Monday, September 29, 2008

Boring

Chinese was super hard, really didn't understand the passage or the questions, and I'm like quite confident of getting S haha. At least won't fail and get U la...

Anyway I'm trying to type this as fast as I can cause I wanna make it b4 midnight. But I think I won't type it by midnight so I'll just change the timing to 11:59 anyway.

OMG!! I'm watching this super super cute drama series and I spent like 10 hours watching it already. Left about 8 episodes and I'm so tempted to finish them now. But nvm, I shall finish them tmr. AHHH!!! They look so cute together. Yay!

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Sick

Sick... Woke up at 1pm+ and felt super giddy... Ended up sleep the whole day, only woke up to eat and watch the F1 race for a while... Luckily all the major papers over liao, chinese just nvm lor, besides the part to mug for chinese is 15% of the paper. Even if I study won't get more than 10% oso, so nvm haha.... Going to sleep.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Boring...

Lol, totally never study today. Tmr I shall read 5 chapters of chinese. Since there are only 10 chapters, and 3 came out in A levels b4, so 5/7 is the probability of studying the chapter which will come out for promos haha...

OMG!! I am hearing our SIBF Finals recording, and it is so freaking nice!! Ahhh!! Just hearing the recording makes me feel nostalgic and miss MSSB Band again!!! All those hours practicing for those beautiful songs are so worth it lah... Even though I dunno a lot of ppl in alumni, since they're all so old de haha, but still very fun to play hard pieces with them.

WMC... Hmm Part of me wants to go so much. Still, I still get this feeling that I can't cope haha. Even though I think I would be able to cope becuz I managed mid years with SIBF anyways, haha but I dunno la....

Ahhh our Hymn to the Sun is so orgasmic!!!

Stupid project work!! Even after promos must still worry about it...

Friday, September 26, 2008

Yay

Yay! Omg!! Promos are over!! But I feel so empty la, suddenly stop studying after how many weeks of chionging... We went to eat a bit, then I played piano for 3 hours!! But I can finally play Mozart's Pathetique Movement 1, far from perfect though, but at least can play properly with slight breakdown only...

Then we went to plaza sing which was infested infested with VJ ppl.. Zz I saw more than 50 VJ ppl la.. So we reached at 6pm, and could not decide what to eat. By the time we decided, ALL the stupid stores were full of queues of like 20 ppl long!!! So we went to the arcade and play until like 9pm then eat haha. So funny la, we played mushibashi, basketball, shooting games and racing games... Omg I think I spent all my card money on those games, but I don't need that card for a long long time anyway.

We ate at this weird place which is like fish and co, called manhatten fish place or something.. So cool la, they burn ur fish in front of u!


I think this picture is cute, but I got no time to make a nice pose because I rushed in at the eleventh hour ... Absent from picture: Glen and Collin who claimed they were mature enough not to be in the pics. Wait till I find pics of them acting cute!!




And now, SLACKING TIME!!! Time to enjoy myself after studying!!

Yay!!

YAYYYY!! Promos are over!! All is left is chinese, which I have to study... On sunday though.. I am so confident that I won't do well for bio... I shall be honest la, I think my maths and chem can do well, but econs and bio cannot... Haiz... I dunno how to do like 15 marks worth, and scribbled rubbish la, and how come the paper is 130 marks? I tot supposed to be 100 marks?!?!? Zzz... End up cannot even do the stupid insulin question.

But heck! No more studying for at least 2 months!!! Yay!!! And omg la, our class is so weird la, no one wants to go for class outing, so only like 10 of us went.. And we're gonna watch a movie later yay =) I wanna watch mamamia though, it's so happy and smiley, but ppl want watch horror movie... Ugh...

I'm going to play piano for like 2 hours now and purrfect my pathetique yay!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

1 more day!!

1 more day till end of exams!! Chinese not counted! Yay, today's maths was very manageable. Now left bio, the muggest subject ahh!! Need to retain my position, or improve haha...

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Chem

Yay! Chem was surprisingly not very hard. Just that for MCQ, I dunno how to do the first 3 questions!! Omg la, I spent like nearly 10 minutes at the first 3 questions. Luckily I skipped and came back, the other questions were quite easy lor...

