Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Loser

I feel like such a loser la... Triple Kill for Mock Napfa, failed standing broad jump, 2.4, and pull ups. The other 3 weren't tested becuz those are easy, and yes, I think I can get C-D for the other 3. But these 3.. sigh.... I tot I could pass 2.4, but ended up walking at the end. ZZZZZZZ......

Oh well, just go third period pe lor, not like it's very time consuming or what anyway... Today I ponned maths again... I can't believe I'm doing this... Haiz....

Nothing happy to say, so I'm in a very xian mood...

Monday, February 25, 2008

Band Day!!

Yesterday was band day haha, from 8am to 6pm. Morning has VJC band and the first 1 hour was so bloody boring, cuz it was just warm ups... I don't like warm ups in VJ band, dam boring, MSHS de more fun at least.

And machu picchu, I only have a problem with one part, must try to overcome that part now. Overall, I think our band can play machu picchu well enough, hope everything goes well. Next 2 weeks, the JC2s won't come band for common test, and Wei Jian's in charge of opening the band room ha ha..

Then rushed to MSHS Alumni band.. Played hymn to the sun, where I was like fking about becuz I need 5 timpanis, and it's just fcking hard la... Then played some retarded song, and then Noah's Ark!!! My favourite song!! I just love love it.

Tmr's sch again... Like so fast la, and mock napfa which I am sure to fail. Fail for VJ = obtaining bronze/fail for the 18 year old standard, which is about gold standard for 16 years old. And if u fail, u must go for third period pe, haiz. But I don't mind though, since that can force me to train, haha.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Indecisive

Haha, so I was posted to VJC science, yay. Apparently, VJC science dropped to partial 4, so some of my friends could not get in. Hope their appeals get in =)!!

So anyway, suddenly my father strongly encourage me to change biology to physics.. Actually it's true la, physics is slightly more impt than biolody, in terms of job options, but the thing is that I hate physics can? Even though I'm good at physics, I really really really hate it... It's so stupid la, magnets, electricity, yeesh!! I mean like who cares about stuff like that?

In terms of career options, I still dunno oso haha.. I seriously don't mind being any thing at all. A decent job with a good enough pay is all I want. However, sometimes I want to get a job with lots of $$$, and sometimes I just want to be sth slack like a teacher. Haiz, why am I so bloody indecisive!!!

Anyway the VJC RJC thing is solved and settled haha. Becuz I'm in self denial... I tell my self that
1) Rjc won't accept my appeal
2) Rjc is only 15 mins shorter than travelling to Vjc
3) I'll probably retain there
4) And my low already EQ will drop even lower hahaha

So yes, I'm good in self denialing myself, especially denialing myself for like 5 years since p4 about sth, but I've already accepted it now anyway.

But I mean seriously la, my father's situation is sth like mine. His old company has no backstabbing, politics, and he can come home early. Now in his new company, there are politics, and he comes home very late. He said that the ppl in his new company are very smart and he has to be wary of them constantly. Sounds like my case right?

Oh well, whatever it is, I'm a Victorian now. A Marist and a Victorian, and I'm proud and happy to be one. =)

Anyways, today I went to get a biometric passport so I can go New York.. And wdf, the picture at the immigration there of me is like shit can!! Becuz I just woke up and like rushed to take my photo there, my eyebags are like so big, and wdf I look fuglier than my usual self lor which is already a bit fugly... Sob..

Anyway, from tmr onwards, I swear that I will sorta change a bit, as in not to procastinate homework, and to like do homework lor. Becuz tmr I'm like officially a Victorian, so tmr I'll officially like start doing my work haha. Becuz today I didn't do anything at all!!! I ended up watching movies on youtube, which were so so touching. Then went for piano and practiced a bit and it's like 9:40pm now??!?!?!?!? Haiz, I only like started doing homework after prelim 1, but I don't care, I MUST do homework from now on!! Yes. This time I SWEAR!!!

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Lalala

Tmr is JAE results day, I'm not really like excited becuz I know I will be posted to VJC science. If I don't, I'll be really surprised. Anyway, tmr's a holiday and I swear I will use it to mug... I nv touch a single shit since like last last week, and I ponned a maths lecture for the first time today yay =). Anyway it's only maths, which is like duh... I think I will only pon maths and maybe econs. Bio too, becuz I like never learn anything from the lecture one. I think read from wikipedia oso can learn more.

So on the way home, I was like yay I'm surely posted to VJC. Then all of a sudden, RJC came into my mind. I have to admit that I am jealous some of my friends can go into RJC as they wish, whereas I have to enter through the backdoor if I want to. Haiz... If only I took higher chinese in sec 1, which meant that I had to take higher chinese in primary 5, which meant that I had to do well for chinese in primary 4.. I don't have to think so much... Funny isn't it? How doing well for chinese in primary 4 affects one's future. Oh well, I guess I'll just try to do well in VJC, even though the environment is so not conducive for studying, like how I haven't touched any work for the past 2 weeks while my friends in other JCs are like studying for tests... Some more my seniors encourage me to pon lectures... Wdf?? Like lol lor...

