...
Econs, I don't get macroeconomics as a whole picture, all I understand are little segments here and there but as a whole picture, I don't get it at all...
VOG was fun! We played the march pass which was sooooo cool =) Ok then I sort of got a bit angry at the whole shifting here and there thingy... Haiz... Short tempered me... I dunno y I'm getting more pissy these few days haiz... Sorry ppl for being anal just now...
Anyway, we went about to watch ppl play like watching someone play captain's ball, fush playing bball OMG so scary... Then like watch house cheer. OMG The house cheer are all like better than last years, it looked like they were really from cheerleading. Wow!
Ok then me and suni went to eat at waffles, where we met some person haha...
Then was JTS =) Ok I felt very different, I dunno y. I just felt weird, I dunno y. Ok... Maybe I do, but ya... weird... Ok but it was fun =)
This weekend are full of birthdays haha...
Things to do by this week
- Make a plan of what to do during the holidays. Which includes
1) H3
2) Macroeconomics
3) Band
4) Read notes whose lectures I ponned
5) Go swimming again...
I haven't really been like doing work for H3 since like the start of H3... And now I really have to, I don't really understand a lot a lot of things haiz... And there's no like proper tutorials to make sure u understand...
Band + SYF = Duh... Practice practice practice...
Econs, I don't get macroeconomics as a whole picture, all I understand are little segments here and there but as a whole picture, I don't get it at all...
VOG was fun! We played the march pass which was sooooo cool =) Ok then I sort of got a bit angry at the whole shifting here and there thingy... Haiz... Short tempered me... I dunno y I'm getting more pissy these few days haiz... Sorry ppl for being anal just now...
Anyway, we went about to watch ppl play like watching someone play captain's ball, fush playing bball OMG so scary... Then like watch house cheer. OMG The house cheer are all like better than last years, it looked like they were really from cheerleading. Wow!
Ok then me and suni went to eat at waffles, where we met some person haha...
Then was JTS =) Ok I felt very different, I dunno y. I just felt weird, I dunno y. Ok... Maybe I do, but ya... weird... Ok but it was fun =)
This weekend are full of birthdays haha...
Things to do by this week
- Make a plan of what to do during the holidays. Which includes
1) H3
2) Macroeconomics
3) Band
4) Read notes whose lectures I ponned
5) Go swimming again...
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Gross!
Ugh.. Today was maths, so like duh I didn't study yesterday... I only did like 2 hours worth of maths yesterday, serves me right... I can't even integrate 1/(1+x^2), thus I lost like 8 marks!! And I can't even integrate by substitution, and the dam system of linear equations I can't do!!!
Bloody hell la... This is like the first maths paper I see that I cannot do 19 marks!!! Die la..... I don't think can get A anymore, so I studied chem a lot today... about 6 out of the 8 hours available today is spent on chem... I better get A for bio and chem, since econs confirm cannot get one... And maths has a very high chance of getting B or C... Haiz...
And to think I thought maths would be a good paper becuz I saw TT and YY at the same time today... Damit... Got this idiot blocking my view anyway... Haiz... Oh wellz....
My aim for CT1, AABC... Fhuck GP who cares... Can get E for all I care, why heck my essay was on gay sex!
Bloody hell la... This is like the first maths paper I see that I cannot do 19 marks!!! Die la..... I don't think can get A anymore, so I studied chem a lot today... about 6 out of the 8 hours available today is spent on chem... I better get A for bio and chem, since econs confirm cannot get one... And maths has a very high chance of getting B or C... Haiz...
And to think I thought maths would be a good paper becuz I saw TT and YY at the same time today... Damit... Got this idiot blocking my view anyway... Haiz... Oh wellz....
My aim for CT1, AABC... Fhuck GP who cares... Can get E for all I care, why heck my essay was on gay sex!
Saturday, March 07, 2009
Yay
Yay! I'm going to TT again haha... Like who cares, life is for having fun...
Anyway, A level results were out, it was quite bad I think... %distinctions for 3As dropped to like 49 omg... I think we lost to NJC which is like totally retarded...
And I think that my priority now to about july will be GP + H3 chem... For H3, many ppl did not get distinction, somemore these ppl are like AAAA for promos de... So I dont' want H3 to ruin my cert, must chiong H3 during march hols and in term 2... And GP... Everyone knows that VJ's GP department obviously dosen't help much... I mean, what did we learn so far? I dont' remember actually... Our GP %distinction is like comparable to CJC,AJC, so like um.... Yeah u get it...
So I'm chionging GP and H3 yea! Becuz like Collin said, just be the top 80% for bio and u'll get an A haha... So no point chionging 4H2s anyway...
Lalalalala...
Anyway, A level results were out, it was quite bad I think... %distinctions for 3As dropped to like 49 omg... I think we lost to NJC which is like totally retarded...
And I think that my priority now to about july will be GP + H3 chem... For H3, many ppl did not get distinction, somemore these ppl are like AAAA for promos de... So I dont' want H3 to ruin my cert, must chiong H3 during march hols and in term 2... And GP... Everyone knows that VJ's GP department obviously dosen't help much... I mean, what did we learn so far? I dont' remember actually... Our GP %distinction is like comparable to CJC,AJC, so like um.... Yeah u get it...
So I'm chionging GP and H3 yea! Becuz like Collin said, just be the top 80% for bio and u'll get an A haha... So no point chionging 4H2s anyway...
Lalalalala...
Monday, March 02, 2009
Idiot
I'm an idiot, sigh...
I'm quite disappointed in myself, this is like the first test that I'm so uprepared for... I think I won't do as well as I hope to do for CT1... Oh well, luckily it's not like counted or anything... Unless I decide to go US of coz haha...
