Yay!!

OMG!! This is like the fastest 2.4km I've ever run in my life. 12:19 mins!! I'm so happy, that's like a C lor, I always like get E or fail for 2.4. Now my napfa grades are ABCDEF, nice right? Too bad I don't get a medal, not even one for obtaining all different grades, sigh...

Anyway, today me and Glen went back to Maris Stella becuz everyone in our class like got back their O level cert already, so when we went back, we were told that may then can take. So typical of MSHS right? Oh well, so we just went back home lor, then in the canteen I saw Hwee Chiat, Hwee Young's brother, then I said hi becuz I tot it was Hwee Young, lol so retarded... No wonder he looked so stunned at me.

Blah blah, got 40 more stupid yanyus to study... Dont' give up higher chinese ppl, becuz even if u get like a D7, which is quite easy to get, u don't need to take chinese in JC, which is a complete waste of time. 3.5 freaking hours a week, oh well, but I'm not complaining =)

Project Work is the most ridiculous thing ever!!

Ya la!! Project work is like so totally retarded can? Don't know y we're doing this for... Oh ya, it's to get an A for A levels.. ZZZ Todays first meeting for the Group Project Proposal was super unproductive can? From 2:30 to like 7:30 we typed um 500 words? That's like 100 words an hour and about 1.5 words per minute. Of cuz we never finish it and need to do it on monday. But monday got bio olympiad, yay =) And tuesday got a bloody yanyu test, which FYI, is like 10 words cheng yu lor... And got 50 of them, dah xia!...

Then we went to eat at this cafe at kovan, OMG the service was super lousy la... And I don't know if the food is hygienice or not... Bleh... And then we missed the last mrt so we took a cab back home haha.. Stupid...

Esplanade

So yesterday I played at the Esplanade with Maris Stella Symphonic Band Alumni!!! I miss secondary school life, especially sec 4 life. Haiz, if only I could turn back the clocks. The backstage rocks totally lor, like some hotel suite liddat, and got many many rooms lor... Sry for the pathetic english, I'm just so tired now... I only have 6 hours to sleep... WDF!! I tot of ponning the first 2 periods tmr and go macs to eat with my percussion juniors, but decided not to becuz it would be too mafan to go to VJ at like 9:20 becuz of the security guard.

So yes, it was very fun playing together with the main band and alumni band, and talking to all my juniors again!! Haiz, alumni band is the only band where I don't feel bored. When I was in secondary school, each main band practice was filled with apprehension and tension... And now, boredom... But dunno y I always look forward to alumni band.

Apparently, the school selected me and Collin to play host to taiwan students... Dunno why us, got like no link between me and Collin... I wanna do that lor, so fun... But, alumni band got NBC and WASBE competition during that time... And also my biology olympiad competition ( if I do get in) is also around that time, haiz...

Oh well, there will always be more opporunities to go overseas. I find myself busy now... I dunno how ppl actually cope with JC life hahaz...

So yes, I like little kids... Or shall I rephrase it nicely, juniors. I like talking to juniors, dunno why haha. My hair has dried so I'm going to sleep.

* To Amandus, Kian Shiong and other 4B ppl that were at the concert, I WANT TO SEE U ARGH!!! BUT I CAN'T FIND U ANYWHERE!!! I don't care must organise another 4B outing soon, I miss everyone...

Whee!! PE!!!

Today's PE was so fun... Becuz our class went to the beach and played some games, like soccer and some childish game la haha... 08S38 ppl, u can get the camwhore pics from here http://www.zooomr.com/photos/pyrosphere !!
Some pictures I know everyone wanna see haha =)

Me!! Of course hahaha!! Yay =)

The guys of 08S38 + our PE teacher !

The girls of 08S38 + our PE teacher!

08S38 People!! Yay =)

Some people were cut off... But I posted this becuz I liked my dao face haha..

And then today I went for the biology olympiad thingy. Omg.. The stuff are so hard... Especially microbiology.. Ecology was easy though, a lot of common sense. I'm very determined about this biology olympiad thingy... If I don't make it to Singapore Biology Olympiad I'll be very very sad... International is another thing haha so from now on, don't be surprised if I know a lot of bio stuff becuz I'm gonna read stuff on them haha yay=)

And Mrs Choo said yay just now during chem tutorial, yay=) We should say that more often because it's good for everyone, yay=)

Be optimistic!!