Then the Paper 2, first question already dunno how to do... But the other questions were easy. So jian la, make the first questions hard, idiot... Now maths haha... Boring...

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Idiot

I really feel like a truck now, I think this is the first time in my life I've felt like a truck.. I really feel like a truck arghhh!!! Paper for Econs was so hard... I mugged market structure for nothing... Should have studied income inequality which I didn't study much... Only market failure essay was easy...

Since my econs got no hope liao, now must chiong chem and maths and bio, make sure get A... Stupid stupid stupid econs... For now, I shall chiong chem, bb.

Oh, and I'm a bit pissed, not at the econs paper of course, but nvm I should be ok tmr...

Monday, September 22, 2008

Whew!!

Today marks the end of Kaiqi woot!! Dead bitch, go to hell... So sad she die such a lame death, she should be nimbled by piranahs in the water, then harpooned by a swordfish and then left to die bloodily on the shores... Bitch!! And omg, why never show xiaoai getting married, or did I miss that episode?

Anyway after the 7pm show was charlie's angels!!! OMG!! I just love those girls, they are just so purrfect!! Right now I'm picturing a charlie angel scene now, but with me inside of course. I can't tell u who the other 2 are hahaha... But right now I'm trying to defeat the leader who is dam hard to fight.. He already whacked me twice.. I just love those spy women they are just so like perfect, oh man I wish I had a job like that... That's y last time I wanted to be assassin and kill ppl, jumping from building to building haiz and be involved in those top secret information... Haiz...

Anyway, sad sad... Back to mugging, after I finish my duel with that stupid guy...

Sunday, September 21, 2008

Lol

Lol shit, I couldn't tahan, I watched the 7pm show!! Ahh wasted, today so boring, nothing much happened. Anyway, I shall mug very seriously for the whole of next week!!

I'm so addicted to Pathetique Movement 1!! And I feel very shallow becuz I only intend to learn movement 1... All the sonatas I learn always learn the first and last movement only becuz I really hate those adagio/lento pieces it's really not my type. I'm the forceful loud loud bang bang type... There's a reason I'm in percussion haha... Anyway I hope I'm not discrediting Beethoven haha.. Becuz they are really boring movements anyway, and it's not like I'm going to become a professional musician, so who cares haha...

Just 5 more days!!!

5 more days!!! AHH!!! Usually I can't wait for exams to start and I feel sad when exams finish... So weird right? Becuz I study so hard for the exams then when exam time is like just write write write, so shiok. But studying for exams is so torturous.... The guilt of not studying can just kill me...

Today I wasted 4 hours again, thanks to this new forum...

And omg, I'm giving up harwick just to mug econs... Not going to watch the 7pm show becuz it's like 2 hours! So I have to compensate the 4 hours I wasted by not watching the show, arghh!!!

And OMG! Beethoven's Pathetique and Moonlight Sonatas are just so orgasmic!! I already spent like 2 hours learning half of movement 1 of pathetique but it sounds pathetic!!! Like ZOMG la... I really lost all my piano technique liao... Nevermind, after promos must chiong piano.. My aim is to play Pathetique Movement 1 and Moonlight Sonata Movement 1 and 3 by this year + Fantasy Impromptu. Haha I know they're all like diploma standard but who cares, it's dam dam nice!!

This is so frustrating... My piano sux... My promos dunno how to salvage...

I think my maths really die liao, never touch for 2 weeks, then just mug formula the day b4, hope got use haha...

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Bored

At least I did a bit work today yay... And OMG, harwick is so so so ...!!! Anyway, how can he love his sister? That sounds so wrong la, even though they're step brothers and sisters I hope... Haha the 7pm show is so nice.. But not as nice as what I would experience on monday 7pm when Kaiqi dies!!!!!

Post-Promo

AHHH! I can't wait for promos to be over! I already know what I want to do!! I am so super inspired and I haven't been practicing the piano for like dunno how many months since I quit lessons...

After promos I'm going to get my skills back again, wanna play Pathetique and Moonlight Sonata... I need to learn these 2 songs to add on to my repertoire. I just realised that Beethoven's sonatas are so beautiful!

