Friday, May 30, 2008

Whew

Ha ha so fun... Yesterday was JTS, and apparently the chalet is at some super ulu ulu place... called Changi Resort Fairy point... Fairy? Lol... I ended up getting lost anyway, and took 2 hrs to reach the place.. Anyway it was fun barbequeing the food. For the first time I learnt how to like barbeque stuff.. Yay...

And I learned.... MAHJONG!! It's so cool to play la, I never thought I would learn how to play, but my teacher is so pro, Kai Keng =) He taught me in like 5 mins only and I won so many games lor.. Pong! Hu! Anyway, we played from like 10pm to 6am... Without sleeping ha ha.... So tiring... I tot come back home can sleep then I forgot got Alumni percussion sectionals!!! Oh well, my playing sux so I better go anyway haha...

Mid-yr exams status:
Maths - Completed ( Yay!)
Others- Untouched

Zzz la... So slow... But for bio olympiad, I finished the whole of ecology and animal behaviour le yay! It's like 100+ pages leh... No joke tsk tsk... And I just realised that I'm not the only bitchy guy, so yay =) My class don't have, but at least band got ha ha...

Bb, have to go and mug.. so sad.... boo hoo hoo... But it's for a good cause, yay =)

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

All over

Everything's all over haha... Double spa, chinese oral, band concert, and the school semester. Yay, now I can finally sit down and relax to.. er... STUDY!! OMG!! Like wdf... 5 months of like chionging and stress and the June Holidays are here to study?? Oh well, that's the sad fact of JC life.. In fact I'm studying maths right now... And bio olympiad oso, so interesting la, I love Bio yay=)

Oh ya, I oso made the Section Leader of VJ percussion yay =) I love teaching and conducting percussion ppl, but too bad, mshs percussionist so bad behaviour so I didn't really look forward towards sectionals in mshs...

So ya, this holiday will be a mugging spree and reading bio stuff, and running a little..

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Bla bla bla

VJ's Band concert is coming soon, in fact this Wednesday! Yay.. I can't wait to play in the Esplanade again, so shiok la.. And all the stress, of homework piling up, lectures piling up will come to an end soon, yay.

Haiz, I can't wait for this week to end, then can start organising my stuff and mugging le. I'm so dead for mid-years la, becuz I want to do a lot of stuff during june holidays.

1) Train 2.4km. My timing is like 12:20 OMG... I hope can reduce to 12:00 or something. Train pull-up oso. Need to improve from 2 to 5. And standing broad jump!! From 2.00 to about 2.25. Of course this is by next year's Napfa.. But this June holidays have to start. what my pe teacher said b4 is correct, starting is hard, but subsequently it would be easier.

2) Read more bio stuff for bio olympiad. I love bio la, but no time to read bio stuff. Nvm, I shall read more this holiday.

3) Train my snare drum. My snare drum rolls and rudiments are like shit... Seeing Matthew play makes me feel so inferior, I hate losing to people, so I shall train snare drum on my drum pad at home.

4) Mug for Mid-years. My aim is to get AAAC, is that impossible? haha AIM. Good to aim high.

5) Practice for alumni band. We are in 2 competitions and this certain song my timpani still cannot make it. Sigh...

So ha ha I only have 1 month to do these things... And there's JTS, 4B bbq, tuition gathering, and probably more outings.. ZZZZZZ

THERE'S NO TIME!!! People said that half the fun in JC life is cramming stuff into ur lives, but I am a person who needs 8 hours of sleep a day. Haiz... Nvm. I'll manage somehow, I always do =)

Friday, May 16, 2008

Yay

OMG I'm so happy. Because he talked to me yay. I tot he hated me, so I guess I was just being paranoid. I hope he really don't hate me. Haiz, I'm super paranoid la... and indecisive too... Tmr's bio spa, yay can't wait for it to be over.

Blah, being a percussionist is boring during full band. I actually have the time to study bio spa like 10 over times...

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Yay

Yay, today's Soccer Girls Finals against SAJC was a win!!! 1-1, but we won the kicking thingy, where they kick the ball after the game is over... Aiya dunno how to say la ha ha ha... It was so tense la when they were kicking the ball, becuz apparently all the balls went in. So happy even though I don't know any of them ha ha ha.

Yesterday's chinese oral was screwed up. Firstly, the teacher was so strict and fierce, and SARCASTIC. I was like " we can teach the elderly to exercise," and she was like " what exercise? basketball?" and I was like no no no... ZOMG I think I will get maximum 18/30. Which is okay for me la...

