Yay

Woot!!! O Levels are over!!! I don't want to talk about how I did, but I'll give a predicted guess for my L1R5, 8. Well, let's see what happens. Today was so funny lor, the last paper bio mcq, finished in 1 hour then those got extension got another 15 more mins. Then some teachers very impatient so took the paper from them when got 5 mins left lor, then Mr Chew, the chief examiner said " All dismissed" and we were like all WOOT!!!! Ahhhh It's all over. 10 years in Maris Stella High School, I'm gonna miss it haha.

p.s. this post is going to be super long so don't bother reading, I'm just ranting and am very excited about the end of O levels haha.

So now I can officially play computer without feeling guilty, yay. Now let's see, after bio mcq everyone dispersed quickly to play. So I just tagged along with Justin, Bryan and Clement. Went to this super ulu ulu place called thomson plaza to eat burger king. Then go Justin's house to play XBox. Wah the games very fun lor, I regret not buying the playstation le. becuz last time my father asked if I wanted a playstation for my birthday becuz at that time it was very popular. I just said no becuz only got me playing at home ma, and oso very mafan to set up( I'm dam lazy btw). Then I had to left at 4:30 becuz I had piano lessons. OMG after 1 month of not practicing properly, I have to re-memorise 4 pieces... My hand become so numb le. Cannot do trill, run, play softly and smoothly, and the super hard part for the Rhapsody that I spent weeks practicing to get it right is all FORGOTTEN ARGH!!!!! Gosh!!! I ended up doing sight reading just now, haiz... got to practice more. Then percussion, I tried playing the basic beat the other day. I cannot go beyond like 150 b4 stumbling, OMG!!!! And my roll is so sucky. I never touched a pair of drumsticks since like 2 months ago... no wonder so suck. paradiddle, flam ( fast one lor duh) and other things all cannot do le, got to start practicing again. wow, i still can't believe that the O levels are all over. It's like a feeling you can't say. Like imagining carrying a heavy brick on your back for 4 years, and then now you just throw it away liddat. Even though I didn't perform up to my standards, NO REGRETS. NO REGRETS. I studied to the best of my capability and possibility ( Of coz fake lah), and so whatever will be will be.

10 years in Maris Stella is all over. I still remember the first day I came to maris stella in primary 1. I couldn't write my chinese name. I did numerous bad things in primary school, I dont' know how I became so guai now lor. For example, I always cheat for spelling, and in primary 3, I wrote 'FU** you garrett, jeremy, aaron' those were my classmates lor. I wrote it on a piece of paper then planted it in someone's pencil case and told the teacher. He ended up getting scolded o.0 Then I went into a truck class in primary 5 and 6. All the worse EM2 and some EM3 students inside. This was becuz I was nv good in languages. I only got band 1 for maths, and science I think band 2-3. Pls lor, primary school science is like so lame, I can't even be bothered to study. So in the truck class I kena bullied a bit lor, insulted and blablabla. Who cares you fcuking losers, I don't give a shit now anyway. So basically why I did well in secondary school is because I wanted attention, and to stop all these insults by being like the best.

YES. I admit I like to seek attention, haha. But don't worry, it's not bad .. I think. So that's y I wanted very badly to do well in secondary school, and I guess when u really want to do well, u will just naturally do well lor. So ya, try to really want to get that A1, and u will get it. Study hard, focus hard, all are rubbish actually. You MUST want to get that A1, if not no matter how hard you study, most likely you won't get it... Yup, that's how I got through secondary school. Pathetic? Well that's for me to judge, it's my life.

And to the many teachers that contributed to my "success" in secondary school, I really owe all of you a lot. ALL my teachers, sec 1 -4 I really appreciate them. Even though sometimes they might PMS, I think in the end they really want us to do well. Here's a tribute to all my Sec 4 teachers.

Ms Koh ( English ): Hmm, very knowledgeable about word use, word choice and have done a good job in improving ( I stress IMPROVING) my english, thank you very much.

Mr Chua ( Chinese ): Actually, I hated chinese very much( Not that I like it now). But thanks to your stories, lame or not, I managed to at least get thourgh that boring period. Thank you very much.

Mr Lim ( Maths ): WOW! Super good teacher and very dedicated. Thank you ver much.

Mrs Tan-Chin ( SS ): Yay, can teach everything clearly and very humurous too! Even though I still can't write conclusions... Still, Thank you very much.