And then I'm going to read on current affairs, OMG so boring but ya, too bad my GP cannot make it. I'll try to read newspapers everyday.

And then yay, alumni would have a concert I think, and I can finally like improve on percussion technique again. That day I tried playing some marimba and snare, oh my gross la...

And then exercise a bit haiz..... I don't want go third period pe. I just need to run 12 mins, jump 222cm, and do 5 pull ups. Third period pe is so zzz la, somemore will clash with H3 I think, so better play safe pass mock napfa.

So yup, my holidays would be
1) Piano
2) Percussion
3) Pe
4) GP

Still thinking whether to go for WMC or not, considering it's about 1 month b4 prelims. As usual my parents tell me to go go go zzz... They are so funny, like they don't care what I do, everything also allow. Anyway that's good though. But I dunno leh... Haiz....

Friday, September 19, 2008

Die bitch!

Hahahahahahahahahahaha.... The ultimate slut bitch kaiqi will die on monday 7pm!! I am so super happy la! Monday will just make my day, even though it's the last day b4 promos...



I dunno y I always cannot study a few days before major exams de.. I think I get too excited or something.. Just like O levels, I studied quite hard for it, then during O level period I totally never study for 3 days. Lol, I think I reach the peak too early then cannot mug liao... Nevermind, even today was not so productive, covering only 3 pathetic chapters of bio, tmr is a new day.



Garrett Kang will mug tmr and sunday and monday. Haha cannot liao must mug, my schedule already delay by 1 day so must mug 1.33X harder now.

And VJC finally changed my L1R5 from 9 to 6. Like omg la... Can u believe it, I dunno how they get the 9 from lahz... Later apply for this and that all get rejected becuz of that... Dunno y suddenly so many A2 and B3 pop out one haha...

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Distracting!!

Zzz my computer is so distracting... I just spent like 3 hours watching videos on youtube... Oh well, I listened to El Camino Real, Pirates of the Carribean, and many sonatas by beethoven, and some violin solos which are super super nice.. Just type 'wieniawski scherzo tarantelle' in youtube and u can find this 15 yr old girl play it dam dam nice... Argh... Only did 4 chem chapters when I'm supposed to finish the whole chem syllabus by now... Zzzz

Lol

Lol. That's all I have to say about the GP paper. No la, I got a lot to say. The compo was quite ok, even though I think i'm a bit off. I did 'Artists have a greater impact on the world that scientists. To what extent do you agree?' Obviously I said scientists impact more la... Compo was ok, should be able to get D.

Then compre...... Summary was a killer, application question was a killer, the comprehension questions I don't understand!! Passage was very disorganised, and many cheem words. Only the vocab section is easy. I think i'll get like 3-4 for vocab upon 5. But LOL. I think i'll fail comprehension. Hope it's a high S, or maybe low E.

Overall, should be E. Haiz.... Oh well, study for the other papers now bb.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Frustrating...

Lol, today went to school, chem spa was ok. Luckily I knew stuff or else I would get like a 4/8 because I calculated the stupid MR or octan-1-ol incorrectly! That's so stupid la... Wasted like 15 mins trying to find out how come I didn't get the answer.

Then wanted to study in band room but I decided not to. Then go home to study but I didn't do anything from 2pm up to now. So demoralising. Anyway, tmr's GP so not like I need to mug or anything. Lalala... GP, I need a C at least. But die die die must get at least an E. But I want a C haha... Stupid GP, complete waste of time.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Xian

Haiz, today bio spa a bit screwed up. The concentration I never really write properly haiz... But other then that should be ok. Now for chem spa.....

Anyways, talking to Gabriel completely messed up my studying schedule.. Do I need 2 or 4 days to do econs? Now I dunno whether to study for econs or bio/chem from thursday to saturday haiz...

And I dunno y spa is so funny, make shifts for what? As if the questions would not be leaked like that, so funny la hahaha... It's only a theory paper, can't they make it all at the same time? But I guess I don't mind, becuz like that I'll be able to know erm stuff haha...

This reminds me of secondary school, where everyone would make a copy of the spa and hand it out to the different classes, source for answers and everything. Then u just go in and write everything out, no need to do experiment, just do for show only haha...

Chem spa now..