Hmm, mugging's going on full speed now, not that I'll finish the syllabus on time anyway, there's not enough time!! Argh!! Should have started earlier...
Ok academics aside, band is becoming very SOP now... Practice overture, choice piece, that's it. Not that it's bad, but it's boring... But oh well...
And OMG... Heaven is playing with me... After like giving up TT, I'm seeing like TT even more and more and more, and my frens for some strange reason are like mentioning TT like even more and more and more!!!! Argh!! Y? K? Hmm... I think in the end I want none of them... It's been just futile and energy lost...
Oh well, so yea... So much happened since I last blogged, especially KK haha... But dunno where to start.. Shall try to blog more often. Ok, going to sleep now...
I'm quite disappointed in myself, this is like the first test that I'm so uprepared for... I think I won't do as well as I hope to do for CT1... Oh well, luckily it's not like counted or anything... Unless I decide to go US of coz haha...
Hmm, mugging's going on full speed now, not that I'll finish the syllabus on time anyway, there's not enough time!! Argh!! Should have started earlier...
Ok academics aside, band is becoming very SOP now... Practice overture, choice piece, that's it. Not that it's bad, but it's boring... But oh well...
And OMG... Heaven is playing with me... After like giving up TT, I'm seeing like TT even more and more and more, and my frens for some strange reason are like mentioning TT like even more and more and more!!!! Argh!! Y? K? Hmm... I think in the end I want none of them... It's been just futile and energy lost...
Oh well, so yea... So much happened since I last blogged, especially KK haha... But dunno where to start.. Shall try to blog more often. Ok, going to sleep now...
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Box
As quoted from Bree Hodge from some episode in desperate housewives, " I'll put all my feelings into a box and close the box, and keep it in one corner. When I'm free, I'll take the box out and deal with it."
Yeah... March holidays, I'll deal with it. For now, the box is kept deep within my heart.
Yeah... March holidays, I'll deal with it. For now, the box is kept deep within my heart.
The End
The End... 4 weeks early but no matter... The End...
Important lesson learned. I SWEAR from now on... No more ECs will last for more than 1 month...
Lalala...
THE END.
Important lesson learned. I SWEAR from now on... No more ECs will last for more than 1 month...
Lalala...
THE END.
Friday, February 13, 2009
Hmmm
Hmm... There's this medicine forum in USA, but it's held from 14-23 June... Looking at my calendar it means 3rd and 4th week of june... 1st week of June is already spent mugging for SATs and H3... That means I'll only have 1 week free in June, which I'll probably spend shopping for clothes if I choose to go USA...
That means, CT2 = Good Game... Luckily, I think I should have enough time to mug for prelims...
So, if I go for the USA trip, I'll have to start mugging like immediately after CT1... Which clashes with SYF preparation...
Sigh.. Anyway, it was so sad la... I mean nvm... Haha...
But ya... Should I go for the trip or not huh? If there's any consolation, glen is also going I think.. So at least we can come out with a way to study for CT2 together despite not studying for 1 whole month before CT2 hahaha... Good game la...
Sigh.. Part of me wants to stay in singapore and do medicine, but part of me also wants to go to US and study there, I love their open mindedness and liberalism haha... Of course I won't be able to do med in US... Sigh...
That means, CT2 = Good Game... Luckily, I think I should have enough time to mug for prelims...
So, if I go for the USA trip, I'll have to start mugging like immediately after CT1... Which clashes with SYF preparation...
Sigh.. Anyway, it was so sad la... I mean nvm... Haha...
But ya... Should I go for the trip or not huh? If there's any consolation, glen is also going I think.. So at least we can come out with a way to study for CT2 together despite not studying for 1 whole month before CT2 hahaha... Good game la...
Sigh.. Part of me wants to stay in singapore and do medicine, but part of me also wants to go to US and study there, I love their open mindedness and liberalism haha... Of course I won't be able to do med in US... Sigh...
Sunday, February 08, 2009
Lalala
Lol, I've officially wasted this whole week... Academically, I only did like mitosis and cancer, that's all... So much for mugging chem and maths and term1 work!! I officially suck... I'm a loser!!
Nvm.. Left 4 more weeks to study haha... Shall plan what to do for the next 4 weeks later...
Anyway, I remember saying 1 week ago that I'll give up T-T-T today. But I think not. I don't want this to affect my CTs becuz I'll get all depressed and all that... So I'll give up T-T-T after CT1. I'll use the march holidays to cry and cut my wrist and everything sigh...
Nvm... 4 more weeks to study and enjoy T-T-T while I can.
Nvm.. Left 4 more weeks to study haha... Shall plan what to do for the next 4 weeks later...
Anyway, I remember saying 1 week ago that I'll give up T-T-T today. But I think not. I don't want this to affect my CTs becuz I'll get all depressed and all that... So I'll give up T-T-T after CT1. I'll use the march holidays to cry and cut my wrist and everything sigh...
Nvm... 4 more weeks to study and enjoy T-T-T while I can.
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Lol
Yay, sadly these few days are super unproductive lahz... In school even though I have like 5 free hours, I only spent like 10 mins studying today... And I can't stand 40 year old virgins who think they are so yaya... Ugh gross...
Anyway, I went to see a doctor about my back which Pris infected me with... Apparently, it's a ligament torn or something liddat... So I have like cream and tablets to eat Lol.. And I got MC from PE next monday haha yay! But we're playing baseball, aww which is quite fun... But nvm...
So sad though today, becuz it's the last day of appeal results I think, so like very sad to know that ppl who deserves to get into VJ didn't becuz they don't perform well in a complicated mess known as chinese... Oh well, that's life, and thus it's important to make the most out of whatever u have.. So yup!