Ms Foo ( Geog ): A veteran in geography, and a walking geography encyclopedia. Even though very niao and strict in marking, and ur predictions sorta screwed me up, still thank you very much. Marking like 300 scripts for every test is no mean feat.

Mrs Khoo ( Chem ): Strict, niao in marking too, naggy sometimes. But ultimately, made us able to write properly in correct chemical terms. Thank you very much.

Mrs Chua ( Chem ): Soooooo, hmmmmm, ermmmmmm. Yup, a good teacher and tell us constantly to write in proper chemical terms. Thank you very much.

Ms Menon ( Bio ): Wow! At first we thought you were a trainee teacher we could bully, ended up you were such a great teacher. Being able to accept and tolerate all our nonsence and rubbish, haha. Thank you very much.

Ms Tan ( Physics ): No-nonsence teacher, I understand a lot of hard concepts well. Even though there was a slight hitch during June, still a very good teacher who makes sure we understand all concepts. Thank you very much.

PE Teachers: Even though I hate PE very much, somehow becuz of what u said I decided to do something about my fitness lvl this holiday. Haha, thank you very much for making us run every lesson if not I'll be dam fat now =)

WHEW, in short, thank you very much to all who have educated me and taught me these 4 years.

If you read up to here then WOW, congrats. Let's see...1190 words. oh well don't blame me I never ask u to read hor, refer to above

1 More day

Ahhh I thought that cambridge was crazy to set weird paper 2s, so naturally I assumed that paper 1 will be equally crazy. But no, instead, most questions are repeats from the 30 year series!!! ZZZZZ.... At least I only made 1 mistake I think for chem and none for physics. Hard to say though, but now, it's BIOLOGY!!! Arghh, I hope the questions are reruns from the 5 year series, becuz I'll be memorising the answers tmr b4 the paper, since cambridge so cheapskate to put reruns in our papers. Hmmm, at first someone didn't invite me to this event, known as X. He said " I have you replaced." Ok whatever, then now he calls me and asks if I'm free, so I just say I have band stuff and I'm not free. I mean how irritating is that? Oh well, I'm sure he didn't mean it but I still don't like it. If there's anything I hate, it's being second fiddle...

Time to sleep and chiong bio tmr, and then I can play 24/7 auditionsea without anymore nagging...

24 Hours

Just 24 more hours, and I can officially claim the end of O Levels!!! WOOT!!!!! 10 years of learning comes to an end. Then, it's the beginning of another chapter in this book we call 'Life'. Sigh... 24 more hours, 1440 minutes, 86400 seconds..... Tick-tock-tick-tock.....

MCQ

Argh, triple science MCQ sux xia, I don't know what to do already. Want to practice but nothing to practice. Chemistry the whole book 1997-2006 MCQ all done since dunno how long ago... Physics the same thing... Biology the 10 prelim paper Ms Menon gave us all finished by yesterday. Now dunno what to do le... Want to study but I oso study finished when preparing for paper 2 le... Xian...... Maybe I'll just go through the mistakes, study a little bit more and then do the Thirty Years Series hahaha

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Ok heck, I really have nothing to do la. Besides playing auditionsea 24/7 my mother starting to nag now, but pls lah I all along oso play she oso never say anything one. Anyway, I decided to devote tuesday and today to resting, and start studying tomorrow. That's right, I didn't touch a single book since monday, except for my comics of course... And guess what? I just found out that tomorrow is deepavali and my parents are brining me out to buy clothes(winter de)... ZZZ I planned to start studying tmr leh..... Oh well, I guess I have to postpone it to friday. Still, I'll do a little studying tomorrow. I just hope MCQ is like last years then can lor, very easy de. But seeing this year's O levels guailanness, I guess MCQ might come as a surprise. Oh well, see what happens...

And I realised that after tuesday, I am no longer officially part of the school. 10 years of Maris Stella High School will come to an end soon. All along I tot that I hated this school, but I dunno, I feel a little sad of leaving this school now. I only won't miss certain things for sure. Let's see, the canteen, the toilets, the lack of air-cons, the lack of lockers, the dirty floor, the mud filled toilets with no toilet paper, the glass smashed windows and of coz, the 6 bitches full of oestrogen and testosterone, constantly barking and making love outside my class, making us cannot concentrate. Last time Mrs Maria Koh came to our class and ask for feedback about the school, how it can improve etc, we just said that Mr Kwok is very noisy and the bitches as well. Hmm, seems that nothing has been done, but instead, the 6 bitches gave birth to another 10+ bitches as well. Oh well, it's not my problem anymore.