Monday, September 15, 2008

Yay

Ok whew, I managed to did a bit of work, and bio spa. Tmr and the day after is bio and chem spa haiz... 5% of A level marks for bio and chem would be determined in these 2 days.

Bio Spa

Solubility
Colour

Control
Temperature

Timing
Homogenous
Interval
Stirring

Lol, an acronym SC CT THIS which is what I made for bio spa... So lame rite? When I did bio just now, I came up with SOL SOL FIRN for differences between pro and eukaryotes. And last time I think I remember BAMOSSS for fibrous protein VS globular protein lolz...

I think acronyms make u learn stuff easier lor, in fact I still remember the secondary school metals reactivity lor, PLCMAZITLCSGP...

Ok whatever. Tmr I decided to go sch early at the same timing even though bio spa starts at 11:55 becuz.. I won't study at home in the morning. Haha, despite insisting on going home to study, I will always use the com, so maybe from now onwards I shall mug in school, even though it's too late le...

Xian

Today I left school at 11:35 after the only lesson I came to school for, chem tutorial. Bio and maths lecture after that were useless, so I just left. Besides, only half the class came to school, and half left at 11:35 hahaha.

But I reached home and never do any work until now!!!! OMG!!! This is so super unproductive, should have stayed in school with Erica to mug.. And besides Gabriel said I need to meet some teacher, haiz... Tmr then meet...

And yes, I'm still rotting here for the past 4 hours, doing rubbish...

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Boring

Haha.. Today woke up at 6am, then go toilet pee, then go back sleep until like 7, woke up then go sleep again, then woke up at 8, then go sleep again... Then woke up at 10.30, and finally started studying at like 11:30.. ZZZ Wasted my whole morning.. And I slacked by watching funny youtube videos until like 5pm... Up to now I only did half of maths OMG!!

And Chain Rule is important I just realised, it's the fundamentals of differentiation, even though is seems so easy u need to know the basis behind it or u can't really see it when the numbers become complicated. Thus I spent like 1 hour reading chain rule on the internet.

Blah... Doing intergration now, the stupid chapter which gave me headache last time...

Friday, September 12, 2008

Nostalgic

Sob sob sob... I dunno y, but I just went to read the 123 posts I posted last year. I miss 4B!! I miss all the times cheating for tests and exams together, crapping and toking shit together. There wasn't really any cliques to be restrained by, something I like about 4B, and sigh... If I have to repeat another year of my life, it'll be 2007.

All my pre-o-level preparations, I didn't realise that I mugged so hard haha... All this while I tot I didn't really prepare much. All my teachers, friends sigh... Coming to JC, everything seems really rushed. Everything has just happened so fast and quickly that I can't even catch up with time. A very unfortunate incident happened to me of course during term 1-2 this year, which I regret sometimes, but too bad. I am just who I am. Sorry sorry sorry...

Haiz, sometimes reading ur past posts make u feel sad.. I'm starting to feel depressed like april again... Just kidding =) I won't let an incident like that happen ever again! I'm happy now becuz it's exam period. I know it sounds dam nerd la, no need to say...

No more bitching

My past 3 posts were titled bitch, today I don't want watch and thus, no bitch =)

Anyway, I've been blogging everyday for like the past week or 2, which means

1) I'm dam free
2) I'm beside the com all the time

Dam, I shudn't be free lor, shud be studying, and yup I'm studying beside the com. Today's morning assembly was so nervous la, becuz I think many ppl can see me playing, so malu... Somemore I dunno y the PA system got the stupid song, then clash with our playing... And Sean said this is our worst playing ever, oh well expected anyways..

And today I really shudn't have came to sch. I only came to sch for the sake of bio tutorial and econs tutorial. Thus, I ponned everything else today. Haha, then I got like 3 free hours to study in the band room. My class worst la, about 1/3 the class pon school. This is like the first time I've ever ponned a bio lecture. And it's not because the topic is not tested for promos. In fact, I wanted to go for it and was looking forward to it becuz I love bio, until I realised who the lecturer is... Bah! I think I read by myself can learn more than going to lecture.