And Gossip Girl is finally out! But there's still like 2 hours left till it downloads finish, so meanwhile, XOXO Garrett-San!!
Anyway, I went to see a doctor about my back which Pris infected me with... Apparently, it's a ligament torn or something liddat... So I have like cream and tablets to eat Lol.. And I got MC from PE next monday haha yay! But we're playing baseball, aww which is quite fun... But nvm...
So sad though today, becuz it's the last day of appeal results I think, so like very sad to know that ppl who deserves to get into VJ didn't becuz they don't perform well in a complicated mess known as chinese... Oh well, that's life, and thus it's important to make the most out of whatever u have.. So yup!
And Gossip Girl is finally out! But there's still like 2 hours left till it downloads finish, so meanwhile, XOXO Garrett-San!!
OMG
OMG, I'm like sick!! Must be becuz of PE la zzz the sun was so hot, and I ran like 5 rouns!!! Like omg la.. No wonder I feel so so so sick... I ended up sleeping from 3pm to 11pm.. Just woke up... Watched shows on TV, and gg to sleep soon... So much for studying today....
Somehow I felt orientation wasn't as high as last year's but maybe tmr will be better haha... And lessons are super lame la... I'll just study in band room tmr hahaha...
Ok, and some people are so fierce and scary zzz.. But for what? Everyone should just be happy and nice... Anyway, there's like chem H3 today yay hahaha... Xianed.. Can't find the dam textbook...
Somehow I felt orientation wasn't as high as last year's but maybe tmr will be better haha... And lessons are super lame la... I'll just study in band room tmr hahaha...
Ok, and some people are so fierce and scary zzz.. But for what? Everyone should just be happy and nice... Anyway, there's like chem H3 today yay hahaha... Xianed.. Can't find the dam textbook...
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Sigh..
I'm so excited, next week is like orientation, meaning new 800+ faces!!! I'm so going to pon all the rubbish lessons.... And I'm going to study instead.. If not once orientation over, I seriously no time to study liao...
Things to do next week ( Academics)
1. H2 Chem Syllabus
2. H2 Maths Syllabus
3. Term 1 work ( econs + bio too)
Ok, that's so little becuz I wanna enjoy orientation haha!! I'm gonna go for all the Mass Dances.. Like duh...... Hahahaha... But I decided that next week would be the last week that I would affliate myself with D-D-D-D-D or whatever Suni calls that person. History will NOT repeat itself.
And then there's sea regetta OMG!! But I think there's H3 on that day, ugh so anti-climax... I think me and glen are rushing to suntec after H3 for Mass Dance!!! Woot!!!!!
Yeah! Next week will be fun!! Before I go into full force mugging mode. Sean forced me to, not my fault... When I see ppl mug I'll automatic go mugging.. Which is good though.
Exactly 7 days from now...
End of orientation...
Meaning End of playing until CTs are over...
End of D-D-D-D-D
Meaning mild depression...
And all this is the start of studying hahaha...
Things to do next week ( Academics)
1. H2 Chem Syllabus
2. H2 Maths Syllabus
3. Term 1 work ( econs + bio too)
Ok, that's so little becuz I wanna enjoy orientation haha!! I'm gonna go for all the Mass Dances.. Like duh...... Hahahaha... But I decided that next week would be the last week that I would affliate myself with D-D-D-D-D or whatever Suni calls that person. History will NOT repeat itself.
And then there's sea regetta OMG!! But I think there's H3 on that day, ugh so anti-climax... I think me and glen are rushing to suntec after H3 for Mass Dance!!! Woot!!!!!
Yeah! Next week will be fun!! Before I go into full force mugging mode. Sean forced me to, not my fault... When I see ppl mug I'll automatic go mugging.. Which is good though.
Exactly 7 days from now...
End of orientation...
Meaning End of playing until CTs are over...
End of D-D-D-D-D
Meaning mild depression...
And all this is the start of studying hahaha...
Friday, January 30, 2009
Chinese sucks...
If I were to choose the teacher career path, it would only be unless I get the PSC scholarship, if not no future for me... And then I'll work in MOE for a while, and I WILL push for the dam 2 pts bonus for higher chinese to be removed...
This 2 pts is equal to 4 years of hardwork in ur cca... Just by obtaining a paltry pathetic C6 for higher chinese in a 2 hour exam. It has affected me, but I don't care now since VJC is a great place. But seeing it affect juniors, and others it's just so bloody unfair.
It can make 2 ppl of the same calibre go to JCs of very different standards, ultimately affecting one's future.
It can make a difference between
RJ and VJ...
VJ and TJ...
TJ and MJ????
I was quite shocked actually... But then again expected... Ppl with 7 pts.. 7 pts!!! Who can't come VJ just becuz they don't indulge in a complicated mess of slurred words we call chinese. Instead, they go TJ. Still ok... We also have smart 6 pointers who can't even apply to RJ/HC...
So yup. I'll push for the 2 pts for higher chinese to be removed. Of course, if I choose to go the teacher route...
After today's scholarship talk, I realise that prestige, getting scholarships, is not that important if u dislike ur job... Maybe 5 yrs later u'll be happy becuz ppl would like envy u for getting that S$1 million scholarship to yale/princeton... But maybe 10 yrs later u'll regret it... Not wanting to sit behind a desk everyday formulating government policies...
So for now, NUS Medicine... If I fail, go to a US uni and chill out...