To all future 4Benedictians, pls maintain the tradition of using the fruits from fruit day to whack the bitches =) U improve ur aim, and u get lots of fun =)

Spotting

Hmm I'm so bloody bored so I'm gonna talk about our school's standard of spotting questions. Maybe after seeing this u might want to spot ur ownself haha.

English: What can I say? I mean our teacher nv say anything oso.

Chinese: I nv saw him again after prelims.

Maths: U think my teacher will say anything? Probably say study everything.

Physics: Hmmm..... OMG Nothing oso

( er... I think I shouldn't even have started this post nothing to say)

Biology: Hmmmmm she did mention curve rulers, and curve drawing came out, but that's so lame and irrelevent.

Chemistry: " Don't spot topics, because everything will come out." Oh well the first "spot" which is semiright. Becuz the topics that came out for chem were like !!!!! So lame la.

E.geog: I think FMP must be like o.0 now.
First prediction: O level is easier than prelim.
( I got 42 for prelim and I think I only get 28 for O level)

Second prediction: Mixed themes will come out
(Never come out)

Third prediction: If tourism comes out, there would be something on IR.
(Nothing on IR came out.)

Fourth prediction: If environment came out, there would be something on conservation.
(Hmm I can't remember but I think it came out a bit)

Fifth prediction: "What kind of question is this? This is like a question Mandy Tan will give u in sec 1. It sure won't come out for O levels, let's skip it." ( We were actually going through other school prelim paper and this qn, what is the difference between renewable and non-renewable resources?(5m)."
( End up, the exact question came out for hmmm what's that? 8 MARKS!!!!!)

SS: Study these 8 chapters well, can't remember what but mostly correct lor. I think she asked us to study Theme 2 3 4 5. 4 and 5 came out.


So xian so xian..... Tmr oso don't know what to do. Maybe I will study?

ZZZ

haha posting from my father's laptop which obviously dosen't have AudtionSea!!! I can't believe it, the "end" of O levels and my com spoil!!! It's like so shitty already lor but must spoil now is it? Or is it a sign for me to study for the MCQs? Haha.

Anyway, my ss predictions were totally totally off can? I predicted theme 3 4 5 but it came out theme 4 5 6. But theme 4 what I predicted was wrong. Since I only studied theme 1 2 3 5, I had no choice but to do the qn on theme 5 lor. It was easy anyway, and wrote 2.5 pages for each qn.. I better get 21... Then SBQ, was a bit weird la. But the last qn... It shows a stupid girly holding a sign " NO ELECTRICTY NO WATER NO JOBS BUT WE GOT THE BOMB" wdf!! How am I supposed to infer whatever shit she's trying to say? And it's 7 marks. So I just said that even though India dosen't have electricity, water, jobs it dosen't matter becuz as long as they have the bomb, it's ok. I was like zzz so lame lor 7 marks some more. I hope that I can get 42/50 for SS becuz my geog 99.99% <30/50. Sad huh.. I think B3 le wahh.....

That's y I'm thinking now, whether to PAE to VJC. Because in order to stay, I need 8 points. And u know, english can come out as an A2 or B3. And triple science... u nv know. E.maths might come out as an A2. And then GG for me. Very hard to decide leh, it's like spotting again haha.. Spot whether I get A2 or A1 for E.Maths and combined humans, and A1, A2 or B3 for english...

Then I came home, studied a bit bio and then go back school for bio again. OMG It was the hardest paper I ever took, but still quite easy la. Just that if u nv study then gg le, becuz most qns are factual qn especially for essay. The only qn I can't do is sth liddat " design an experiment to show how smoking leads to lung disease." wdf? I said measure the arteries of the person, and count the number of dead coronary heart arteries. Lol, this is impossible to do by the way. This reminds me of the bio qn I did in sec 2, it was " Outline how u would test for carbohydrates, proteins, fats in a person." I said " Cut a hole in his chest and scoop out the juices, then add iodine, bla bla bla" LOL.

Tadah!! It's the "end" of the O levels.... I will play hard for tuesday and then start revision on wednesday.