Can't wait for exams to be over!! But no, I got to do the stupid project work written report draft 3!!! Haiz.... It's full of errors, so demoralising lah.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Bitch

I have decided not to watch the 7pm chinese show tomorrow, lest I smash the tv screen. I should let myself cool down and mug properly, then on tuesday or wednesday I see how she die. You fhucking bitch, I will watch the episode where u die, but not when u get Jiawei u fhucking whorey slut! I will only see the misery of u dying haha to ur face bitch!

Anyway, today I stayed back until like 6pm in band to fix the stupid bass drum skin. OMG The marching bass drum now sounds like a concert bass drum la, shit... And tmr need to play for morning assembly, zzzzzz... What a joke. Hopefully we sound nice, if not it's dam gross la. Basically woodwinds can afk and if trumpets don't come then gg.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Bitch

Stupid bitch kaiqi shud just go and die, period. May the child u killed haunt u forever!

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Bitch

Omg, today's 7pm chinese show was so nice. But for tmr, that stupid bitch Kaiqi is such a fhukcing bitch la... I wan to jump on her head, kick her until her eyeball pop out and just slap her until she die...

Anyway, the part where the gay guy fall in love with the girl is so cute... Ahh I can't stand it.

And sometimes I think people are so funny and weird.. They think that the world revolves around them whoopeedoo...

This is bad, I'm starting to run out of things to blog about... Shud start blogging less.. Oh ya, can more ppl pls update their blogs, is very irritating to go to ppl's blog and they haven't updated for like weeks!

Monday, September 08, 2008

Tmr, a fresh start

As u know I have OCD, and since I never start work today, I have to start next monday. But this time is emergency so I'll start doing work tmr yay.

OMG, I found out that ppl have been secretly sending email drafts of eom during the holidays! Some ppl already did like 3-4 drafts.. Haha I guess it's just so so boring that I don't really care about pw. I did only 1 draft like months ago and it's somewhere in the cyber world floating around. Actually it's just in my email. So ya, tmr's the deadline, and haiz... I'll do it later...

No motivation to do anything...

Sunday, September 07, 2008

Cute!!

Omg, there's this new chinese show at 8pm every weekened, or sunday I think, I just watched for the first time. It's so cool! It's about a lawyer solving cases. For some strange reason, I always enjoy watching police and lawyer shows becuz it's so suspenseful and dramamama. That's y last time I wanted to be a lawyer, until ppl said that everything in the TV is just fake and dramatised, haiz...

I know it's funny but I wanted to be a policeman b4 too haha, ya go on and laugh... Then I decided I didn't want to run around becuz that's so tiring and sweaty, and later I get slashed with the knife, eww....

So for now, I want to be a doctor/teacher/scientist.

School's starting, I can't wait to see ppl again.

Lol pathetic holiday

Lol.. This is like the most pathetic holiday ever. Even June at least can play for about 2 weeks then study 2 weeks. This holiday is pure mugging zzz...

And to a certain extent my mugging failed.
Plans for holiday
1. Finish Chem
2. Finish Maths
3. Finish Bio
4. Finish Econs
5. Read some Bio Olympiad stuff

All I did was 1-2 and 5. Bio I'm like halfway done, and I haven't even started on econs. Haiz... From tomorrow all the way to 26 september will be pure intense mugging. This time I learned my lesson le, I'll study with my friends in school. There's just too many distractions at home. For one, there is a computer in my room. Last time O level I didn't have a com in my room that's y can study. Now, haiz... As soon as I on the com I just use it to search rubbish... Blogs, forums n maplestory.

By now I think some of my friends already finished everything like 2 times? And I haven't even completed 1 round of revision haha... Since there's school for another 2 weeks, I think I can only go 1 roundof revision. And I already decided, I don't want those AAAA anymore, I'm so tired...

DISCLAIMER: I'LL STUDY WHAT I CAN, AND LEAVE THE REST TO GOD. I'M SO EXHAUSTED AND TIRED AND I'M NOT GOING TO CARE ABOUT WINNING WHOEVER AND WHAT NOT ANYMORE. THUS, DON'T MAKE FUN OF ME WHEN I DON'T GET GOOD RESULTS.