Maybe I should just go NYJC instead becuz of distance.. But too bad their cheena standard is so high, I heard their CLB standard is like our chinese standard. And most ppl have to take chinese in JC2. EWW!!!! No way... So moral of story: I'm staying in VJC =) Do my best and try not to let everyone affect me. =)

And yes little kiddies, pls do well in chinese for primary 4, not like any little kiddies are reading this. But omg, my sister is in primary 4 now, but her chinese is quite shitty too... Guess I have to try to help her too, don't want her to be like me...

Anyway, after the long long sad story and rants about my pathetic life, I realised something about me.

I am SUPER SUPER INDECISIVE!!! ARGHHH!!!!!
1) Up to now, still can't decide between VJC and RJC!!!
2) Up to now, still dunno whether to go for the New York trip!!
3) Up to now, still dunno whether to play timpani for hymn to the sun!!
4) Up to now, still dunno whether I should ***************

haha... I guess this is my second biggest flaw, my biggest flaw being that I find it very very hard to reject someone when ppl ask for favours, or be angry at someone.. Haiz...

Monday, February 18, 2008

Zzzz

Some mugging day it was for friday, I ended up started studying at like 4pm, and ended up falling asleep halfway through reading my econs notes!!! ( I study on the bed by the way), so when I woke up it was like 7pm already, zzzz. And I have a lot of work to do but still haven't touched it yet, sigh...

I just don't have the mood to study or do anything, xian... This reminds me of pre o-level period, where I had like no energy to do anything.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

X Country

Haha I'm home so early becuz today was cross country!! It's the first time I enjoy running 4.8 in cross country becuz there are like mascots running about, with reasons on y I want to run pasted on ppl's back. I was like reading the various reasons as I was running. " I'm running becuz I wanna show u my sexyback!" Lol I found this the most funny one.

I ended up being 534th position... Oh well, I guess since J2s are included too it isn't really that bad...

Oh ya, I didn't sign up for being an OGL becuz I was so lazy lah.. And as I'm blogging right now, my classmates are having OGL training. So, I'm gonna be a freshman again at orientation 2 I guess...

Anyway, today is my mugging day. Becuz I just realised that for the whole of this week I haven't been doing any tutorials or reading lecture notes. And the whole of last week I was sick. And next week is holiday + orientation... So today is mugging day haha... I have like a thick stack pile of notes waiting to be read by me later...

Anyway we didn't camwhore that little lor, ended up having 200+ pictures.. So here's part 2 =)


Too-too train


Lol..


Some random poses


A remake of Charlie's Angels!!!

Friday, February 15, 2008

Valentine's Day

Haha, so today was valentine's day, and it was quite fun. The girls in my class were giving some stuff to each other lor, and many ppl got flowers, ballooons, chocolate, notes and a lot of stuff lor. The mood was quite high today, and I like stayed back after school to camwhore with my class...

Tmr's cross country and I'm sorta so-so looking forward to it. Haha, hope I come in like 600+ position, as long I'm not the last can already hahaha...

CAMWHORE!!!

Happy Valentine's Day!!


Hi


Take time to smell the flowers =)


Lynx!! My house.. Hmm some extra ppl behind


08S38 rocks!!!







Monday, February 11, 2008

Hi

Wah, I'm like recovered after 6 days of sickness. The first 4 days were like sick, and the other 2 days were like the aftermath, giddy a bit haha. I can't believe I'm sick for 6 days lah!! How come one? Last time at most sick 3 days nia...

Anyway, there's some bio lecture test tmr on protein and enzymes. Apparently no one wants to study for it. However, I'll be the odd one out and study for it because it's the first test of JC, and I want it to be a good start so I'll feel happy. I know la, it's because of my OCD that I have to do well for all the tests, oh well.

And I still have a dam bad cough... This week sucks la... Stupid sickness, I haven't visited anyone yet xian!! Tmr I think I'll cycle for pe if they're going to run 4.8 again.

Friday, February 08, 2008

This sucks!

Okay, this sucks!! It all started on monday when I started feeling silghtly feverish around late morning. I also felt a slight headache. By afternoon it was bloody pain that I went home and went to sleep. My temperature was only 37.5. Tuesday of coz I didn't go school, and temerature reached 39... So went to doctor to get medicine, and wednesday oso nv go school. Now it's thursday and I'm still feeling a little giddy haiz... Chinese new year some more wdf!!!3 days wasted staying at home, and having to eat medicine 5 times a day!!!!! OMG!!!

The doctor said that I have a throat infection which can be spreaded to me by people coughing, which reminds me of glen. I was sitting beside him during maths lecture and he was coughing away. Hmmm....