This 2 pts is equal to 4 years of hardwork in ur cca... Just by obtaining a paltry pathetic C6 for higher chinese in a 2 hour exam. It has affected me, but I don't care now since VJC is a great place. But seeing it affect juniors, and others it's just so bloody unfair.
It can make 2 ppl of the same calibre go to JCs of very different standards, ultimately affecting one's future.
It can make a difference between
RJ and VJ...
VJ and TJ...
TJ and MJ????
I was quite shocked actually... But then again expected... Ppl with 7 pts.. 7 pts!!! Who can't come VJ just becuz they don't indulge in a complicated mess of slurred words we call chinese. Instead, they go TJ. Still ok... We also have smart 6 pointers who can't even apply to RJ/HC...
So yup. I'll push for the 2 pts for higher chinese to be removed. Of course, if I choose to go the teacher route...
After today's scholarship talk, I realise that prestige, getting scholarships, is not that important if u dislike ur job... Maybe 5 yrs later u'll be happy becuz ppl would like envy u for getting that S$1 million scholarship to yale/princeton... But maybe 10 yrs later u'll regret it... Not wanting to sit behind a desk everyday formulating government policies...
So for now, NUS Medicine... If I fail, go to a US uni and chill out...
Thursday, January 29, 2009
OMG!
Like OMG! Do u know what I'm doing? I'm like blogging at 3pm on a weekday!!! It's been a long long long time besides the holidays, well, even the holidays that I can do such a thing!! ZOMG!!!
And I slept at 11pm yesterday!! I think I know how le... Don't keep on going out and play in band room... But that's so xian haiz...
But hey it works! It's like 3pm and I'm at home...
Oh well... Tmr's the first lecture for H3, I'm so excited haha...
And I slept at 11pm yesterday!! I think I know how le... Don't keep on going out and play in band room... But that's so xian haiz...
But hey it works! It's like 3pm and I'm at home...
Oh well... Tmr's the first lecture for H3, I'm so excited haha...
Thursday, January 22, 2009
Yay
Haha, today and tmr will be super GPish lah... Today had 2 periods of GP in the morning where we learnt basic grammar.. Teachers in secondary school always seem to assume that we have perfect grammar, like oh pls... Grammar is taught in primary school, where no one freaking listens to the teacher!! Like who cares what a gerund,superlative or article is...
Anyway, had 2 hours of GP tuition at School Of Thought, where I met my long lost friend there haha... My ex-swimming classmate... The teacher's nice, and my class is apparently the 'Better' class since my class slot is only for the 'Better" JCs... HC, VJ, AJ, DH... Intimidates me a bit...
And tmr, we have 2 periods of GP in the morning despite being chinese new year celebrations.. Ugh...
And in the midst of this, I'm mugging vocab liao... My vocab is so darn limited and pathetic... + It helps in GP compre, essays, and SATs... So yea...
Oh well, back to studying vocab....
Anyway, had 2 hours of GP tuition at School Of Thought, where I met my long lost friend there haha... My ex-swimming classmate... The teacher's nice, and my class is apparently the 'Better' class since my class slot is only for the 'Better" JCs... HC, VJ, AJ, DH... Intimidates me a bit...
And tmr, we have 2 periods of GP in the morning despite being chinese new year celebrations.. Ugh...
And in the midst of this, I'm mugging vocab liao... My vocab is so darn limited and pathetic... + It helps in GP compre, essays, and SATs... So yea...
Oh well, back to studying vocab....
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
OMG So much work!!
I think that this year, JC2, the last year of my life in school uniform, will be the most hectic year of my whole school life. But I hope through the intense mugging for A Level, Common Tests, SATs, H3, SYF, and random competitions to boost my pathetic CCA record, I would find this year the most fulfilling year ever...
Sigh... My last year as a proper student... Sigh...
Things to juggle simultaneously
1) My 4H2s.... Maths and Econs are killing me... Chem and Bio rocks!!
2) GP... It sucks xia... hope tuition would help me
3) H3... It looks super hard... Hope it's fun though...
4) SATs... Intense muggin for this from now till april..
5) SYF... My part's easy, difficulty depends on the timpani we're using... Plus I don't think I'm a very good SL, will try to improve...
6) Random competitions... Such as MOF Debate, NEFMQ... Will try to sign up to boost my portfolio... Being in band is great! But it's hard to get achievements individually...
7) WMC with MSHS Alumni? Basically I'm risking A LOT if I go...
And in the midst of all these, decide on my future... Haiz... Should I...
1) Go NUS Medicine and become a doctor?
2) Go US college with teaching scholarship and become a teacher?
3) Go US college with DSTA/A*STAR scholarship and become a researcher?
4) Become an investment banker, chiong $5m+ by 30 and retire?
5) Go US college and major in science, and then see what I wanna do?
Hahaha.... Sigh... Life is so complicated... Oh wells, back to doing work...
Anyway, today was fun, seeing most sec4s again... Today is probably the last time I'll see all of them together in a long long long time... And once orientation is over, I probably can't do these kind of things again for a long long long time...
Oh well...
Sigh... My last year as a proper student... Sigh...
Things to juggle simultaneously
1) My 4H2s.... Maths and Econs are killing me... Chem and Bio rocks!!
2) GP... It sucks xia... hope tuition would help me
3) H3... It looks super hard... Hope it's fun though...
4) SATs... Intense muggin for this from now till april..
5) SYF... My part's easy, difficulty depends on the timpani we're using... Plus I don't think I'm a very good SL, will try to improve...
6) Random competitions... Such as MOF Debate, NEFMQ... Will try to sign up to boost my portfolio... Being in band is great! But it's hard to get achievements individually...
7) WMC with MSHS Alumni? Basically I'm risking A LOT if I go...