This friday. I can't wait for this friday, becuz after bio spa is over, I only have to worry about band concert!! I hate worrying about more than 1 thing at a time. Becuz of my OCD, I can only do 1 thing at a time. So once bio spa is over, yay! Just concert left. And then I'm also meeting a friend and I can't wait becuz there's a lot of intersting things we have in common so I guess we can bitch about stuff...

So xian, I wanna go watch those sports games becuz I think they're quite fun to watch. But got band, nvm...

I can't wait for this term to be over! So that I can organise my stuff and be complete hahaha Stupid OCD. Should I be a loser and wait until midnight for the chemistry e-assessment to be posted? I don't think so... Becuz I didn't even study for it haha...

Oh yes, ppl says that he don't hate me or anything. You know what I think? I think he's just lying... When u are pissed with something, you'll just lie because you want to put a stop to the conversation. I'm going to talk to him this saturday. If he dosen't say anything, then forget it, I'll just take it as a learning point. If he does, then I'm stupid...

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Different.. no, just unique

Well, I guess i've been bitching about everything for quite a while. Haiz, I guess it's just becuz of stress I guess. Becuz I feel that I'm so behind in all subjects becuz I'm too lazy to do the tutorials or even revise... And also this week is screwed up. CHEMSPA!! Slap u la, at first my hexacyanoferrate 2 and 3 got blue ppt and green ppt. I was like wdf!! What cation is that?? In the end I redid and still got the same results!! Then I redid again, then I got green and brown, and realised that it's nickel 2+. Haiz, I think I contaminated my salts and ended up with a mixture of copper and nickel... So scary la... Then I accidentally sucked up some solution into the dropper while testing for CO2 gas. Then Sheena told me she saw someone kena marked cross.. Oh no... I hope it's not me.

Tomorrow is Chinese oral, and it's so bloody important If i don't want to take chinese for the first 3 months next year. So I'm going to mug chinese now... And then friday is bio spa!! Once that is over, all that is left is VJ band concert, then I can have some peace finally... Band is stressing me... Econs and maths are stressing me... And some other complicated issue is stressing me...

Well, I know I'm different from some people haha, but I like to think of unique instead of abnormal. I think that's y lately I've been pmsing so much la. Luckily for me this ordeal is about to end next wednesday.

I think my law really works. I just feel so happy and relaxed now when I ignore what people say or think about me. It feels good I guess, after all it's my life and not theirs. I don't care what people think anymore. So from now on, I'm not going to pretend to be someone just to please some people, I'll just be myself and I really don't care anymore. Yay!

Monday, May 12, 2008

Hmmm

Like wdf, today I woke up at 1pm... Tmr I have chem SPA, tuesday I have chinese oral, friday got bio spa... what a fked up week next week is... Furthermore, there's band on like monday, wednesday and thursday. How to study for oral and bio liddat...

And my section leader smsed me telling not to quit. I thought he would be angry or something, but he was nice, telling me he's not forcing me to stay =) I wish people were like that, understanding and nice, and not like so demanding.

My strategy for next week will be not to play bridge or blog next week so I can study... Otherwise I'm dead hahaha...

As for band, I dunno... I feel guilty if I quit, but I oso don't want to see someone... How? If only, only I had listened to my greedy self back in sec 4, I wouldn't be in this deep shit...

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Lol?

Lol? I think i'm the world's most idiotic stupidiest indecisive person. I can't make decisions for nuts! Just when I thought that I was so so so damn sure about quitting band, all of a sudden I got this urge to stay one. I liked MSHS band because I could teach juniors, I guess I really like to teach ppl haha.. Maths tutoring programme, and even my sister... Most probably will become a teacher... But I'm just so xian la... Plus I can't go alumni band because saturdays are like ending at 4, and practices are so long and tiring... Plus the fact that some ppl hates me dosen't add relief to the issue. And also, I LOVE bridge la!! Ever since I learned it in like january i was addicted to it since then. I still play about 2 hours of bridge on the computer quite frequently. If only I learnt that there was such a CCA known as bridge club. Haiz...

Conclusion: I think I'll stay in VJ band. I'll pursue my bridge passion in the igloo with classmates and on the internet. Who cares what people think of me? Anti-social, loser, ugly, whatever... I don't care. Why should I care about what people think about me? As long as I don't lose those few friends( u know who u are hahaha) can liao.

And I have gained enlightenment.

Garrett's Law: Don't care about what people think about you. This will make you happier.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Confused

Hahaha confused is what I am. Dunno why but I think I should keep my mouth shut. Dunno why so strange some certain person is starting to ignore me. Oh well, looks like what Glen said about some certain person is correct.