Also, I decided that I'll work super hard for Bio Olympiad, despite our school not providing any resources or help AT ALL. Becuz I so want to go Japan, and since I can't go for the Japan trip on 10 december, I'll aim for the International Bio Olympiad thing held in Japan. Yup, so after promos, u can see me with a campbell everywhere I go. (Campbell is a 1200 pages bio txbk) I don't care, I wanna go to japan!!

Friday, September 05, 2008

Wasted 1 day

Yesterday was... So so unproductive lahz... The whole day yesterday I only studied the organelles chapter, which can be done in 1.5 hour...

It's all wikipedia's fault, it's so addictive lah. Omg, I stumbled upon how the universe was created again and I just read and read and read all the theory on it, then it linked to this page where it claimed how 911 was a conspiracy and OMG so interesting, 1 day u shud all go read it. Then I went to read some random bio stuff on wikipedia which is not in our syllabus, such as cyrogenics ( living forever!!) by freezing ur body or sth and then refreezeing it 50 yrs later and we won't have aged.. Haha so interesting... Then I realised that it was like 8pm already, I spent like 7 hours on wikipedia... No wonder by head so pain.. So I went to sleep for a while. Then I woke up and ate dinner and then slept until now...

Gosh, I woke up at 11am? Damit...

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Random thoughts

Ok, actually I just want to blog now so later I won't have the incentive to blog, since having 2 posts in 1 day is like eww... Hmm, I just realised that ppl study very different from me. For me hor, it's like I only can remember stuff for like 2-3 days max, b4 I need to reread the chapter again. Whereas some ppl like Glen, Collin can remember for 2 weeks!!! And they still dare to say, aiya so short leh... That's y for O levels I didn't start mugging until like 2 weeks before, and I still I thought it was ok, when Glen was like freaking me out by saying he already dunno study what by that time.

Zzz, so I studied 2 weeks b4 O level but obviously by O level time I forgot everything, so the day b4 I had to read the whole txbk again. Now for A levels the amount of stuff is like 3-4 times more, I dunno whether I can leh haiz....

Stupid brain, only can remember for 3-4 days....

Now back to happy stuff, 5 more days to sch reopen!! Can't wait for sch reopen so I don't need to mug anymore. It's so tiring mugging lahz.... Sth funny happened yesterday. Jeremy called me and ask if I wanted to go maris stella to play basketball with him. Wdf? So random rite? Somemore me? Haha I don't even know how to dribble lor, zzz...

And OMG! On channel 8 the 7pm show, there's this guy with super super cute spectacles, it's dam nice lah, I want!

As u can see, I've been only mugging these few days as indicated by my pathetic attempts to talk about sth other than mugging. Oh well, the life of a JC student...

Monday, September 01, 2008

Haiz

Haiz, next year would have World Music Competition 2009. The last time it was held in 2005 and I didn't go, because I was sec 2 and I was like scared or sth. Now I really really really want to go. But there's A levels haiz... Hmm let's see, it's in the last week of july. THINK THINK THINK!

Seriously I dunno whether to go or not. If I go, come back only left 1 month to prelims, and I can't screw prelims lor. And if I go, I dunno if there would be a lot of training or not and whether I can commit since next year is SYF year for VJ Band, + VJ Anniversary + a lot a lot more things. Haiz, I really can't make up my mind ahhh!!! Xian... Really xian... It's like y I so unlucky ar? Everything all cannot go one. Like the Japan trip, clashes with band concert NSSN on 12 december. Then WMC clashes with A level preparation... Argh!!!

I know how to study!!

Yay, I know y on saturday and sunday I couldn't study. It's all because of the computer. I think I used it like 6 hours a day for msn/blog/facebook/forum/play rubbish and read random things on wiki which are so interesting, like the end of the universe or sth liddat.

So today, I offed my com and just sat down to study, and I managed to do quite a bit of work la. Just finished 2007 chem promo paper... Xian so tired now.... It was easy but I ok ok only, haiz... 75.5, somemore I mark so lenient so maybe is like B? Also I've been only studying chem for the last 3 days so still score liddat, by promo time prolly half forget liao... For some reason periodic table cannot get into my head... I'm gonna rest now, so dam tired and washed out after 3 hours of doing chem promo paper...

So ya, I'm going to off the com so that I can study, since my study table is just beside the com, or rather the com is on my study table.