And in the midst of all these, decide on my future... Haiz... Should I...
1) Go NUS Medicine and become a doctor?
2) Go US college with teaching scholarship and become a teacher?
3) Go US college with DSTA/A*STAR scholarship and become a researcher?
4) Become an investment banker, chiong $5m+ by 30 and retire?
5) Go US college and major in science, and then see what I wanna do?
Hahaha.... Sigh... Life is so complicated... Oh wells, back to doing work...
Anyway, today was fun, seeing most sec4s again... Today is probably the last time I'll see all of them together in a long long long time... And once orientation is over, I probably can't do these kind of things again for a long long long time...
Oh well...
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Stress?
Hmm, band's becoming more and more like secondary sch band and that's not really a good sign... I hated band to the core back in sec sch, and was quite nice to know JC band isn't liddat... At least last year it wasn't... Sigh......
Anyway, academics is as bad.. Like omg, my class studied during the holidays!! They did homework too!!! Like omg, when Mr Lau went through the chemistry homework, like so many ppl understood... Like OMG... I'm going to start studying soon... I hope, like I never studied yesterday or friday hahaha... Went home after band and slept all the way!!! Slept from like yesterday 6pm to today 9am...
Aim for CT1, B AAAA. Haha, basically, we should keep improving, so I should improve my GP. I already signed up for GP tuition... Hope I can improve GP... Getting a C for english is just so so so weird la, I mean it's my language, how can I get a bloody C... Ah well...
And yay, we got through the econs debate thingy... Now to research on bailout plans!! Hope we win the finals!!
New year coming, have to get my contacts ready and start sourcing for ppl, and reestablish my network again hahaha...
I have decided to take SATs... Becuz my plan is this.. If I don't get into NUS medicine, then I'll just go overseas in US and just chill... I wanna do what Daniel wanna do too! Take a year out after NS to tour the world, like OMG! So fun... I wanna that to be my job too haha...
My dream job:
To travel to different countries all over the world.
Closest possible job:
Geologist,Geographer,Tour guide,Documentary person, Photographer of Documentary person... And of course, become an investment banker, earn about $10 million by 30, and then retire...
Lol... Dream on bitch...
Anyway, academics is as bad.. Like omg, my class studied during the holidays!! They did homework too!!! Like omg, when Mr Lau went through the chemistry homework, like so many ppl understood... Like OMG... I'm going to start studying soon... I hope, like I never studied yesterday or friday hahaha... Went home after band and slept all the way!!! Slept from like yesterday 6pm to today 9am...
Aim for CT1, B AAAA. Haha, basically, we should keep improving, so I should improve my GP. I already signed up for GP tuition... Hope I can improve GP... Getting a C for english is just so so so weird la, I mean it's my language, how can I get a bloody C... Ah well...
And yay, we got through the econs debate thingy... Now to research on bailout plans!! Hope we win the finals!!
New year coming, have to get my contacts ready and start sourcing for ppl, and reestablish my network again hahaha...
I have decided to take SATs... Becuz my plan is this.. If I don't get into NUS medicine, then I'll just go overseas in US and just chill... I wanna do what Daniel wanna do too! Take a year out after NS to tour the world, like OMG! So fun... I wanna that to be my job too haha...
My dream job:
To travel to different countries all over the world.
Closest possible job:
Geologist,Geographer,Tour guide,Documentary person, Photographer of Documentary person... And of course, become an investment banker, earn about $10 million by 30, and then retire...
Lol... Dream on bitch...
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Yay!
Yay.. I always look forward to tuesdays becuz that's when I can watch my favourite shows!! Both shows were great! I guess the month long wait made it even better, can savour it more...
I teared for both shows, especially desperate housewives, omg it's so so touching... So sad and so touching.. Makes me think about my life and life in general... Ahh...
Anyway, tmr got no school.. Like omg, I'm really pissed that this week is so so inefficient la.. Like my chem/bio lecture, I was really looking forward to sitting 2.5hr in the LT5, so fun can? Listening to chem/bio for 2.5 hrs! End up is some rubbish thing la... Xian diaoz...
Ahh... The more I think about my future the more I worry xian...
I teared for both shows, especially desperate housewives, omg it's so so touching... So sad and so touching.. Makes me think about my life and life in general... Ahh...
Anyway, tmr got no school.. Like omg, I'm really pissed that this week is so so inefficient la.. Like my chem/bio lecture, I was really looking forward to sitting 2.5hr in the LT5, so fun can? Listening to chem/bio for 2.5 hrs! End up is some rubbish thing la... Xian diaoz...
Ahh... The more I think about my future the more I worry xian...
Monday, January 12, 2009
Lol
Lol, today was so fun, first day of school yay! There were no lectures though.. So it was mainly bandroom bandroom bandroom. Tmr will be fun! OMG There's like bio and chem lecture like together, so imagine sitting for 2.5 hr at LT5 under the air-con listening to science lectures going on and on and on hahahaha... So cool!!
But today was also the release of O level results... Some ppl did well, some not as well. But whatever it is, these few days is the time to play ur cards well, choosing the right courses and in correct order, and researching for the approriate JCs and courses. I hope u juniors will think carefully and do not be influenced by ur peers!
Apparently I heard MSHS did super badly, becoming Band 6... Lol, my batch pushed from band 5 to band 4, if now really become band 6 that's just really sad... But then again, I think this time round O level is harder, like a lot of ppl didn't really do as well as what I thought they would...
But today was also the release of O level results... Some ppl did well, some not as well. But whatever it is, these few days is the time to play ur cards well, choosing the right courses and in correct order, and researching for the approriate JCs and courses. I hope u juniors will think carefully and do not be influenced by ur peers!