SS

Hmmm I love spotting for SS becuz it's so fun and thrilling when the topics u spotted comes out, and then you can like get very high marks whereas some ppl study so hard and end up never come out hahaha...

So monday is the SS paper, this is what I bet or spot

Theme 3: Diplomacy and detterence + Conflicts over nations

Theme 4: Industralisation

Theme 5: Sustainable Development + Good governance

But I can't stand theme 4 even though it 99.99% come out so i'm only going to study theme 3 and 5, and 1,2,6 for back up haha. But i'm gonna focus only on theme 3 and 5.

Hahaha

Hahaha I don't know whether to laugh or what.. Anyway, today's physics paper started at 8.00 am and guessed what time I woke up? You guessed it, 8.00 am!! Haahaha... let's see, the time line

8.00am: Father came in and woke me up.
8.01am: "hmm, I go bath, then shit then eat then study for a while"I thought to myself.
8.02am: (Looks at the watch) WDF!!!!
8.03am: Dressed in school attire, isn't that fast?
8.04am: Stuff my pencil box, entry proof, calculator into my bag but forgot to stuff in the set square!
8.05am: rushed downstairs and my father was already in my car
8.06am: Car just left the house
8.09am: reached school, threw my bag on the floor and tried to get the examiner's attention
8.10am: Started the paper.

Hahaha isn't that funny? I'm just glad that I only missed 10 minutes, becuz I finished the paper in 1 hour 10 mins, and still left about 25 mins to check, and some people still haven't finished the paper. I thank God because vectors didn't come out (forgot to bring set square), and that electromagnetism never come out at all ( wanted to study this today), Whew!! I thought the paper was quite easy, and I think I should be able to get A1, unless they penalise me for coming late!! Pls don't...

I feel like a truck

I finally know how trucks feel now, I feel worse than a truck. The E.Maths paper 1 and 2 were so bloody ridiculously easy that I think my whole class got 95% +, and the whole school should get like 90%+.... But me? Made many stupid careless mistakes. Angle of depression become angle of elevation, and many more stupid things like this. I only have myself to blame, for I did not study E.Maths at all, unless 1 hour of book flipping is counted. I think I only scored like 87% maybe? I'll be lucky if I even manage to get A1, I can't believe I'm saying that for maths. Trucks trucks trucks, I think I'm starting to become like one. screw geog, now e.maths.

BUT, it's worth it I guess, because I was doing something much more important than O levels, but I think now I focus on O levels first, then later continue with where I started...

stupid stupid stupid, make until so easy until everyone can do, and now becuz i made stupid careless mistakes i drop to an A2...

E.Maths SCREWED UP!!!

OMG, never did I imagine that I can screw up E.Maths this badly! AHHHH!!!!! Anyway, english paper 1 and paper 2 was good, and I think I might be able to get an A. By then, it was 12pm and I was already quite tired, and still had to wait for E.Maths paper to start, by that time 2 pm, I was already so bloody exhuasted la... I quickly finished the paper in 1 hour and rested for about 20 minutes then go check for another 40 minutes. Ended up guess what? 8 marks gone just like that due to a stupid careless mistake. Haiz I go take instantaneous speed and got 13.3333 m/s instead of 20 m/s, 5 marks gone le becuz the whole qn wrong le. And I'm not making a galaxy out of an atom because, I probably got more mistakes, and get about 80 to 85% for paper 1, and the standard for A1 for E.Maths is 80% according to my tuition teacher!!!! I just hope that many people fall for that stupid trick oso, haiz.......... And yes, I did not study on thursday, friday, saturday or sunday,unless you count reading 50 pages of SS altogether studying.

ZZZ

Haiz, I feel like an idiot now. I NEVER STUDIED YESTERDAY!!!!!!
I woke up at lke 11-12, and attempted to study Theme 3 of SS. I drag here and drag there, ended up finishing it at 4. Then played com until 6 then go for tuition. The reason? I was too fcked up about geography. It further escalated when I heard how easy the history elective was. I lost about 5-6 marks edge, as in 5-6 marks below A1 standard. So for my ss, I must get 5-6 marks above A1 standard which is 45-46. But it's all right, I've gotten over how badly I did already. I mean, if I continue to work hard, I might get 8. But if I let geography affect me, I might screw up more subjects and end up with 10+. So... Since combined humanities has already taken the A2-B3 spot reserved for english, my english now MUST DIE DIE get A1 or A2. Going study now to make up for yesterday, bb.