During a CT lesson like a few months ago, there was this story which I found very true. This guy wakes up everyday and tells himself that he can either be optimistic or pessimistic. Even if unfortunate events occur, just your tough luck. Things could be worse. If you choose to be pessimistic, what do u gain? Nothing! Instead, u lose ur confidence, morale and time. But if u choose to be optimistic, what do u gain? Nothing too! But, u don't lose ur confidence, morale and time.

So I guess whatever happens, I still will be optimistic. Things like these happen all the time. Y drown in self pity? Nothing can be changed! So using cost benefit analysis, ( or common sense), we should all be optimistic and don't be sad, because being sad causes a welfare loss as by not being sad and being happy at equilibrium, there would be a gain in welfare since MSB>MSC. Ok, I think I'm just preparing for that stupid econs test next week.

Anyway, one should always be happy and optimistic, yay! =)

Xian

Sigh... I hope I'm not going into depression, maybe just mild bah.. I just feel so lost, don't know what to do about everything. And then the school work is not helping either, and the fact that I hate myself dosen't help too. Sigh... Should I just take everything relaxingly? or do something? Haiz... I think I won't care about some things anymore, it just isn't worth the effort. Some things just drain all of my energy away, and then I don't feel like doing anything anymore, haiz...

Come on la Garrett... What happened to the happy attitude? I guess I dunno... I think what I need is just time now, to sort things out. So like what some ppl say, I think I would just take everything relaxingly from now onwards. If you don't understand, nvm. It's not meant to be anyway, I was just typing out my random thoughts and I've forgotten what I've typed anyway.

Dang u for making me liddat... yes you...

Yay

Yay! I feel so happy, dunno why... Anyway, today after sch I went with the "sisterhood" girls to the tk waffles place, after suni forced me to go... Actually the place is dam nice la, as in the food I mean. I think I'll go there more often haha. And there's a new nice cute couple in our class, haha I think they look cute together. They're even cuter when denying our allegations.

And to think I ponned science research to rush home and do project work, ended up going to eat waffles. Oh well... Anyway I just did my PI for project work and I'm so dam proud of it. Now all I have to do is study 75 cheng yus for the chinese test... Tmr... XIAN!!!!!

And I've made a BIG BIG MISTAKE ARGHHH!!!! U know I hate myself for being so indecisive. Apparently, I was so sick of band since sec 4 that I wanted to join VJ band until JAE then quit... Then I felt obligated to play for new york, so I thought of quitting after new york. Now shit... I have no choice but to stay in band!!! Interact dosen't accept anymore ppl, which means nothing else to join. So I guess I'll stay in band... Which means my band life is screwed up! ARGHH!!!!! Now it's a little too late I guess, but nvm. I shall be a loner. Because loner = soloistic and we should all learn to be soloistic.

April Fool's Day

Haha today april fool's day was a bit funny la. Julian said there's a red spot behind this girl's skirt, and she freaked. I was wondering what that was, it ended up supposed to be menses ha ha, and she went toilet to check.. I tot this kind of thing can feel one? Ok nvm, then somehow SOME people wanted to give me a welcome back present. Luckily, it backfired because I'm so smart and bong got tied up instead =) Haha, retarded bong...



Serves u right bong, who asked u to try and tie me first =) Ended up going home at 4pm and attempted to do bio, but I was so tired I just feel asleep and I JUST WOKE UP!! Haha, I slept for like 4 hours? Oh well, got to do more stuff tmr and thursday and the whole of this week.

Whew

Haha, somehow I told him, but I think he's indifferent about it. Oh well, I expected it anyway, since like 2 years ago? Haha, anyway now that it's settled, here's a list of what I have to do for now.

1) Finish PI for project work by thursday.
2) Read up lectures on bio,maths,chem,econs that I missed by wednesday.
3) Think about my CCA choices.
4) Move on with my life.

Lol, I keep procastinating stuff, and boy! I think I said this the like 10th time already, I must do homework and revise at night! Ok, I think this time I really have to do it already since I missed a lot due to band at new york and during the holidays. Oh well, and I've decided to be more or less a solo person. Doing stuff on my own. I've got to learn more how to be soloisitc as it's good for me next time, haha.

Back

So I'm back from new york, whew finally. It seemed like only a few days when it was actually 9 days. Now I've got to chiong my PI for project work. The deadline's this friday, I haven't even started on it, and it's like 10% of the project work exam marks, totally screwed. Somemore today I'm sick and can't go to school, screwed up even bigger time. So altogether I missed like 2-3 lectures of each subject. That's like 1-2 chapters each, haiz...

And another issue is still hovering about me. I'm going to tell him either today or tomorrow, and whatever happens, happens.