Apparently I heard MSHS did super badly, becoming Band 6... Lol, my batch pushed from band 5 to band 4, if now really become band 6 that's just really sad... But then again, I think this time round O level is harder, like a lot of ppl didn't really do as well as what I thought they would...
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Yay
Yay! A great way to end the holidays, my having my first time bowling!! Yay so fun, I bowled for the first time ever! Unless u count those bowling at the arcade, the 5 meter one... Anyway, my first time I got 58 and my second time got 78 haha!! OMG I'm like so proud of myself!!
And then there was this biatch... We were like playing cards and sitting in a circle of some ulu ulu spot where no one walks. Then this stupid biatch came over and like stared at us? I said ya? And she never reply... Then she just walk away... Like what a biatch... Then she go bitch to like 2 security guards who came to ask us to leave.. Like wdf? Just tell us la bitch, act listen to mp3, act got class... ZZZ... Ok I'm obviously biased but who cares? This is like my blog hahaha... Gosh...
Anyway, me and rachel got like 238!!!! For the basketball game omg!!! I think I k now how to throw a basketball liao, u have to like throw it up, and not like down...
Yay... So then I went popular to try to find a file for school, but I couldn't, like wdf.. wasted 40 mins... Becuz I stopped at serangoon, realised I had to buy a file, and took mrt to kovan... Ended up going home empty handed... So yea, tmr I'll go sch with an ugly and unglam file... And I can't go see O level results release at marist becuz I got econs meeting... Oh well...
Good Luck to all sec 4s I KNOW taking O level results tmr!! haha... It's like so fun la OMG... I wish I could like take it all over again and live this whole year all over again... There's so much stuff I wanna redo... Like taking chem olympaid instead of bio... ( Chem O awards 100+ gold,silver,bronze medals while Bio O awards like 10+ ? plus the fact that VJ dosen't help it's bio o students), take H3 Science Research ( Becuz it really helps my science knowledge), taking geog instead of econs ( volcanos, earthquakes yeah!) sigh...
But no matter.. These failures and setbacks in my life make me treasure life even more... My testimonial may be like shit, no achievements and stuff, but there's always 2009!!! So yeah!! 2009 woot!!!
And then there was this biatch... We were like playing cards and sitting in a circle of some ulu ulu spot where no one walks. Then this stupid biatch came over and like stared at us? I said ya? And she never reply... Then she just walk away... Like what a biatch... Then she go bitch to like 2 security guards who came to ask us to leave.. Like wdf? Just tell us la bitch, act listen to mp3, act got class... ZZZ... Ok I'm obviously biased but who cares? This is like my blog hahaha... Gosh...
Anyway, me and rachel got like 238!!!! For the basketball game omg!!! I think I k now how to throw a basketball liao, u have to like throw it up, and not like down...
Yay... So then I went popular to try to find a file for school, but I couldn't, like wdf.. wasted 40 mins... Becuz I stopped at serangoon, realised I had to buy a file, and took mrt to kovan... Ended up going home empty handed... So yea, tmr I'll go sch with an ugly and unglam file... And I can't go see O level results release at marist becuz I got econs meeting... Oh well...
Good Luck to all sec 4s I KNOW taking O level results tmr!! haha... It's like so fun la OMG... I wish I could like take it all over again and live this whole year all over again... There's so much stuff I wanna redo... Like taking chem olympaid instead of bio... ( Chem O awards 100+ gold,silver,bronze medals while Bio O awards like 10+ ? plus the fact that VJ dosen't help it's bio o students), take H3 Science Research ( Becuz it really helps my science knowledge), taking geog instead of econs ( volcanos, earthquakes yeah!) sigh...
But no matter.. These failures and setbacks in my life make me treasure life even more... My testimonial may be like shit, no achievements and stuff, but there's always 2009!!! So yeah!! 2009 woot!!!
Friday, January 09, 2009
Yay?
Ok, today is the official last day of the Youth Research Program at IBN... Lol.. I was supposed to be attached for 16 days... But I ponned yesterday I think.. So 15.. It was fun though, working with people who are all Phd ppl, and talking about cheem cheem stuff.. But, boy, does it hurt one's pride when u find out that many many other ppl ur age owned ur ass upside down...
Maybe the consolation is that I don't plan to become a research scientist, so I'm not all that involved with science and stuff.. Maybe the consolation is that I only had 15 days to research, so the stuff that I did was not as good as others who had months, or had H3 programs or other stuff...
What am I talking about? Well, the other ppl attached had to give a presentation together with me la, and boy, they were good, fantastic. Esp this NJ guy who is like Ingmar's friend haha, he talked so so fast, but full of substance and stuff... Ahh!!! I am so owned lahz...
Oh well... At least it's good to know that there are so so so many ppl out there who trashes u in everything... Music, academics, general knowledge, personal skills, and bla bla bla that u will always strive on and improve urself... There are so many areas that I can improve in further and I unfortunately am not doing so.. Well I guess one downfall always leads to u rediscovering urself again. Ok... Enough emoing...
Maybe the consolation is that I don't plan to become a research scientist, so I'm not all that involved with science and stuff.. Maybe the consolation is that I only had 15 days to research, so the stuff that I did was not as good as others who had months, or had H3 programs or other stuff...
What am I talking about? Well, the other ppl attached had to give a presentation together with me la, and boy, they were good, fantastic. Esp this NJ guy who is like Ingmar's friend haha, he talked so so fast, but full of substance and stuff... Ahh!!! I am so owned lahz...