GPP!! OMG!! I feel that our group is like so behind in project work la... Seeing Aloy's work makes me go damn! The world is so unfair... It's like... An actual written report already la. But my project work group still rocks I guess hahaha.. Just that my group has a super inefficient and lazy group leader... I can't mention his name in case he sees this.. Oh wait, it's me!

And more or less I've decided what to do with the rest of my 1 year in VJ, I'm talking about cca haha. I have thought about it since January up till now. It's time to make a decision. It will be hard I guess, that's why I took like 5 months to decide. And I wonder if I would regret it. Becuz I dunno... I just can't bear to give up some things.. But again, I think everyone hates me. Maybe I'm just paranoid, but I don't care. Cliques are stupid, that's why I don't have any in 08S38, or rather I don't don't talk to other ppl becuz everyone is just very nice. But in some places, I think everyone just hates me la haha. Oh well, such is life...

Life is just like a durian falling from a durian tree. You never know when it will drop. Haha just kidding, was just talking cock...

Monday, May 05, 2008

Hmmmm

Well, now life has become very confusing for me. A lot of decisions to make. Yesterday, VJ band was until 3, zzz like wdf. Then I rushed to alumni band just in time for hymn to the sun... It was very empty though, due to prelims and mid-years. So after that some of us went to eat at macs. And then we saw this Zhen Cheng look alike omg la.... And then we went to coffee bean and played this stupid alphabet game. For example, we start with A, then go in 1 round and everyone must say some word which starts with A... If not u lose then go to the next word. We played for like 2 hours until we reached Z, then the stupid coffee bean ppl offed ALL the lights, zzz. Then I had a very unpleasant bus ride home becuz 2 idiotic jokers kept talking about rubbish which completely irritates me..

And as usual, I only like sundays because I can wake up at 12. Things to do today, econs, pw and chinese.

Saturday, May 03, 2008

ZZZ

ZZZ, today was bio lecture test, and the bloody fcuking test was upon 28!!! OMG I felt like tearing up the paper okay? Y can't they add some random question to make it 30? I had totally no mood to do the paper la... I still remember last year some bio test was upon 32... I had no mood to do the whole thing because I felt like the test wasn't full or whole or complete... Haiz, stupid OCD la haha... And the test so retarded la, study or don't study oso no difference de, all the muggable parts all never tested. Test some stupid weird stuff...

Anyway, for some strange reason my name didn't appear on the BIO spa list, so I think I'm taking both SPAS in week 9. OMG... I just hope that that week only 1 day got band. If not I think I will die le...

Lalala...

Friday, May 02, 2008

Boring...

Today was sick so I missed band. I hope I can go school tmr becuz got bio lecture test... I studied for it so I'm not gonna miss it, if not so wasted la... Nerd or geek or whatever u want call me lor ha ha ha...

I really dunno y I'm so indecisive lah, I mean I always consider the feelings of ppl should I make a decision. For example, last time the piano thingy with Chien Teng, I just had no time to practice, and my standard wasn't really there. But I THOUGHT that if I pulled out, it will affect stuff and so I just didn't lor, until he told me it was all right to pull out. Another time, I was deciding whether to appeal to RJC or remain in VJC after I knew I had 6 points lor. I THOUGHT that if I changed sch, it will be very mafan and that I would be outcasted or sth... A few weeks b4 new york, I wanted to quit band becuz I find band boring. I THOUGHT that if I quit, it will be very hard for the percussion section since everyone already had a part and will be very mafan to learn the part again.

I always get so paranoid. I mean wdf I'm not indispensible. Y do I have to assume that ppl will get inconvenient becuz of my actions? Becuz of this fear, I always end up doing the wrong thing. Sigh... I wish I were more decisive and did not always think of others...

Anyway, I'll probably just do what I want to from now on. I shouldn't really care abt what will happen, if not I won't get anything I want, right? Of course, I'll make sure that I patch things up first, b4 I make my decision. Haha, don't worry this dosen't mean I'll become evil. Just that I will be more decisive.

And you, yes you. Aiya, u probably know who u are la... I dunno whether u still wanna talk to me or not. If u don't want to, or just be strangers with me, I'm fine with it. Just tell me ok? Becuz I really dunno whether u hate me or not. Just make it clear.

Yay. Now let's see... Hmmm... I think 4B is having some barbeque at east coast park in June ha ha. Yay I can't wait to see my friends again, so much to bitch about!! That's about the only event I'm waiting for now yay.