Oh well... At least it's good to know that there are so so so many ppl out there who trashes u in everything... Music, academics, general knowledge, personal skills, and bla bla bla that u will always strive on and improve urself... There are so many areas that I can improve in further and I unfortunately am not doing so.. Well I guess one downfall always leads to u rediscovering urself again. Ok... Enough emoing...
Thursday, January 08, 2009
Yay
Haha today was the first time I went kbox... Anyways I went with 4B.. Um like 1/8th of 4B.. Anyways, it was so funny becuz u all know I can't sing for nuts... Anyway I think I sang
- It's raining men!!!
- I will survive
- Thank you for the music
- My humps
- Lemon Tree
and a few songs from westlife and some weird chinese songs which I sang with the others... OMG so funny la... Becuz it's like all so out of tune and clashing and stuff...
And this sunday I'm going bowling for the first time with percusion peeps hahaha...
Yay!! No work done so far.. I still need to do organic chem haiz!!
- It's raining men!!!
- I will survive
- Thank you for the music
- My humps
- Lemon Tree
and a few songs from westlife and some weird chinese songs which I sang with the others... OMG so funny la... Becuz it's like all so out of tune and clashing and stuff...
And this sunday I'm going bowling for the first time with percusion peeps hahaha...
Yay!! No work done so far.. I still need to do organic chem haiz!!
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
Yay
Ok, attachment at A*Star is ending this friday with a 5 minute presentation.. I just did it in like 10 mins lor hahaha.. Nvm, tmr I shall edit and edit until it's perfect. But I'm known for beautiful background and stuff but they insist on using some fugly template.. Oh wells..
Anyway, I wanted to upload this beautiful picture of antibodies and staining cells... It's super beautiful.. But it's in some weird format so I can't upload it.. Ah well.
Anyway, I heard that SYF piece is *********. Ok, it's just weird la, and I think it's just weird lor, I mean it's so weird to do that, it's just weird la ok?
Ok, I can't wait to go back for band practice this friday! I think I can make it after my presentation and checkout at A*Star.. But I need to go for the econs competition debate preparation thingy I think... I feel dam bad la.. Though I help by doing research and stuff, I never actually see the debate becuz I have the attachment...
Anyway, MOE sent me this letter to ask me to appeal for 13 units. Like wdf? Y don't say earlier got such thing, I would have taken my dream combo of H2 Math, Chem, Bio, Physics, Geog... Maybe can sub physics for music... Or whatever... Anyway I feel that JC is really lame, like y we only take 4 subjects? They should cut down content to about 70% and let us take 6 subjects... And I bet 70% of the content is still more than the British A Levels... Anyway obviously I didn't want to take 13 units... Becuz VJC is weird, they don't even allow triple science... Should have went HC or TJ instead.. Just kidding!!
Ok, it's getting late.. But who cares?
Anyway I did homework while waiting for the cells to proliferate.. I did mitosis and finished it woots!! I am like 3/4 done with reading International Trade... And I know I sound gross, but I'm going to read organic chem tmr... To prepare myself for H3 NTU Chem.. I mean the H3 I'm taking is all all all about organic chem... Apparently TJ already finish teaching their students the WHOLE of organic chem.. So I better read up a bit first... Can't lose to TJ peeps... Like how gross is that? Just kidding haha =)
AND OMG!! I just watched Gossip Girl and Desperate Housewives LIKE OMG!! It's like the bestest bestest la!! The wait was well worth it..
XOXO Pyrosphere =)
Anyway, I wanted to upload this beautiful picture of antibodies and staining cells... It's super beautiful.. But it's in some weird format so I can't upload it.. Ah well.
Anyway, I heard that SYF piece is *********. Ok, it's just weird la, and I think it's just weird lor, I mean it's so weird to do that, it's just weird la ok?
Ok, I can't wait to go back for band practice this friday! I think I can make it after my presentation and checkout at A*Star.. But I need to go for the econs competition debate preparation thingy I think... I feel dam bad la.. Though I help by doing research and stuff, I never actually see the debate becuz I have the attachment...
Anyway, MOE sent me this letter to ask me to appeal for 13 units. Like wdf? Y don't say earlier got such thing, I would have taken my dream combo of H2 Math, Chem, Bio, Physics, Geog... Maybe can sub physics for music... Or whatever... Anyway I feel that JC is really lame, like y we only take 4 subjects? They should cut down content to about 70% and let us take 6 subjects... And I bet 70% of the content is still more than the British A Levels... Anyway obviously I didn't want to take 13 units... Becuz VJC is weird, they don't even allow triple science... Should have went HC or TJ instead.. Just kidding!!
Ok, it's getting late.. But who cares?
Anyway I did homework while waiting for the cells to proliferate.. I did mitosis and finished it woots!! I am like 3/4 done with reading International Trade... And I know I sound gross, but I'm going to read organic chem tmr... To prepare myself for H3 NTU Chem.. I mean the H3 I'm taking is all all all about organic chem... Apparently TJ already finish teaching their students the WHOLE of organic chem.. So I better read up a bit first... Can't lose to TJ peeps... Like how gross is that? Just kidding haha =)
AND OMG!! I just watched Gossip Girl and Desperate Housewives LIKE OMG!! It's like the bestest bestest la!! The wait was well worth it..
XOXO Pyrosphere =)
Sunday, January 04, 2009
One more week!!
Yeah! One more week till school reopens, AHH!! I can't wait!! As in like seriously, can't wait to see my class again... Can't wait to have band again, as well as Maris Alumni this sat!!
I still have 5 more days to A*Star attachment, and I have to do a stupid 5 minute presentation.. I dunno y becuz I'm most probably not going to see them again... But nvm...
I'm so happy, I just like cleaned up my room table and cupboard, so now it's like super super super tidy la can?
My clean and organised study+gaming+everything table!!
My clean and organised cupboard!!
At last, I feel so organised I'm so happy.. Haha if u know me I like to be super super organised.. Now I can rest in peace.. Anyway, after this hols, I still cannot decide what to do in the future haha... Oh well... But it's ok, since this decision will affect at least the next 12 years of my life, I guess it's ok to decide later.
I still have 5 more days to A*Star attachment, and I have to do a stupid 5 minute presentation.. I dunno y becuz I'm most probably not going to see them again... But nvm...
I'm so happy, I just like cleaned up my room table and cupboard, so now it's like super super super tidy la can?
My clean and organised study+gaming+everything table!!
My clean and organised cupboard!!
At last, I feel so organised I'm so happy.. Haha if u know me I like to be super super organised.. Now I can rest in peace.. Anyway, after this hols, I still cannot decide what to do in the future haha... Oh well... But it's ok, since this decision will affect at least the next 12 years of my life, I guess it's ok to decide later.
I did Group II Metal Tutorial woot!!! It's like the only piece of homework I've done, unless u count 4 lessons of GP.. Have no idea which homework to start next becuz all other homework are like exam papers, meaning I have to revise the whole content first b4 doing, if not I feel like some loser if I have to constantly refer back to notes... So I guess I'm not doing anymore homework yay! Stress free, just don't do homework haha...
Things to do by school start
1) New Stationary ( Like duh... Every year I MUST change stationary...)
2) New Notebook ( Like duh... Every year I MUST change notebook...)
3) Read and understand Mitosis Lecture
4) Read and understand International Trade Lecture
5) Borrow Probability + Definite Integrals lecture notes and fill up mine!
Yupz... So I guess all I'm not doing is maths, which is stupid anyway cuz I hate maths...
Friday, January 02, 2009
LOL!
Ok, this is so funny... While I was like surfing blogs and stuff, this stupid mosquito/housefly keep flying around my face... Then I shouted " F*** u la, idiot!"
Then suddenly my mother shouted, " Oi! Sleep already la, don't scold." LOL!! OMG so funny...
Then she came into my room and said that the neighbours can hear, and she tot I was speaking on the phone on sth.. Like pls, how can I use the F word on someone?
Ok, wait a while, I'm trying to kill that mosquito/housefly(The one that dosen't buzz)
( 1 minute later)
Ok, it flew away... Nvm... Goodnight, still got A*Star attachment haiz... Need to do a stupid presentation next Friday Yikes!! I'm only attached for 4 weeks instead of like 8-9 weeks like the other participants, thus my research is quite basic only... Haiz... Cannot embbarress myself in front of the others, especially since they explicitly show that I'm from VJ haiz...
So ya, anyway, the antibodies worked!! Got really really cool pictures of antibodies which are so so beautiful, I'll try to post it here if it's legal haha... But my mentor wants me to do it again becuz some of it got no results, and it's her fault lor... She said maybe it's becuz of the mounting process, WHICH SHE DID...
Ok, have to like do project work OP again in 1 weeks time haha... Haven't started the slides, and my results not out yet, doing on monday and getting results on tuesday haha.. And wednesday is the powerpoint slides deadline haiz... It's like OP all over again.. Just that this time it's done solo...
Then suddenly my mother shouted, " Oi! Sleep already la, don't scold." LOL!! OMG so funny...
Then she came into my room and said that the neighbours can hear, and she tot I was speaking on the phone on sth.. Like pls, how can I use the F word on someone?
Ok, wait a while, I'm trying to kill that mosquito/housefly(The one that dosen't buzz)
( 1 minute later)
Ok, it flew away... Nvm... Goodnight, still got A*Star attachment haiz... Need to do a stupid presentation next Friday Yikes!! I'm only attached for 4 weeks instead of like 8-9 weeks like the other participants, thus my research is quite basic only... Haiz... Cannot embbarress myself in front of the others, especially since they explicitly show that I'm from VJ haiz...
So ya, anyway, the antibodies worked!! Got really really cool pictures of antibodies which are so so beautiful, I'll try to post it here if it's legal haha... But my mentor wants me to do it again becuz some of it got no results, and it's her fault lor... She said maybe it's becuz of the mounting process, WHICH SHE DID...
Ok, have to like do project work OP again in 1 weeks time haha... Haven't started the slides, and my results not out yet, doing on monday and getting results on tuesday haha.. And wednesday is the powerpoint slides deadline haiz... It's like OP all over again.. Just that this time it's done solo...
Thursday, January 01, 2009
New Year 2009!!!
Ok.. So this is my first post in 2009!! I still can't believe it's like 2009 la, need to readjust I gues haha...
2008 was a great year, I learned so much just by going to VJC. This whole year was really great, a new life, a new environment, and a new culture.
2009 will be the year where I have to decide my future, take A Levels, and of course, straighten out my thinking especially about my future. I still really don't know what I wanna do with my life, and I have to think it straight this year!
I hope that this year will be as great as 2008!!
I do not want to think of resolutions, I think that it's a bit LOL since we can't follow them. But of course I know what I wanna do this year. Oh well, yay!
2008 was a great year, I learned so much just by going to VJC. This whole year was really great, a new life, a new environment, and a new culture.
2009 will be the year where I have to decide my future, take A Levels, and of course, straighten out my thinking especially about my future. I still really don't know what I wanna do with my life, and I have to think it straight this year!
I hope that this year will be as great as 2008!!
I do not want to think of resolutions, I think that it's a bit LOL since we can't follow them. But of course I know what I wanna do this year. Oh well, yay!
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